You are the only one who dreams back to the previous life

Chapter 47

I looked at him in a daze with surprise on my face, dumbfounded and completely at a loss.If I didn't see the serious expression on his face, I would have thought he was joking.

"Are you joking?" I glanced at him, curling my lips in disdain.

I'm in prison, how can I get out?If I could save myself, would I still be here?Not out of my mind.

For some reason, he suddenly calmed down.I also leisurely walked into the cell, recruited people to watch, and asked who invited me here.

An insignificant thing.The reason for this, I get angry when I think about it.That day's touch of blue, refreshing oysters, the eunuch in charge, and that weird smile all strung together to point the finger at Concubine De.She made the snacks, and she invited the people.As for the reason, it is not clear yet.

"Looking at your stiff expression, you know it. Yes, Er Niang invited you here."

Tsk, please let me come, someone invited someone to sit in jail.Although I don't know why, I don't need a reason.In the past few years in the palace, I have really understood one thing - this place only needs willingness to harm people, no reason is needed.

"You are a smart person, you can always understand the truth after the event."

He deliberately emphasized the tone of "afterwards", which is undoubtedly a great irony to me.Knowing in hindsight, 'hindsight' has a fart.I held back my anger, gritted my teeth, and looked at him with a smile.His playful expression added fuel to the fire and fueled the anger in my heart even more.

"There are two ways for a smart person to live here. One is to be as wise as a fool; the other is to be so powerful that no one dares to touch him."

how?The first one, I definitely can't do it; the second one is even more impossible.Besides, what does this have to do with me going out.

"Don't underestimate yourself," he saw through my mind, "you can do the second!" His eyes were sharp and piercing, and they were as firm as icebergs, and he continued: "Concubine Rong, Zade It can be proved that you are a wolf, there is no doubt about it.”

There was a faint layer of smile in his eyes that deepened, as if recalling those things made him very happy.Soon, he expressed without hesitation 'he admired me at that time', a wolf in sheep's clothing, eyes full of aggression and strong fighting spirit.As expected of a mother and son, both of them think the same thing, they both 'remember' the fierce me that flashed by.

He walked away gently, leaving me to think deeply.

I have long understood that in this place, if you don’t eat people, you will be eaten.I also had blood on my hands, and the crying of a baby was always around my ears.I don't want to believe what he said, but my heart secretly agrees with him.

You are a wolf, no doubt about it.

A wolf, a wolf, a wolf...

No doubt!No doubt!No doubt!

You are a wolf, you are a wolf, you are a wolf!No doubt, no doubt.

The injustice, anger, and resentment in Concubine Rong's eyes when she drank the medicine were repeated in her mind.Screaming, piercing screaming, the piercing cry of a baby.Echoing in the ear, echoing in the cell.

Fear, deep fear enveloped me.The limbs were cold and stiff, and the cold wind in the chest penetrated into the limbs and bones.I went back to the corner, and the dead rat's body on the reeds stabbed me in the eye.Just now, I squeezed it to death without hesitation.The fall of another life was caused by me again.

The triangle-shaped conscience turned wildly, and the corners scratched the softest part of my heart over and over again.It didn't hurt that much anymore. It should be that the area has been scratched many times, and the pain has become numb or the edges and corners have gradually smoothed out.

The head leaned against the cold blue brick wall, and the head hit the wall repeatedly and monotonously.Self-mutilation, repeated involuntary acts of self-harm.But I got a strange sense of relief from this behavior, and my heart was liberated.I get a weird sense of balance, hurting others while experiencing another pain in myself, balance, good balance.

(End of this chapter)