Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1135 Leading the snake out of the hole, Xuanyuan's scheming (1)
Qiu Mingyue looked at him with a smile, "I remember that you never cared about these things, but now you have inquired so clearly, as if you had memorized them specially. Why, are you worried that I won't forgive you for thinking about using these things to Impress me?"

"That's right." He admitted frankly, "I thought you didn't want to see me, but you still care about your parents and family—"

His voice suddenly paused, and his eyes became cold.

Qiu Mingyue looked up, and a hidden guard knelt in front of her.

"Your Majesty, the rebel army was discovered only [-] miles away from the city, and Prince Xuanyuan's sedan chair met the rebel army."

It's so fast!

This was the thought that ran through Qiu Mingyue and Feng Qingli's minds at the same time.

"Go down."

With a wave of her sleeve, the dark guard disappeared without a sound.

"Xuanyuan Yi really reached an agreement with Yanju." Qiu Mingyue sighed, with a clear understanding of the unknown speculation and a slight disappointment caused by this affirmation in her tone.

"What are you going to do?" Feng Qingli took her to the bed and sat down.

Qiu Mingyue glanced at him, "Didn't you come here specifically for this matter? Why don't you ask me?"

Feng Qingli smiled, and suddenly said: "Actually, I don't think we need to do anything." He played with a strand of her hair and said, "I know he likes you, and I know that his goal has always been you. But I won't give up, because you are mine and only mine."

He once again declared domineeringly, "No matter how hard he tries, you are still my wife."

Qiu Mingyue looked at him amusedly, "Why are you so sensitive? I am not as important to him as you think." She sighed, her eyes were a little distant and confused. "When a person is willing to hide himself in the smallest corner of the world for the sake of responsibilities and missions, even if those so-called responsibilities and missions are not what he wants, but when he starts to accept and get used to it, it means that there is a lot of life in his life. Responsibility and mission come first.”

She paused, and her voice became hoarse again.

"Just like Yanju, when she was close to your grandfather, can you say that she has no feelings for your grandfather at all? No, most women are emotional animals. At that time, when she was young, it was the time when she was in love, how could she treat you Grandfather was not moved at all? However, the mission of her life is to restore the country, which is the responsibility and warning left to her by her ancestors with blood and bones. Therefore, she had to go on in accordance with the wishes of her ancestors. In the end, She even forgot herself, forgot that she was also a person, a person with a mind and a soul. She has become a puppet who sticks to ideals and demons, because that is the habit she must abide by all her life."

She looked at the burning candle, her eyes were indifferent and seemed to be ignited by the candle, but it was quickly annihilated by the cold air from the ice and snow outside.

"In fact, Xuanyuan Yi and Yanju are the same kind of people. They are people who live for responsibility from birth. Such people are cold and selfish in nature. Everything they do is just for their own dreams and dreams. Faith. This kind of belief is too strong, so strong that it has penetrated into their blood. If they are asked to give up one day, it will be absolutely inhuman pain. So even if those beliefs and responsibilities are what they hate and reject, they still Had to keep going. Because without that, their lives would have no meaning."

She looked at Feng Qingli fixedly, her eyes seemed sad and turned away, and she still had some indifferent pity for this world.

"Just like Feng Qingyue."

Feng Qingli's body froze.

Qiu Mingyue held his hand, and the faint warmth passed to him through her fingertips, slightly warming the coldness that had arisen in his heart for a moment.

"Actually, after confirming that he and Rong Ye are the same person, I blamed him. In this way, I saw through the essence of being a man. Responsibility and power are always greater than that of a woman. Therefore, I don't like you as the emperor."

Feng Qingli was startled, "Xuanxuan..."

Qiu Mingyue smiled slightly, and the corners of her eyes were a little sore.

"So on the day I left, when all the truth was revealed, for a moment, I really despaired of you."

Feng Qingli was shocked again, and held her hand tightly.

Qiu Mingyue shook her head, "But I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled to being like those women in history who were always abandoned by men and acted as troublemakers. I want to see clearly whether you are an exception among all the emperors. ? So, I left you that sentence."

Feng Qingli's breathing was slightly stagnant.

The corners of Qiu Mingyue's mouth were slightly curved, and the corners of her eyes were three points astringent and seven points relieved.

"At that time, I blamed him. In fact, my own self-esteem was at work. After all, I was tempted by him. I know you don't want me to talk about this." She glanced at him and continued: "Any woman, in front of you I will be unwilling to be alienated from the man I like. Especially when I later knew that he didn’t care about me. In fact, at a certain moment, I hated him. I hated him for giving up on me for those so-called responsibilities of the country. I hated him for not He saw me in the eyes. But then I thought, why should I hate him, why should I blame him? Everyone has their own choices and persistence. He doesn't owe me anything, and he never gave me promises or hopes. Why should I hate and complain?"

With a flick of her finger, she closed the window to prevent the cold wind from blowing in.

"If he had given up his responsibility and violated his promise because of me, then he would be a villain who broke his promise. I despise such a man. So, it is probably a joke made by God. He and I are destined to be just two There are parallel lines, and there will never be an intersection." She smiled, her eyes full of relief.

"Thinking through all this, I can understand how he wanted to kill me several times. His life was short due to the curse, so he wanted to make his short life more exciting. He only does one thing in his life , is to try my best to help you. That is the only significant meaning in his short 20 years of life, and it is also his belief and philosophy. He does not allow what he is trying to accomplish to be destroyed by anyone. So he gave up I don’t allow you to stop halfway. For him, he has given up too much for responsibility and commitment. He does not allow accidents on this road, even if this accident is me he cares about. Besides, I also affected you at the same time. So, he didn't allow my presence to disrupt his plans and his goals."

She looked at the snowflakes reflected on the bright paper window, and her smile was a little erratic and melancholy.

"In fact, when he killed me before he found out my identity, there would probably be no conflicts and pain. In this way, he only needs to do what he wants to do with all his heart. Just like he once said Kill me like he said, at worst, he will die for me when I die. A life is worth a life, and no one owes anyone."

Feng Qingli lowered her eyes, surrounded by a touch of helplessness and sadness.

(End of this chapter)