The abusive heroine, she stood up

Chapter 221 Can't Let Her Go
In the dark abyss, Yan Li's body was icy cold, and the surroundings were silent.

Fear of death is just the same, everything is empty, but there is one thing that he is very unwilling to do, he did not explain his mind to Yun Nian.

But what difference does it make if you don't say it, he is a crippled person, he doesn't even have a heart, isn't it ridiculous to say that he likes it?
After living for so long, I have never been able to get what I want!
He was born with too much evil energy, which killed his family and almost destroyed the whole village together, so
was abandoned.

In the cold, windy and snowy winter, a baby less than three days old was packed in a basket, drifted in a river condensed by thin ice, and flowed into the Demon Realm.

A kind-hearted person took him home, and he returned to the world from before the gate of hell, but since then, people in this family have died of various accidents every year, and everyone thinks that he is the reason.

He was an ominous person who would kill those around him, and the closer he was, the faster he would die, so he was abandoned again before he was five years old.

The demon world is vast and boundless, and there is no corner where he can settle down.

Danger exists everywhere, and he lives in dire straits every day, hovering on the verge of death.

For a bite to eat, he would not hesitate to have three or four ribs broken, and he would not give up that bun that was trampled into the mud.

He just wants to live.

Later, he searched for something to eat in the pile of dead people, fought with some low-level monsters, killed one and could eat for several days, until one day he was seen by the King of Dongchuan, who said that he had the perseverance that no one else had, so he Brought back to Dongchuan to raise.

I thought that the care I got was an emotion that I longed for for a long time to fill the gap, but I didn't want it to be just a long-planned conspiracy.

Let him grow, his strength will increase rapidly, and his trust will be eroded little by little, until all defenses are completely removed.

When his strength reached its peak, when he believed in every word of King Dongchuan, he stepped onto the god-killing rack that had been prepared for him long ago.

"Xiao Li, this is just an experience, just sleep for a while and you'll be fine."

King Dongchuan smiled at him kindly, without any abnormality, as if it was really just an experience.

When he woke up again, he saw four people standing in front of him, talking a bunch of words he couldn't understand, he cut open his chest, and pulled out the beating heart.

Physical pain is far inferior to the darkness of trust collapse after being deceived.

"why?"

Keeping the last sliver of sobriety, he asked desperately and unwillingly, "Why?"

So many years of care and nurturing are fake!

King Dongchuan raised his hand to heal his wound, and his tone was the same as usual: "Xiao Li, I have raised you for so many years, and I took your heart as a reward. It's not too much."

Not too much.

How could it not be too much!
If you want, I can give it, but why lie to me!
As much as he cherishes the hard-won emotion, he resents the hypocrisy and calculation behind this emotion.

As the wounds healed, consciousness collapsed.

As King Dongchuan said, he slept for 500 years!

It was accidental that he was able to wake up again. The seal was loosened after being too old, and he actually separated a ray of spirit and possessed it on a black dog.

With this ray of spirit, he escaped.

But he also left behind a ray of divine sense, and met a young girl named Yun Nian.

She was very kind to the black dog with no spiritual power, she was kind from the bottom of her heart, as a family member, without deceit or pretended affection.

From wanting to snatch the Pochen Bead at the beginning, to slowly letting go of this thought, and then actually being reluctant to part with this nostalgia, and finally reluctant to part with her.

The unobtainable is as vast as the sea of ​​stars, and she is the only one who cannot let go!

He could bear the pain of blood flow back every month, thinking that he would never see the girl whose smile was as warm as the sun again.

He couldn't take it.

That kind of dense pain, like a bone-eating poison, penetrated into his limbs and bones, occupied him, and could no longer be eliminated.

Perhaps it was the deep-rooted obsession that brought anxiety, Yan Li woke up suddenly, and saw Yun Nian above him at the first sight.

After being surprised for a long time, he still suspected that it was a hallucination, and the scene in front of him might not have been clearly imagined by him.

Yun Nian was worried about the sect's affairs, but he didn't expect Yan Li to wake up so soon.

"You're awake." The tone was pleasantly surprised: "Is there any discomfort?"

She blamed herself a little, and always felt that Yan Li's loss of control this time had something to do with Pink Skull.

Yan Li secretly closed his fingers, the pain from the fingernails poking into the palm of his hand made him realize that everything is real, it's just...
Feeling that I am resting on Yun Nian's legs, my whole body is not good!
"Is it because consciousness hasn't recovered yet?"

Yun Nian looked down at Yan Li who was silent, moved forward and waved his hand in front of his eyes.

With the suddenly magnified exquisite face, Yan Li's ear tips instantly turned red, and he immediately got up and retreated to the back, two people away from Yun Nian.

At the same time, because his movements were too large, the chains collided, and the sound was extremely ear-piercing in the silent secret room.

"what happened?"

Yun Nian looked up, not understanding why he reacted so violently.

"It's nothing."

The pain of Yan Li's backflow of blood was like dense needle pricks, but he didn't feel it at all, and he tried his best to keep calm just because he saw Yun Nian here.

The two red ears betrayed his excitement, although his face was still expressionless and even a little serious.

"Well, I didn't come in on purpose."

Seeing that there was no expression on his face, Yun Nian thought he had to explain it as soon as possible, so as not to be misunderstood.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that the pink skull had such a great influence on you before, so your blood flowed backwards, so I asked Jiuyou to bring me here, and I had to give the door of the secret room to the hole"

"It's okay, there is no need to apologize for these things."

Yan Li quickly recalled the things he could remember, and probably knew what happened.

In short, it was Yun Nian who appeared and saved him.

Seeing that Yan Li did not blame, Yun Nian was relieved, and took out the remaining Shengji Congealing Blood Pill: "This is Shengji Congealing Blood Pill, it is very useful for you."

Seeing the porcelain bottle handed over, Yan Li's eyes trembled, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.

He can still remember that during the Power Riot, someone seemed to call 'Little Black' several times.

The key point is that he listened to it, and his physical strength subsided!
Although they confessed this matter to Yun Nian before, they only knew it well, so they never brought it up again.

After all these years, these bad habits have not been changed!
A gloom rose in Yan Li's heart, his light eyes dimmed, he raised his hand to take the pill, and said in embarrassment: "Thank you, I made you laugh."

To see him in such a mess!

"No." Yun Nian suddenly pointed to the iron chains around him: "I think you are very good."

(End of this chapter)