You are the only one who dreams back to the previous life

Chapter 59

Xiaoya, who didn't know the reason, thought I was overly sad and secretly sad, she immediately volunteered and said, "Don't worry, I will speak for you."

I kept silent and acquiesced.Since someone is willing to face this darkness for me, why should I face it myself.

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It takes some work to make a violin. In the spare time, Xiaoya not only reports the progress of the violin every day, but also sometimes teaches me some fingering techniques.There are only two strings to play a variety of timbres, and there are so many skills in it.Xiaoya said that it took her less than four months to practice basic fingering, but I, a "tone idiot" who knows nothing about music, learned it in only two months.Whenever she mentioned this, she always smiled awkwardly, feeling that she was extremely embarrassed.A season later, I've become able to play a small ballad with adroitness.

Matouqin is a casual instrument, different from the "black and white" of the piano, it has many "gray areas" in the middle.The tunes played are also more free-wheeling, and most of them are without scores at this time.I asked Xiaoya many times about the piece he hadn't finished playing at that time, and Xiaoya also helped to ask many people, but still got nothing. I think it was probably a piece he played by himself.

At this moment, I finally understood why he likes matouqin.Only two strings can play unrestrained music completely, which is also in line with his character.It's not very eye-catching, but in the end it will be the final winner on the battlefield of "Nine Dragons Conquering the Inheritance".

At the end of March, the long-awaited Qin was finally made.Excitedly, I rushed to Concubine De's bedroom, Fourth Master is used to greeting Concubine De at this time.I stood not far from the gate of the palace, holding the qin to be given away and waiting quietly.After a while, he finally came out.But I couldn't go there, all because of the piano in his hand.It should be sent by Concubine De.

I don't know whether to admire my good eyesight or hate it for being so good that I can't go forward at all right now.Fourth Master embraced the ukulele himself, with a smile on his face that I had never seen before.How sad that even my own mother doesn't know what I like.But he seemed to have received great favor, and his happy expression was hard to describe in words.He should be in pain, but he is indeed happy... The misty happiness, even if it is a dream, let him indulge!Mother's care, let him indulge even in dreams!Love him, so let him indulge!

Learn the matouqin and play it to him yourself!I need a violin to practice on, so let's use it!I smiled like him, smiling all the way back to Gyeongbokgung Palace.My heart was crying silently, for him.It's so distressing, the soul that has overly suppressed family affection can only be comforted in this way.That's why he wanted the throne so much to prove to his mother: he exists!

I practiced the piano like crazy, either to pass the time or to play for him, I practiced the piano like crazy.That happy smile, if his mother can't give it anymore, then I will come!Never thought I was so maternal, though, I hadn't been a mother yet.

In the dead of night, touch the strings.I shed tears, for him.At this moment, I just want to do something for him. If he wants to ascend the throne, I will do my best to help him.I think I fell in love without any scruples, throwing away all the shackles of reason and morality. I love him for this reason.

(End of this chapter)