The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 45 Night Action 5
I couldn't see Yanzi's expression clearly at this time, but her eyes shone like crystals in the darkness.It was tears, I know.

"I believe." I replied firmly.

"Thank you." After a pause, she continued: "After I was raped, it was Sister Feifei who took me in and gave me food and shelter. I know she is a mother, but I am willing to be with her in Harbin. Except my dad , only she treats me well. I have a stomachache, she buys medicine to feed me herself, I am anemic, she buys pork ribs to make soup for me to drink, and I have no clothes to wear, she takes me to buy it... Later, she came to this city , I voluntarily followed." Yanzi's words were extinguished like the fireworks in her fingers.A very straightforward narrative, like talking about something that has nothing to do with me.This girl has experienced too much, and she has taken everything lightly.I suddenly understood her overbearing.

"I'm sorry." At this moment, I don't know what to say to comfort Yanzi.

"Why do you say sorry?" Swallow asked.

"Because recalling such past events is like exposing a scar, it will be very painful."

"Hehe~~ You look like a little boy from the Chinese department. You are gentle and gentle."

"Is there? I'm a biology student."

"Don't be nervous now." Yanzi hugged me sideways, her breasts touching my arms.I felt the blood in my whole body boil instantly, and my lower body suddenly numb, wearing shorts.

"This... Swallow, don't tempt me. I... can't control it anymore." I was afraid that I would meet her there.But I am afraid of something.

"Where did I lure you?" Swallow's hand slipped towards me, and I was so scared that I quickly avoided it.

"Swallow...we...don't do that tonight, okay?" I couldn't bear to hurt her any more, "I'll give you the money."

"Okay, you are my boss tonight, I'll listen to you." Yanzi sat up, took out another cigarette and lit it.

"You smoke less, it's not good for your health."

"It's okay, I'm used to it. Sometimes this thing quiets me."

"Don't smoke." I took the cigarette from her mouth and put it out in the ashtray. "Lie down, I'll ask you to cover the quilt. It's very cold."

Swallow lay down obediently: "Why are you so kind to me?"

I was stunned: "How are you doing? I don't think so. I just do what I should do. Go to bed early." I also lay down and kept some distance from her on purpose.

"I used to be very good with her, very good, very good. I always thought that the woman I would marry in the future must be her. So I put all my feelings into it, like stock trading. I put all my belongings in one place, In the end, I lost everything. She threw me away like trash. Everything before was zero.” I don’t know why I told Yanzi about this.Maybe it's been suppressed for too long.

"Actually, you still love her until now, but you have been hurt too deeply and dare not face this fact."

"No, I know now that I really don't love her. I feel like a big brother loves a little sister."

"you sure?"

"I'm sure."

"Do you have a girlfriend now?"

"No. I don't want to."

"Are you afraid to look for it?" Yanzi asked with a smile.

"Maybe, I'm afraid of being hurt. Once bitten by a snake, I'm afraid of well ropes for ten years."

"You should try to love again."

"Try again when you have time." I sighed. "Now I'm writing a novel."

"So you are a writer." Yanzi said in surprise, "I heard that writers are ugly, why are you so handsome?"

(End of this chapter)