You are the only one who dreams back to the previous life

Chapter 74

The conversation was very unpleasant.I probably provoked him severely!There is a trace of hurt in his eyes, but he is good at hiding his emotions, and he grooms it well.That's his way of asserting his ego, and it's mine too.Perhaps, this is his protective color, and it is also my protective color.And this protective color makes us like two winter hedgehogs—we get close because we want to keep each other warm, and hurt each other because of the barbs on our bodies.Constantly wanting more, yet being stingy and patient.There is no way to save us, no way.

He said with self-mockery: "It turns out that I am no different from him in your heart." It was another proposal full of jealousy, "Then you just go along with the flow and marry him directly." Followed by blue.

The jealousy was so obvious that Yinxiang snickered.And I, a fan of the authorities, didn't realize that it was jealousy at the time.I licked the wound of my self-esteem, like a wounded beast that would fight back, and I didn't hesitate to retort. "Oh, I really don't have a heart, and I like you, a wolf-hearted thing!"

Cursing fiercely could not relieve the anger in my heart, and continued: "Compared with you, he is indeed superior. He is insidious and ruthless, he is no match for you, and he is much smarter than you for pleasing women!" Tears unexpectedly disappeared. Down, anger overshadows everything.

Arrogant self-esteem is fatal.That blames the high divorce rate in modern times, the overly laissez-faire personality, and the indulgence of oneself.Invisibly, he caused a lot of harm to the other party, and he was destined to be separated.

He asked me the difference between him and Yinhu.They have many things in common, for example, insidious and cunning, moody, and obsession with the throne.The difference, I can't find it.The difference for me is that I love Yinzhen, not Yinsi.This was probably the only answer he wanted, and I was cowardly, too timid to tell him what was in my heart.Humans are timid animals, unwilling to change the existing mode of life, fearing that once they change, the world will be turned upside down.

I am timid and wrap myself in small spaces.Every time I could say it, I flinched.

Is it really important to love or not?The question stuck in his throat.That day, I gave him the answer.

He left angrily after hearing this, this time he really won't look back!
I just said: "It doesn't matter if you love or not..." Only being together is important, isn't it?

Did this sentence hurt him?He always understood the meaning of the words.What if he doesn't understand?I couldn't help but frown, feeling sad again.Suddenly seeing the Matouqin hanging on the wall, thinking of that poem, he muttered to himself: "The mountain has no edge, and the heaven and the earth are in harmony, so I dare to break with the king."

Thinking of a way, I came to a few cases and took a pen to write down the original place of this poem.Put it in an envelope and ask someone to take it to Yinzhen.

I want to know each other and live forever

There are no hills in the mountains, the water in the river is exhausted, the thunder in winter shakes the rain and snow in summer
The unity of heaven and earth is the courage to break with the king
I let out a long breath and felt more relaxed.It's just that I completely forgot at that time, this palace is full of eyes and ears.In particular, I was being closely watched by a Yinhu with "thousand hands and thousands of eyes" at that time, and the letter might never have reached Yinzhen's hands; if it had been delivered, Yinhu would have known about it.This action of mine has completely exposed the fact that I have no amnesia at all.This will become my weakness in the near future.

(End of this chapter)