You are the only one who dreams back to the previous life

Chapter 20

There was one more penalty—abortion.Why did you ask me to do this kind of thing!I helplessly picked up the bowl of saffron, why did I go, why did I kill an unborn child.

"Sister, would you like me to go for you?"

Xiang Ning saw my doubts, she suggested.I refused, Xiangning is still too young, she shouldn't face these things for me.I was saying, this is the fault I caused at all, and I shouldn't let others bear it for me.If I listened to the fourth prince and kept silent, it would not be like this.

It's useless to regret it any more, I made up my mind to take the medicine and send it to the limbo.In the cold palace, I just find it ironic.Concubine Rong had an affair here before, but now she will stay here until she dies.

I am also very sarcastic!I just wanted to have a solid backer, and ended up being an executioner here.When I approached Concubine Rong, she seemed to have nothing to worry about.But as soon as she saw the medicine in my hand, she immediately shrank back in horror and covered her stomach with her hands.I made up my mind and handed the saffron with a cold face.

"what!"

Concubine Rong suddenly pushed me to run towards the gate, but unfortunately I was caught by the guards outside the gate before I could go out.I asked Xiangning to get another bowl, and the guard pinched her mouth and poured the medicine into her mouth.With tears in her eyes, she stared at me with hatred.That look made it hard for me to face her.

I was irritated by her eyes, and said: "Don't look at me like that, blame yourself. No one forced you to commit adultery, blame yourself!!!" I roared out the last sentence.I turned my head away and never looked at her again.

The medicine soon took effect, and Concubine Rong's child disappeared amidst the shrill screams and lung-piercing roars.I didn't shed a single tear when I encountered such a scene, and I didn't have a trace of guilt or sympathy. I didn't know that I could be so ruthless, so ruthless that I was afraid.

After the end, I left this dead place as quickly as if I was fleeing.Xiang Ning thought it was because I couldn't bear to see Concubine Rong's ferocious appearance and dared to comfort me. Only I knew that I was avoiding the mistake I made, a big mistake!
A few days later, Xiangning told me the news—Concubine Rong committed suicide.

"What are you talking about!" I rushed to her and grabbed her neck.I saw my hideous face in her eyes, and I couldn't help wondering if this was me?

"Concubine Rong... committed suicide!" Xiang Ning couldn't breathe from being pinched by me.

"Suicide..." I muttered to myself.My legs seemed unable to support the weight of my body, and I fell to my knees.

I didn't mean to, I didn't expect this to happen.I just want to live a more stable life in the future. I never thought that it would kill three people.I didn't mean to, no...

Everyone in the palace thought I was frightened crazy after seeing Concubine Rong's miscarriage.Because from then on, I shut myself in the room all day.When they occasionally passed by, I could still hear my screams, small sobs and maniacal laughter inside.

It was dark in the room, and I had no idea what time it was.One thing is certain, however, and that is the light streaming from the edge of the curtains telling me that it is day and not night.

It doesn't matter if it's day or night, the fact that I indirectly killed three people will never change.No, it wasn't three people, there was one who was strangled by me before he was in human form.

The bright light outside the window shot into the room in an instant. I hadn't been exposed to the sun for a long time, so I flinched involuntarily.It was Xiangning and the fourth elder brother who came in.

Xiang Ning Xu was in a hurry, and she went to the doctor in a hurry to describe her now.It's not good to ask someone to help, so I went to the fourth elder brother to help.

"The fourth prince is auspicious." I saluted with a heavy body.

"You have such a virtue, just die."

The old-fashioned method of aggressive generals will not work.He made me kneel again, and I fell to the ground after not eating for several days.He actually squatted condescendingly, and he pulled my collar.I was reflected in his eyes, pale and haggard, with deeply sunken eye sockets and sunken cheeks like a depilated orangutan.

He leaned over and whispered in my ear: "You make your own decision, and you have to bear the consequences yourself. Don't stay here to die or live, Bo people sympathize."

"I don't want to die or live. I really want to die." I was so daring that I didn't even care about the etiquette.With a gloomy face, he raised his hand and slapped me.Wanting to wake me up, I am no longer in the mood to mess around with him.I got up slowly, and suddenly he took my hand and ran out.

After running for a while, he stopped and gave me another push.Before I could react to what was going on, I just felt the icy cold water rushing towards me from all directions.Water poured into my nasal cavity and mouth, choking me very uncomfortable.

Only those who have truly experienced death will know the horror of death.I held my breath and tried my best to swim upstream, but I couldn't use my hands and feet.After struggling hard for a while, I was not enough and I thought I was going to die.

(End of this chapter)