Net king's childhood sweetheart

Chapter 157 It's Good, This Way I Will Not Trouble You

Have you ever experienced the feeling that you regard a person as the whole world, but the other person abandons you mercilessly?
Natsume Qiye didn't know if she was abandoned by Tezuka Kunimitsu.

But after getting separated from Mikaze Rin, her heart was at a loss, and she could no longer feel the existence of Tezuka Kunimitsu as clearly as before, and the feeling of completely losing her sense of security made her fall into despair again.

She was like a drowning person who managed to grab a piece of life-saving driftwood, but accidentally let go of it again.

The driftwood floated away, and she, with only fear, struggled to wait for death to come.

As the flow of people walked out of the supermarket, Natsume Qiye was sure that what she had felt the previous two days was correct, because she really couldn't feel the direction of Tezuka Kunimitsu as easily as before.

At that moment, the world became extremely strange to her.

The strong fear that rose from the depths of her heart, and the deep rejection of this strange world, made her want to escape in a panic like going crazy.

Xia Mu Qiye bumped into many people along the way, but because of her face, no one grabbed her.

She didn't know how long she had been running, she was so tired that she had no strength to run another step, and finally stopped, supported her thighs with both hands, bent over, panting in embarrassment.

Her long golden hair was already disheveled by the wind, and her fair forehead was covered with fine sweat.

There was no expression on that palm-sized face, only numbness.

The pair of golden eyes that had already become hollow now looked more like a layer of black mist, completely covering the light inside.

She managed to catch her breath, straightened up, and looked at the deserted old park with those dull golden eyes.

Finally, she walked towards a stone bench that had accumulated a lot of dust.

Sitting on the ground with her back against the stone bench, she curled her petite body together.

As the night fell little by little, she was slowly swallowed by the void in her heart that could not be filled.

After an unknown amount of time, the switched off cell phone in her pocket suddenly rang.

Because Xia Mu Qiye's road-crazy attribute is too special, and she is easily kidnapped, her parents not only put a tracker on her, but also modified her mobile phone.

As long as the mobile phone has power, it will automatically turn on after it has been shut down for more than two hours.

The ringtone of the mobile phone came to his ear, Xia Mu Qiye didn't make any movements, but quietly hugged his knees, staring blankly at the front.

It wasn't until the mobile phone rang for the tenth time in a row that she finally had a reaction, and her distracted eyes became focused.

Taking out the phone, she looked at the note on the caller ID as Tezuka Kunimitsu, there was no movement in her eyes, and there was still a dead silence.

It's just that her already painful and numb heart seemed to be poked hard by something.

She didn't hang up the phone, but picked it up: "Hello..."

After not speaking for a long time, her soft and waxy voice was particularly hoarse.

On the other end of the phone, Tezuka Kunimitsu didn't expect that Natsume Qiye would actually answer his call, he was stunned for two seconds, and then quickly realized: "Qiye, where are you?"

Hearing what Tezuka Kunimitsu said, Fuji Shusuke and Mikaze Rin who were holding cellphones to call Natsume Qiya earlier, and Tezuka Ayana hurriedly gathered around.

Mikaze Rin really wanted to snatch the phone from Tezuka Kunimitsu, but in the end he still didn't do it.

"I don't know." Hearing Tezuka Kunimitsu's still magnetic voice, Natsume Qiye rested his chin on his knees, and a tear quickly fell from his pair of godless golden eyes, "Kunimitsu, I can't find you."

Her voice was very soft and quickly dissipated in the wind.

But it fell into Tezuka Kunimitsu's ears, like a heavy boulder, pressing hard on his heart.

Tezuka Kunimitsu's eyes tightened. The panic that had been suppressed in his heart since Monday was raging crazily in his left atrium like a beast that had escaped from its cage.

With a single stroke, it tore his heart fiercely.

Even if it became bloody, he still didn't stop.

The hand holding the mobile phone tightened forcefully, and ferocious blue veins bulged on the back of the hand.

His brown eyes froze for a moment, then quickly focused again.

When he spoke, his lips trembled subconsciously: "Qi Ye, what did you just say?"

No... probably not what he thought...

"I said, Guoguang, I can't find you." Xia Mu Qiye repeated what he said just now like a repeater.

At the end, she suddenly evoked a smile that was so faint that it made people feel pain in their hearts, "That's great, this way I won't cause you any more trouble."

This long and hopeless unrequited love should end.

As her words fell, hot tears rolled down from her eyes.

Without giving Tezuka Kunimitsu another chance to answer, she simply cut off the call.

Throwing the mobile phone aside casually, she hugged her legs tightly again, closed her eyes that were still crying, and quietly immersed herself in her dark world without light.

Without the existence of Tezuka Kunimitsu who made her feel at ease, Natsume Qiye originally thought that her emotions would completely collapse.

But the truth is, she is calmer than she imagined.

Perhaps it was Tezuka Kunimitsu's indifference these days that gave her a buffer.

Or maybe she herself has accepted the fact that she is a troublesome existence to Tezuka Kunimitsu and will be discarded one day.

It's just that her bloody, numb heart that had been injured long ago was still stirring her pain-sensing nerves in the left atrium.

Why didn't she forget Tezuka Kunimitsu when she forgot everyone...

If she forgot about Tezuka Kunimitsu when she woke up, wouldn't it hurt so much now that she was abandoned?

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"I said, Guoguang, I can't find you."

"That's great, I won't bother you any more."

Tezuka Kunimitsu seemed to be deaf suddenly, he couldn't hear the "beep" sound coming from the mobile phone, and everything around him.

Xia Mu Qiye's extremely soft words echoed in his ears, as if a sharp knife had been stabbed heavily into his already scarred heart, rotating and twisting vigorously.

His whole body seemed to have fallen into an extremely cold ice cellar, the temperature on his body was instantly replaced by chill, and his breathing also stagnated for a moment.

Only the pain from the raging left atrium can barely make him feel that he is still alive.

At that moment, Tezuka Kunimitsu felt as if something was moving away from him quickly.

No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch anything.

Mikaze Rin, Fuji Shusuke and Tezuka Ayana were all dumbfounded when they heard Natsume Qiye's words.

They have always been very aware of the importance of Tezuka Kunimitsu to Natsume Qiye.

Even if Xia Mu Qiye has no feelings for Tezuka Kunimitsu, she absolutely cannot do without Tezuka Kunimitsu for guiding the way.

But now, Natsume Qiye actually said that she couldn't find Tezuka Kunimitsu...

This sentence means that once Xia Mu Qiye goes out alone without anyone to accompany her in the future, he may never find his way home again!
Yufenglin was the first to come back to his senses, at this time he had no time to blame Tezuka Kunimitsu.

Taking out his mobile phone, he first made two calls to Xia Mu Qiye.

Seeing that Xia Mu Qiye didn't answer, he had no choice but to turn on the software in his phone that could track the signal of Xia Mu Qiye's phone.

Ever since Xia Mu Qiye left the country, as long as people who are close to her have this software on their mobile phones, they are afraid that she will get lost and people will not find her.

Yu Fenglin also has it, although he doesn't spend much time with Xia Mu Qiye.

When the phone displayed Xia Mu Qiye's current location, Yu Fenglin left the house without thinking.

Both Shusuke Fuji and Ayana Tezuka saw the content displayed on Mikaze Rin's phone, and the former followed immediately.

The latter pushed hard Tezuka Kunimitsu who hadn't recovered from Natsume Qiye's previous words, suppressed the anger in his heart, and reprimanded mercilessly: "Why are you still standing there, don't take Qiqi with you?" Come back, don't come back to this house again!"

How could she give birth to such a wooden son!
Tezuka Kunimitsu snapped back to his senses, seeing Fuji Shusuke's back disappearing at the door, he didn't even have time to talk to Tezuka Ayana, so he immediately chased after him.

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When the three of them found Natsume Qiye in that abandoned old park, Natsume Qiye still maintained her movements.

She is like a kitten abandoned by her owner, curled up without a sense of security in this dangerous world.

Seeing Xia Mu Qiye like this, the hearts of the three of them seemed to be pricked by thousands of fine needles in an instant.

Suddenly, Yu Fenglin remembered how Xia Mu Qiye had just woke up from a coma.

At that time, Xia Mu Qiye couldn't control her emotions at all when there were people around, she would be afraid and make trouble.

But when no one was around, she would stay alone quietly like now, exuding endless loneliness and loneliness all over her body.

Apart from distress and self-blame, there was no other emotion in Fuji Zhouzhu's sky blue eyes.

If he had known that the consequences would be so serious, if he had known that Xia Mu Qiye had an accident, he would not have made that bet with Nakajima Luo!
Tezuka Kunimitsu walked straight towards Natsume Qiye, the brown eyes behind the glasses only reflected Natsume Qiye's weak and small body.

Step by step, he gradually shortened the distance between him and Xia Mu Qiye.

As the distance got closer, his heart, which was almost numb from the pain, couldn't help throbbing again.

Stopping in front of Xia Mu Qiye, he squatted down his slender body, stretched out his hand tremblingly, and hugged Xia Mu Qiye's thin body tightly in his arms.

Feeling the cold body in his arms, his eyes turned red instantly, and then he called out almost choked up: "Qi Ye..."

"Don't be afraid if you can't find me, stay where you are, and wait for me to find you." He hugged Xia Mu Qiye tightly, lowered his head and murmured in her ear, "This time I will find you, no matter where you are , I will find you."

He won't let Xia Mu Qiye leave him again, no, absolutely not!
After learning from Mikaze Rin that Natsume Qiye had an accident because of him, Tezuka Kunimitsu finally understood what Natsume Qiye was hiding from him before.

He really didn't expect Xia Mu Qiye to fall off the cliff because he prepared an apology gift for him.

Not only was he in a coma for a whole year, he also lost his memory when he woke up!

Thinking of his previous attitude towards Xia Mu Qiye, as well as his bad deeds in the past few days, he hated what he did for the first time.

He shouldn't hurt Xia Mu Qiye in the name of brother and sister, let alone hurt Xia Mu Qiye's heart with a cold war.

He clearly knew that to Xia Mu Qiye, he was not only the object of liking, but also the existence that made Xia Mu Qiye feel safe.

But he was so self-righteous, thinking that all he did was to protect Xia Mu Qi Ye, so he completely ignored Xia Mu Qi Ye's mood.

Even self-righteous, sure that all this will be resolved satisfactorily.

Tezuka Kunimitsu, who had never regretted exchanging his own arm for the honor of the tennis club, now really tasted the taste of regret.

Natsume Qiye, who was embraced by Tezuka Kunimitsu, remained silent all this time.

After hearing Tezuka Kunimitsu's words, she raised her head and looked at the face she had liked for more than ten years with her empty eyes.

Blinking her eyes twice, she reached out and pulled Tezuka Kunimitsu's arms holding her body away, and then gently pulled the corners of her mouth: "No, it's better not to trouble you any more."

After finishing speaking, she turned her gaze away from Tezuka Kunimitsu's instantly pale expression, and stood up staggeringly, her body that was starting to go numb due to maintaining one movement for a long time.

Dodging Tezuka Kunimitsu's hand to help her, she looked sideways at Mikaze Rin who wanted to rush over when Tezuka Kunimitsu was walking towards her, but was quickly stopped by Fujisuke's assistant: "Rin, let's go back let's go home."

After her words fell, before Mikaze Rin could reply, Tezuka Kunimitsu stretched out his hand in a panic, and hugged her into his arms again.

Tezuka Kunimitsu only felt that there was a hole in his heart that couldn't be filled, and Natsume Qiye's words were like a sharp knife, bit by bit cutting the hole longer.

Only when he hugged Xia Mu Qiye tightly, would he feel a little better in his heart.

He hugged Xia Mu Qiye's body tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his body.

Smelling the fragrance of Xia Mu Qiye's hair, he lost his composure for the first time, "Qiye, you are not troublesome, it is all my fault during this time, I shouldn't have treated you like this."

"And in the past, I shouldn't have a cold war with you every time I got angry, let alone hurt you in the name of brother and sister."

"Qi Ye, I like you, very much."

"I know I'm not qualified to say this now, but I still want to beg you, please give me a chance to make up for you."

Tezuka Kunimitsu had never begged anyone so humbly, and he never thought that the first person he begged would be Natsume Qiye.

His magnetic voice was full of self-blame and remorse, but when it fell into Xia Mu Qiye's ears, it only caused a wave of turmoil in her heart.

Unable to break free from Tezuka Kunimitsu's embrace, Natsume Qiye simply did not move.

In the past, this warm embrace was what she missed most.

But now, feeling the warmth from Tezuka Kunimitsu, she subconsciously wanted to dodge.

"Sorry, I'm tired."

　On the first day of the new year, I didn't mean to abuse you on purpose...

　　
　　
　
(End of this chapter)