Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1246 Love is deep and lifeless, strong will be humiliated (5)
"In my life, the only thing I regret and I'm grateful for is lying and deceiving you."

The setting sun fell and sprinkled on the window paper, reflecting the white and transparent knuckles of his fingers.He seemed to feel that the light was too dazzling, and wanted to pull down the curtains to cover the light.However, he remembered that after the sunset, his life span also came to an end.Since then, the soul has dissipated in this world, how lonely is the endless night?
When I was slightly dazed, the ink from the nib of the pen had gathered and dripped, making a soft 'pop' sound on the rice paper.The river that traveled through time fell into the tearful eyes of the woman, full of desolation and grief.

He seemed to want to replace the paper, but he was afraid that he would no longer be able to write those words and sentences by re-closing the paper and picking up the pen, leaving eternal regrets.Therefore, I left that drop of black mark on the rice paper forever, and hoped that it could be engraved in her heart.

"I have thought countless times, if I tried my best to keep you back then. If I found out that the person I was looking for was you, I would confess my identity to you. If I gave up that promise. Our ending will be different. Will it be different?"

After writing this, he paused again.

In the handwriting of 20 years ago, she seemed to see the man on the other end of the letter, smiling slightly, her eyes full of pain and sadness.

"It's just that in this world, there are never ifs."

drop--

Tears hit the face of the letter, and soon smudged away, blurring the ink that had been solidified for 20 years, as if the blood that could not melt on the lips of that person when he was dying, was enchanting and desolate.

"I used to lie to you so painfully, but at this moment, I am glad that I can use the last moment of my life to lie to you. At least, it can change your peace of mind for 20 years."

Tears had blurred her eyes, and her hand holding the letter was a little unsteady, but she still tried her best to read and savor the last traces of that person in this world.

"Don't blame yourself, and don't feel guilty. When I was seven years old, it took me half a day to digest and accept the fact when I heard the conversation of my father, queen and concubine. Over the years, I have traveled all over the country, and I have seen all kinds of stories. The sea. Those scenery and brilliance, those fame and achievements. I have owned everything I should have. For many people in this world, this short 20-year life is more fulfilling than 200 or 2000 years."

"I once regretted that in this short life, I never experienced the most fascinating love in this time."

The sun went down again, and the sky began to darken.The strength in his body gradually began to dissipate, but his hand holding the pen was still as stable as a rock.There was a wind blowing in through the window, and a few strands of gray hair floated into the eyes, causing circles of ripples in the calm eyes.

He was startled, and then realized that he had gray hair all over his head at some point.In an instant, the blue silk turned into snow.

He stared at the white hair for a long time, until the handwriting that he had written before had dried up, until the tip of his nose overflowed with thick black ink again, blurring on the rice paper.He just stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch his face.I want to see if there are wrinkles on my face.However, just as he stretched out his hand, he stopped again.Time is so precious, how can the last bit of time be wasted on this pointless exploration?
He lowered his head, earnestly, and wrote word by word.He concentrated all his strength on his right hand, trying not to distort the original beautiful handwriting.She doesn't want to think of her current appearance because of such ugly handwriting 20 years later, and leave behind the ancient guilt and pain.

"However, your appearance filled the last regret in my life."

He smiled slightly, and the spring of that year floated in his eyes again.The cardamom-year-old woman came with a breeze, and looked at the man in black who was seriously injured and fell to the ground, her eyes outside the veil showed curiosity and inquiry.

"do you died?"

"Actually, I never told you. If you hadn't asked those three words, maybe I would have killed you without hesitation."

The woman holding this letter 20 years later was full of tears, and seemed to be filled with the memories of the two boys and girls that belonged to that spring that year.

"What's your name?"

"Don't you know that it's frivolous to ask a girl's boudoir name like this?"

"Then don't you know that it's dangerous and rude for a boudoir girl to save a strange man rashly?"

"Okay, then I'll throw you out again. You are seriously injured now. I will throw you up the mountain. When the wolf comes, I will eat you up. Just pretend that I haven't saved you, and I won't Someone knows about this. In this way, my reputation is preserved, and you don't have to be grateful."

She spoke so seriously that the man on the other side looked stunned.

"You... are really special."

The last sentence was low, like clouds lingering in the wind, with inexplicable emotions entangled deep in his heart.

"Forget it, my girl, I have saved people, but I have never killed anyone. I am afraid that I will have nightmares at night. Anyway, saving you is an accident. It is purely a doctor's instinct. Anyway, you have never seen my face, and no one will tell you about it." Will believe."

"Why don't you want to leave your name? Are you afraid of me?"

"Afraid?" She laughed, "I have never been afraid of anyone since I grew up."

A low laugh resounded in my ears, "You saved me, don't you want to know what I look like? Maybe, one day I can help you."

"No need. As I said, saving you is just a doctor's instinct. In fact, you don't have to be grateful, because I have already spent all the money on your body, which is enough for your medical expenses. You spend money, and I will treat the disease. Fair trade, I'm not at a loss."

He laughed out loud and touched the wound, but felt no pain.

"You... are really special. You have the nobility and elegance of a woman from an aristocratic family, but also the freedom and wantonness of a son or daughter of the world. This is the first time I have seen a woman like you."

She blinked, "Don't fall in love with me just because you think I'm special."

Eh?He blushed slightly, but she couldn't see it.

"You are a woman, why do you speak like this..."

"Frivolous?" She smiled softly, "It's not easy for a person to live forever, why do you have to be bound by those so-called ethical codes? Are you making yourself uncomfortable? I think you are also a free and easy person. As pedantic and shallow as the world?"

"Hehe...Young lady is right, I am indeed pedantic."

"Okay, I won't tell you anymore. It's getting late, and I'm going back. I left the wound medicine by your bedside. From what you look like, you should be a martial artist. After tonight, you Taking medicine is not a problem, is it?"

"Well, no problem."

"That's good." She breathed a sigh of relief and was about to turn around.He heard him say from behind: "You bandage my wound, which means that you and I already have skin-to-skin relationship..."

She turned around and raised her eyebrows.

(End of this chapter)