Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1123 Doubt begins, discuss together (2)
She thought of the thrilling day of giving birth, and couldn't help feeling a little sad.

"The night I killed the king, he actually wanted to replace me. But he kept his responsibility in mind. He approached me on your behalf. If he killed my father, it would be equivalent to you killing my father. Even if the time comes Because of the secular world, I am afraid that I will inevitably disagree with you. He is loyal to your master with all his heart, and you still blame him for not doing his best? If I have such a subordinate who always thinks about me, I have to wake up when I fall asleep, you are not satisfied."

Feng Qingli was silent, and said in a low voice for a while: "Xuanxuan, actually you don't have to do that." At that time, the old emperor Duanmu would not live long, and she didn't need to do anything more.

"I can't bet."

Qiu Mingyue said indifferently: "Even if it is only a quarter of an hour, he can make my pregnancy known to the public. At that time, I was not in power, and I couldn't resist the doubts and persecution of the entire Xirong court. They would not let If I apologize with death, it will only let me kill the child in my womb. And how can I be willing?"

She closed her eyes, "So what if he is my father? He abandoned me for his throne and indirectly killed my mother. Why should I be grateful to him? Besides, his daughter died long ago .I am just a ray of soul residing in his daughter's body, even with the memory and feelings of this body. But the thoughts are my own."

She paused, let out a breath, and her voice became softer.

"I have been controlled by Yanju for so many years with this identity behind my back. I have had enough, I have had enough. I don't want to go on... I don't resist. What I am waiting for is the end of being a mermaid. Yanju accepted me as but also to use me." She sneered, "For her so-called dream of restoring the country, she tried her best to persecute and threaten me. In the end, even the family members I care about are them. The bargaining chips have been arranged long ago. Hehe...what an ironic joke."

Feng Qingli hugged her lovingly, "Xuanxuan, forget those things, since you are not a soul belonging to this world, then those grievances and grievances in the past have nothing to do with you, forget those things, you are not wrong, nor guilty, but guilty The people who are here—” There was a cold and hateful undercurrent in his eyes, “They are still at large, I will not let those people go, and I will not let you bear it alone.”

He lifted her chin with one hand, his eyes were glued to her face, and he said word by word: "From now on, I will be by your side. You are not allowed to take any more risks, you are not allowed to hurt yourself again, and you are not allowed to—— "

She chuckled, "I suddenly realized, why are you so verbose?"

He sighed faintly, "If you want me not to talk too much, that's fine. From now on, you will supervise me by my side every day, and I promise not to talk too much." His eyes are ambiguous and gentle, "You know, I have always obeyed you. My lady There are orders, dare not disobey."

"Grumpy."

Qiu Mingyue patted his hand away, remained silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "You...do you know my background? I mean, my mother...Yanju, she is mine..."

"Ah."

He interrupted her lightly, with complicated and pity in his eyes.

"know."

Qiu Mingyue pondered for a while, seemingly surprised but also understanding.

"Rong Ye also knows?"

"Ah."

Feng Qingli nodded, and pondered: "Although Yanju is a bit paranoid, but with her style, she is too conniving and tolerant of what you did in Xirong. If it is just because you want to restore the country, the whole Everyone in the Xirong royal family is her hope, why is she special to you?"

He paused again, "In fact, Rong Ye once checked your mother, but because it is a secret from another country, and your mother's life experience is a bit mysterious, when your mother entered the palace as a queen, no one in the court knew her life experience. Yes, it's a bit difficult to find out. What's more, all I wanted at that time was revenge, and I didn't have time to pay attention to the secrets of other royal families. If I didn't know your identity, I wouldn't secretly investigate again."

"When I left, you probably didn't know about my mother's life experience, right? Is it because of what Empress Dowager Xiao said about Yanju being married?"

"At that time, I was just a little strange. After all, in the eyes of the world, Yanju had too many entanglements with the late emperor. No one would have thought that she would marry someone. Moreover, she is so famous, even married. No one knows. Naturally, we would never think that your mother is her daughter. It was not until the Queen Mother said that, and Yanju's unnecessary tolerance and connivance towards you, that I let someone secretly investigate. Finally, not long ago Find out the truth..."

Qiu Mingyue pursed her lips and remained silent.

"Xuanxuan." He said suddenly, "What's your real name? Is it just Shen Qingxuan? The name you told Rong Ye when you rescued him was actually your original name?"

"Ah."

He suddenly changed the subject, which surprised Qiu Mingyue, and then subconsciously nodded.

"I am an orphan. My parents passed away when I was very young. My grandfather raised me." After thinking about it, she said in a low voice, "My grandfather also called me Xuanxuan before."

Feng Qingli was stunned for a moment, and then hugged her more and more pitifully.It is precisely because she does not have the love of her parents that she cares so much about Shen Shi, so that she is controlled by Yanju.

"In the future, you will no longer be alone, you still have me, and I will never leave you. And our children, our Wan'er and Chen'er. No, we will have many, many children in the future..." It seemed Thinking of something, he frowned again and shook his head. "Forget it, I don't want it anymore, just Wan'er and Chen'er are enough."

"why?"

She looked at him suspiciously, "Don't you like children very much?"

Feng Qingli looked at her silently, her eyes were full of pity.

"You almost died when you gave birth to these two children, and I was not by your side at that time." He took a deep breath, remembering the sudden and almost desperate heartache that day, as if the soul had been pulled away from the body pain.He never wanted to taste that kind of taste again.

"I don't want to see you hurt." He buried her head in his chest, and said a little muffled, "You hurt, and I hurt more than you. So, let's not have children anymore, okay?"

She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, and finally rubbed his chest and said, "Okay, then can you resist not touching me in the future?"

Feng Qingli's face immediately changed, as if struggling and struggling.Don't touch her?how is this possible?He wished he could hold her like this every day and rub her into his bones all the time.When she married him, she was too young to let him touch her. Before she had tasted that kind of taste, he could bear it.Later, by mistake, they got married, and he knew the taste even more, and he couldn't quit it anymore.What's more, they were originally husband and wife, and it was only natural for husband and wife to have sex.

(End of this chapter)