Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 124 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (124)
Rebirth·Colorful Cloud Return (2)
I knew I was talking too much, so I shook my head.

She said, drink more and talk less in the future, especially less inquiring about Wang Lin's affairs!
I said, he is very nice, he is my college counselor...

Song Zhi smiled and said nothing more.

That night, in front of the slightly swaying pond fire, Song Zhi and I were grading homework together as usual, and Song Zhi had to write a holiday plan after grading the homework.

Song Zhi suddenly asked me, Mr. Jiang, do you have any holiday wishes?

I froze for a moment, nodded, and shook my head again.

I think of many things.

The group of my friends who are far away in another city.

Every holiday we've ever had together.

Floating snow, hot boiled mutton, snow prince, red apples... sad but beautiful.Every seemingly ordinary festival makes you full of hope for it.This is a day of reunion.

We will look forward to Xiaojiu's return on certain festivals every year.

Just like we believe that the people we miss and the things we want to do will be realized in a certain festival.

I used to think they were inseparable people in my life...

I came back to my senses from the past, but I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, then smiled and said, for me, the festival is probably a kind of hope.

At this time, there was a quick and cautious knock on the door. I gathered my clothes, walked over, and asked in a low voice, who is it?
The voice outside the door was very small, saying, teacher, it's me.

When I heard that it seemed to be my student, I quickly opened the door.Under the eaves, icicles have already been frozen.There were two children standing outside the door, one big and one small, with red faces, carrying big baskets on their shoulders, and dragging a bundle of firewood behind them.

They are my students.

The rain had formed a thin layer of ice on their bodies, and their little heat was steaming from their wet hair.My heart suddenly tugged, I welcomed them into the house, and asked, what are you doing?

The older boy named Meng Haoran, nine years old, was my student; the younger one was a girl named Meng Jie, seven years old, who was his sister.The two of them are a pair of left-behind brothers and sisters, their parents are working far away, and only a blind grandma is taking care of them at home.

Meng Haoran leaned back carefully, afraid that the muddy water on his body would stain the house. He said, grandma said that it would be freezing rain these days, and the road would be blocked by snow. I was afraid that the teacher would not be used to it, so I went to collect some firewood.

Meng Jie sniffed, jumped out and carried all the firewood from the door, for fear of getting wet.

Meng Haoran yelled at her, you have dirty the teacher's room!
Meng Jie was extremely flustered. She looked at her brother with helpless eyes like a little deer, bent down her small body and picked up the firewood again, wanting to carry him out...

I quickly grabbed her little hand.

The hands of a child that should be soft are now red, thick, and cracked, with several chilblains on the joints, and they are cold...I suddenly remembered my childhood, the young life of Liang Sheng, so that I could go on a spring outing And when he went to dig coal secretly, his hands were the same at that time, red and swollen.He once said, Jiang Sheng, girls must have a pair of beautiful hands, boys are fine.So, for so many years, he and my mother never let me do any physical work as long as they were around...

When I held Meng Jie's little hands that were as cold as carrots, the sadness hit my heart in an instant.

Song Zhi came over and looked at the two brothers and sisters. She was moved, sad and furious. Her voice was a little loud. If you are like this, the parents will be so worried!The mountain road is so difficult to walk, what if something happens to you?
Meng Haoran kept silent and did not speak, only looking at his muddy shoes and trousers.

Meng Jie is a girl, naturally timid, Song Zhi's voice was loud, and she cried "Wow" in fright, crying and apologizing at the same time, I... we... are afraid that Teacher Jiang... is cold... oh woo woo...

That night, I asked Wang Lin to go to Meng’s house and tell the old lady that the two children would stay with me and I would take care of them overnight—I was afraid they would catch a cold, and the old man would not be able to take good care of them because of his blindness.

The two of them drank the hot ginger soup and experienced the darkness and exhaustion on the mountain road, and they both fell asleep on the bed.Song Zhi turned up the fire vigorously, and the fire in the fire pond reflected their little faces with frostbite.

Song Zhi was baking their clothes aside, she looked back at the firewood and coal on the ground, her eyes were slightly moist, she stubbornly pursed the corners of her lips, and did not speak.

She turned her head to tuck the quilts for the two children, her throat trembling slightly, her subdued voice was as soft as a feather, she didn't want to be heard.

I was helping two children sew half-new clothes for them. This was a charity donation from the society that Wang Lin found in the latest package.

Although our supporting teachers are not as professional as professional teachers, we will share with them all the novelty and beauty in the world that they cannot touch, just like friends; therefore, in the minds of children, We are like fairies in a fairy tale.

This kind of pure trust and dependence between people is very rare.

I turned my head and looked at Meng Haoran and Meng Jie under the reflection of the fire, those two little heads were leaning against each other stubbornly.

In this world, some people are willing to love you with a bouquet of flowers, some are willing to love you with silent waiting, some are willing to love you with two eggs, and some are willing to love you with firewood picked up in the ice and snow all winter night ...

That night, Song Zhi and I huddled together on the makeshift cot that Wang Lin had set up for us, and fell asleep.

Before falling asleep, I told Song Zhi that festivals are a kind of hope.We are their hope, and they are our hope.

59 He stood outside the door, covered in snow and wind.

On the days when the mountains were covered by heavy snow, Song Zhi and I lived in the same room. Every night, we shared a glass of wine and said a few words, which became our habit.

I often get a sore throat from strong alcohol.

I told Song Zhi that the doctor told me to eat a light diet, avoid smoking and drinking, and avoid spicy food, so that my throat can hopefully recover.

Song Zhi said, then you should go to Jiangnan, where the atmosphere is elegant, and the southwest mountainous area, where you eat a lot of peppers!This voice is magnetic and very good.

Wang Lin would rush in and say, I abducted Jiang Xiaodai!How about it?Let me shed my blood for teaching support!
Song Zhi said with a cold face, boys stop in girls' territory!
Wang Lin shrank behind the door, and then Jia Ran brought in the fragrant cabbage and bacon soup like a little follower——I don't understand why it is eaten in this way, it always feels weird.

Wang Lin said, Song Xiaodong... No, Mr. Song, this is hot and sour. I know you like it.

Song Zhi still had a cold face.

I couldn't bear to see Wang Lin get cold, so I stepped forward to hug the basin from Jia Ran and said, I just love this one!
So, while drinking wine, I ate hot and sour soup... Tears flowed in my heart, and my throat was just like that.

Wang Lin watched me finish eating from outside the door, and then walked away with the basin in his arms. He whispered, accompany your teacher and wife well.

I was so full that my stomach hurt, and I said, people ignore you.

Wang Lin said, she called it love, and I couldn't express it.Take good care of me!

Then, he turned his head and said to Jia Ran, don't think about your teacher's wife!

Jia Ran blushed and argued forcefully, how could I? !

The freezing, which was supposed to end in three to five days, got worse and worse.In the end, many elementary schools in the southwest mountainous area were closed, including our school.

The festival party that Wang Lin had prepared was also in vain.

Song Zhi threw me the planning book for the holiday party that she had prepared and said, let Wang Lin keep it for next year!
Before I could react, she went out with the fire cage and went to make up lessons for the students.

Out of concern, the old headmaster discussed with Wang Lin and asked him to find a good weather to send the supporting teachers away, and count them together with the winter vacation. Don't stay here, because Na Nazi (the child) will suffer here.

Wang Lin said, Principal, look, how do you choose a good weather on such a day?

The old headmaster also stood up helplessly, and said to Wang Lin, take more meat and fish from my family for the festival, and share it with Nenazi. Even if you celebrate the New Year here, don't starve to death.

Wang Lin said, thank you principal, and thank you for your meat and fish for me.But we're not nerds anymore, we're adults, adults.

Sometimes the old headmaster didn't quite understand what Wang Lin said, but he always thought it was a good word, so he always laughed it off.

That night, everyone had dinner together, Wang Lin put all the edible things into the pot and boiled them, added salt, and the aroma was overflowing.

The old secretary sent me a live chicken.

The old principal sent two dried fish.

Others in the village sent some eggs and some vegetables...

Song Zhi took out the wine she kept privately.She said that she was going home for Chinese New Year this year, but Wang Lin couldn't stop her, so he had to ask Jia Ran to escort her out of the mountain tomorrow.

Song Zhi was talking to herself, saying, this winter vacation is really long enough, enough for my mother to give me an extra batch of blind dates.

Then, she asked me, aren't you going home?

I was taken aback, slightly embarrassed, home?
Song Zhi nodded and said, sorry.

I said, what are you sorry for?
Song Zhi took a sip of wine and said, Wang Lin said that you... are the mistress of a gangster and escaped.

I:……

That night, we talked a lot, such as dreams, missions, and responsibilities.

I didn't say a word, in fact, I already had the idea of ​​staying here for the rest of my life.

In that city, I was like a speck of dust.

Although it carries too much of my sorrow and joy there, there are always people who despise, despise and hate me. Unlike here, there are a group of children who regard me as indispensable.

Snowflakes were falling quietly outside the window. On this lonely and cold country night, I stayed away from all the hustle and bustle. I snuggled up with a few friends I had known for less than half a year, and my heart was peaceful and peaceful. "

Song Zhi quietly leaned against me and said, it's so comfortable!

She said that it had been a long time since she relied on others so much.

She never seems to depend on it.

Just when the aroma and warmth of the food filled the room, the door was suddenly knocked by a cigarette pot. Wang Lin hurriedly got up and asked, who is it?
The voice of the old headmaster came, saying, me.

He paused, and said, someone came outside, he said he was looking for Mr. Jiang.

Jia Ran stared wide-eyed and said, didn't it mean that the mountain was covered by heavy snow?How did you get in here?Sun Wukong!
I was stunned for a moment and felt my blood flow backwards. Before I could react, Wang Lin opened the door, and the north wind swept in a snowflake, which shattered on the ground.

The old principal probed his head, pointed to the person behind him, and said, Teacher Jiang, someone is looking for him.

When I looked out, he was standing outside the door, covered in wind and snow.

60 Chihiro.

That night, someone came, regardless of the wind and snow.

61 Rewind.

About the half a year when I left the city, Lao Chen would often talk in my ear, he said, sir, in the past six months, I was going crazy looking for you.

As for why he found me on that snowy night, Lao Chen said this...

That night, Liang Sheng came back from the old man with a lot of worries.

There was no news for more than half a year, and he had expected too many results.

I checked the flight to Tibet, but there was no my name, but he still went to Tibet and searched for it for more than a month...

At this time, snowflakes floated outside the window, and it was another year of winter.

He remembered a day many years ago, when we were in high school, Bei Xiaowu was waiting for Xiaojiu...

Almost jolted, he remembered that Secretary Yu had whispered in his ear yesterday morning that Miss Jiang used to be a watch for a friend before leaving, and the half-year period had come...

At the time, he didn't pay much attention.

So, overnight, he asked someone to find the pawnbroker, which had Wang Lin's phone number on it; he also asked someone to check my mobile phone, and it turned out that I had dialed this number on the day I left the city.

He was afraid that if he dialed this number, he would startle the snake, so he privately found Wang Lin's information, and learned that he was the organizer of a teaching organization called Qiantiange, and at the moment, he was teaching at Shilitun Primary School in the southwest mountainous area...

62 Who gave you this power to leave without saying goodbye? !
That night, he stood straight in front of me like this, the sadness and joy in his eyes were hard to distinguish, and the snowflakes that fell on his eyebrows melted into water droplets in front of the fire pit.

The entire space-time was silent at that moment.

No one knew the haste in which he came.

He looked at me, dropping the crutch in his hand.

Just when the whole room did not know what expressions to use to receive the visitor, he finally spoke.

Since he was a child, he has never yelled at me like this. He is like a trapped animal, driven into a desperate situation, angry and painful, but he can't fight back, he can only hold back until his voice is hoarse——

Who gave you the power to leave without saying goodbye? !
I bowed my head and didn't speak.

At this moment, there is nothing to say, nowhere to hide.

Sadness was choked in his throat, and he said nothing.He stepped forward and pulled me into his arms tightly, as if embedded in his body.

Wang Lin teased the old principal, Jia Ran and Liu Rui, who were about to watch a good show, and said, let's go!By the way, he took a look at Song Zhi, "Thousands of miles of ice and snow, this is finally true love!"

Song Zhi didn't speak.

Wang Lin said, I will see you off tomorrow.

Song Zhi still didn't speak.

Jia Ran was a little excited, turned her head and asked Wang Lin in a low voice, she...the underworld...the underworld...the lover...

Wang Lin said, lover, your brother-in-law...

Jia Ran: Principal, you see that he is a teacher in vain...

The old headmaster watched the live TV series unsatisfactorily, took a puff of cigarette, and said, I don't think we can leave, in case something happens to Mr. Jiang...

Wang Lin: ...

63 He said that was enough.

Early the next morning, Liang Sheng left the mountain.

Song Zhi also left together.

Last night, after Liang Sheng fell asleep, I went to Song Zhi's room, she was making the bed, the flames in the fire cage were bubbling, reflecting the room that no one lived in for a long time.

Song Zhi asked, are you a gangster lover?

I bowed my head and said, my brother.

So, the next morning, she followed Liang Sheng down the mountain.

Soon, Wang Lin and Jia Ran came over, saying they were sending Song Zhi out of the mountain.After hearing the news, Wang Lin said, what?Your brother came and abducted Song Zhi with true love?

I am silent.

He knew that Song Zhi was just going home for the New Year.

That night, Liang Sheng originally insisted on taking me away.

I told him I was old enough to choose my own way of life.I need alone time, I need to forget the hurt, forget the city, and the imprint that man left on me...

I half-truthfully stated my reasons.

He interrupted me suddenly and said, Gong Yan looked for you and threatened you, right?
I froze for a moment, then asked, who is Gong Yan?

Liang Sheng was silent for a while, and he said, that's good.

I was about to speak and continue to explain the reason why I wanted to stay, but he interrupted me and said, Jiang Sheng, you don't have to say it, you can do whatever you want.

I stared blankly at him.

He said, I will wait for you to come home.

I looked at him, suddenly smiled and said, wait?
He nodded and said, wait.

I smiled wryly, do you think "waiting" is affectionate, great, and selfless?Do you know that the person "waited for" is actually put on invisible shackles by people like you?Very hard!
I said, that man once said he would wait for me, for four years, until I remembered the way back.The results of it?In the end, he gave me Wan'an tea!Oh, and the little mango... I smiled wryly.

I looked up at him and said, bro, let me be free to live the life I want!No need to work hard!No more burdens!good or not?
He looked at me, his eyes trembling slightly, and asked, brother?

He concealed his anger, smiled wryly, and rushed thousands of miles, thousands of mountains of ice and snow, cliffs of burning bones, and cold winds like knives!One step further, narrowly escaped death; one step back, crushed to pieces...I...I just...just...

His words did not continue after all.

After such a long silence, the fire in the fireplace gradually, gradually extinguished.

He sat down on the edge of the bed and said, I will leave tomorrow and give you freedom.

He couldn't hide his sadness, and said, in fact, seeing that you are still fine, what else can I be dissatisfied with?At least, I know that you are in this world and have your life, so that is enough.

That's enough, he said.

I turned my head away from looking at him.

His hand fell limply in front of the pillow beside the bed. Suddenly, he lowered his head and saw that what he touched by his hand was a bone comb hidden by the pillow.

The bones are as white as snow, don't forget each other.

The bean red is crying like blood, remembering each other.

It was given by him.

He smiled, generally relieved.

I turned around, he stopped smiling, looked at me for a long time, and said, Jiang Sheng, I will leave tomorrow morning.

64 He sealed my lips with a kiss.

Holding the egg, Wang Lin asked, how long has she been gone?

I froze for a while, not long.

Wang Lin grabbed the egg and ran out, Jia Ran shouted from behind, hey, the road is slippery, boss——

Wang Lin said, I want to deliver eggs to my goddess and eat them on the way——

Before he finished speaking, he "baji" fell to the ground...

I sighed and looked back at the bed, where he slept last night.

Suddenly, I broke out in a cold sweat, remembering the comb that I habitually hid under the pillow!When I touched the bone comb next to the pillow, my heart felt at ease.

I held the comb and put it in my heart. Suddenly, I found that there was a note under it. The plain white paper was his words—you never forgot.

My heart suddenly missed half a beat.

Last night, the weird smile that lingered on the corner of his lips was right in front of his eyes.

The piece of paper was in my hand, scalding like a white flame, it was debunking!It is an overthrow!All the hard work!All cover up!

No!I have already forgotten!

As if I was stimulated, I turned around, chased after Wang Lin and ran out, with only one sentence in my chest, wanting to yell hysterically at Liang Sheng——I have already forgotten!About the past!about you!

And this sentence seems to be as absurd as deception.

When Wang Lin, Jia Ran and I caught up with Liang Sheng and Song Zhi, we had already fallen to pieces.

We thought we couldn't catch up, but at the turn of the mountain road, we found that the two of them were less than a hundred meters away from us.At this moment, Wang Lin yelled, Song Zhi——

They both stopped.

Wang Lin said, uh, it’s okay, I’m just bringing you eggs to eat on the way!

Song Zhi was stunned for a moment, the tenderness in her eyes was fleeting.

The moment Liang Sheng saw me, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes, he stopped, turned around, missed Song Zhi, and walked towards me step by step.

My brain went blank for an instant, and the words piled up in my chest, about forgetting, about the past, don't mention it again... it seemed to be stuck.

He came head-on, like the thousand mountains under the ice and snow, like the loneliness standing on the wall.

My voice began to tremble, and I said with difficulty, this comb...I...don't know...is...actually...I...

He didn't give me a chance to continue, he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.

But I exhausted all my strength and suddenly pushed him away. I said, I have forgotten...

That moment of the day, so fragmented...

All I remember is that a bunch of rocks rolled down the top of the hill and fell straight on us.

After that, the scene of that day repeatedly appeared in my dreams. Those stones were like a heavy rain, and under the heavy "rain curtain", Liang Sheng threw me to the ground.

Jia Ran and Wang Lin yelled, run away!Danger!
After the moment when the ground shook and the mountains shook, the snow fell.

(End of this chapter)