Fish Leaping Farm Gate

Chapter 150 Gone

In fact, what she expected was right. Two days later, the white lotus disappeared.

The family searched for her all day but failed to find her. They only heard from the villagers that they saw her go to the county in a bullock cart in the morning, and then she did not come back. In other words, she was nowhere to be found in the county.

Based on this, just as the Bai couple was going to the Yamen to report the case, Yunhe Xialiu found two corpses.

Bai Lianhua was one of them, and the other was Jiang Hong, the second son of the Jiang family. Both of them seemed to be drowned. The difference was that Jiang Hong had a dagger stuck in his stomach.

This matter quickly became the biggest gossip in Feixian County. For a while, everyone speculated, and most people thought that the biggest possibility was that Bai Lianhua wanted to marry into Jiang's family but failed, so she vented her anger and killed her, and finally threw herself into the river out of fear of crime.

To this, Du Xiaoyu didn't know how to react. Hearing Cui's miserable cry, she found that she didn't have any joy of revenge for her hatred.

Bai Lianhua died as soon as she died. It turned out that nothing would change for her.

What has changed is that there is one less person in this world. From then on, no one will pester her to ask her to forgive, and there will never be that paranoid and vicious girl who dies like a lamp, never again.

She stepped into the mourning hall and saw Bai Shiying weeping silently with her head bowed, Cui wailed and beat her hands on the ground, while Du Huanghua and Bai Yushi stood beside the coffin. They were silent, but their expressions were extremely sad.

Bai Lianhua was also very quiet. She was lying there wearing a black shroud, her eyes were closed, and her lips were pursed, but she was not calm. Even though she was covered by makeup, she could still see that she was not reconciled.

She never thought that she would die just like that, did she?
She just wanted to kill Jiang Hong and seal the secret forever!

Du Xiaoyu sighed softly, "Bai Lianhua, what are you living your life for?"If there is a soul, does this life seem like a ridiculous dream at this moment?
"Little fish." Du Huanghua stepped forward and said softly, "Do you know what this thing is? She kept holding on to the lotus flower, and it took a lot of effort to get it out."

The rattan chair made of exquisite bamboo and wood has been deformed, like the past that has disappeared.

"It should be her favorite thing, sister, you put it in her clothes and let her take it away." After she finished speaking, she turned and walked out of the mourning hall.

Cui's cries behind him became smaller and smaller, and finally could not be heard.

The pain of bereavement, a white-haired man sending a black-haired man, Zhao Shi, who is also a mother, felt the same, and no longer obsessed with it. For the funeral of Bai Lianhua, Du Xian was asked to help.

But Cui's family was in a slump after all. She always thought that she could only lose her son. Who knew that her son was healed, but her daughter died. After that, she fell ill and lay in bed for a few days before she could get up. silence.

During this period of time, Du Huanghua was under a lot of pressure. She had to take care of her parents-in-law who were hit hard, watch the fields, and take care of the funeral. Fortunately, Bai Yushi assisted her and finally survived.

But their home is so deserted, the whole yard seems to have fallen into an ice cellar, although everyone is there, it always feels a bit empty.

On this day, Du Huanghua boiled the medicine and brought it to Bai Yushi's bedroom to drink. Calculating the time, he had been drinking it for more than half a year, and he didn't know how long it would take to fully recover.

After Bai Yushi finished drinking the medicine, he handed the bowl to her. Seeing that she was about to go out after taking it, he reached out to hold her and said, "I have something to tell you."

After Bai Lianhua died, he hardly spoke. Du Huanghua was considerate of him and never got angry about it. Seeing his serious expression at this moment, she sat down and said, "Okay."

"Recently, I have thought about a lot of things, and the biggest regret is that I didn't tell the truth to Lianhua. If she knew what I was thinking, maybe such a thing would not have happened." I am miserable, I saved her, but I also bound her, I should have said these things to her earlier."

"How can I blame you? If you don't take her out to find a doctor, you won't feel at ease in this life."

"No, I know that Lianhua feels guilty for this, but I never thought about explaining her well, even after she did that, I didn't talk to her seriously, although I didn't forgive her, but neither did I. Hate her... In my heart, she is always my most beloved sister, no matter what she does, this will not change at all, but I didn't say it, Lianhua must think that I don't love her anymore."

He felt sad, covered his face and wept, "If I knew she would die, I would never do that, I would accompany her like I did when I was a child, tell her stories in books, take her out to enjoy flowers, and be with her Flying a kite... But there is no such opportunity, Lianhua, Lianhua is actually a silly child."
Du Huanghua also shed tears when she heard it.

Bai Yushi cried for a while, took Du Huanghua's hand and said, "So while there is still a chance, I have something to tell you."

"I'm not as good a person as you imagined, Lianhua killed you, I could have died to end this matter, but I didn't, and I could have run far away to avoid this matter, Lianhua Without me, I couldn't coerce you, but I didn't either. Thinking about it now, this is the most selfish thing I have done. "

"Do not……"

"Huang Hua, listen to me. We've been married for more than a year. As time goes on, I understand more and more. In fact, I'm glad in my heart that I made such a decision. However, it's wrong, isn't it? Huang Hua, you are unwilling to marry me, it is the lotus that forces you! Therefore, if you want to leave, I will never threaten you with this, I don't want to make a mistake and delay your life."

Du Huanghua's tears burst down like a bank, and she choked up, "Is everything you said true?"

"It's true, you don't have to force yourself to stay here now, if you reconcile..." It's not like he can't see her friendship. If he is in good health, it will naturally come naturally, but under such circumstances, how is it possible? No grudges?

"However, with time, I have not regretted it yet."

No regrets, it proves that her decision is not wrong, at least for this year, so, even if it was such a bad start, so what?

She fell in love with him the first time she saw him. When she learned that he would not live long, she felt so heartbroken. The objections from her family members, the ups and downs of torment, the eye contact, and the occasional news about him made her feel a little bit more. Silk thread wrapped her up like a cocoon, and she couldn't break free.

It's just that she doesn't have the courage, even if she knows in her heart that she wants to be with him even if he doesn't live long, but she doesn't have the courage to do that.

Because the family won't allow it.

Because everyone will say she is a fool.

However, something like that happened. That day, she experienced all the pain in her life, and she thought of countless ways to go, life or death?

But eventually she came back.

Her mother told her to choose, and she decided to marry him, but who can say that there is no selfish thought in her choice?

If she dies immediately, maybe she can get rid of the shame, if she hides, maybe she doesn't have to face it, if she doesn't die and doesn't marry, if she dares to face the coercion of the white lotus, can't she live?

There are countless choices, but she chose this path. Yes, she is also selfish.

She betrayed the expectations of her family, she abandoned propriety, righteousness and shame, and in the end she even forgave the white lotus who should have hated...

She was just like him, and they were on the same path.

Bai Yushi stared at her, those eyes contained too much past and too much emotion, slowly, he understood, and he also understood.

The two looked at each other quietly, as if they were walking a very difficult road and finally climbed to the top, that feeling of relief.

"Miss," he put his hand on her shoulder, showing a faint smile, "Lianhua has always wanted to see me be admitted as a scholar, what about you? What do you hope for my future?"

Du Huanghua smiled and said, "I like what you like to do."

"Okay, then help me prepare my luggage. I'm going to take the exam. If I pass the exam, my mother will be fine." He looked at her and said firmly, "Huang Hua, trust me, we will pass the exam." It's getting better and better."

She nodded, and the two hugged for a while, then she raised her head and said, "Then, do you want Wen Yuan to be your guarantee?"

"Don't bother him, I'm guessing he's busy with this year's Qiu Wei. Our uncle is also a scholar. Wasn't he the guarantor for Wen Yuan last time? Have you forgotten?"

"It's true." Du Huanghua smiled, opened the closet to pack his luggage, and asked, "Are you in good health? Do you want to wait until next year?"

"It's okay, I can last a few days. I know it myself. If it's so far away from the capital, it won't work for the time being. I need to recuperate for a while."

It seems that there is no strong support, Du Huanghua is relieved.

Hearing that Bai Yushi was going to the hospital for an examination, Cui also cheered up a little, and prepared some food for him in the past few days, and invited Bai Shihong over, asking him to take care of him on the way.

When Du Xiaoyu heard the news, he was naturally happy for them. After the thunderstorm, there will always be sunshine. I hope that the white lotus can die worthwhile. If it can bring peace between the two families, that would be great.

Two days later, Bai Yushi set off for Jinan Mansion, and Du Huanghua sent two new small shirts, which were perfect for this weather.

"It's growing so fast, they're all so big." Du Huanghua hugged Fudan, teasing, "I heard that the twins grow up small, so it's nonsense."

"The two of them are so good at eating, it's no wonder they are small." Du Xiaoyu flicked chestnuts on Qingqiu's head for fun. She has been tortured enough recently, so she came up with this trick, which is not heavy but can vent her anger.

Du Huanghua laughed and said, "My mother will say you when she sees you, and bully my sister."

"Who said, now my mother hates her so much, you don't know, she not only quarrels at night, but also likes to throw bowls to play, I don't know how many she knocked out!"

"Oh, so you're skinnier than you when you grow up?" Du Huanghua smiled brighter and brighter.

Du Xiaoyu glanced at her and felt that there was something different, but he couldn't put it into words. He just looked at her and smiled, feeling very relaxed. Now he asked, "When are you going to Wanfu?" It's been a year She was really afraid that Du Huanghua would make another irrational decision.

"When Xianggong comes back, I will go to Wanfu."

Didn't expect her to be so forthright, Du Xiaoyu smiled and said, "That's good, when you're going to procrastinate."

"No, I will learn from Master."

Du Xiaoyu was taken aback for a moment, and said, "Okay, it's best to piss off Miss Rong to death!"

"You!" Du Huanghua poked her on the forehead, both of them laughed, and each went for a walk outside with a baby in their arms. The spring was bright and everything was recovering, and the new year had really begun.

(End of this chapter)