Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 1249 Love is deep and lifeless, strong will be humiliated (8)
Things in this world, karma and reincarnation, should be like this.

Today, she is standing here, in front of this wordless tablet that has been standing for more than 20 years, looking at the words that she carved with her own hands.Recalling the first letter I received from him that year, the last two words were, Ziheng.

Therefore, at the end of his life, what he wants to do is not Feng Qingyue or Rong Ye, but Ziheng, Rong Ziheng.

Just like that year, the chaos in Zhaoyang Palace.In the bloody battle, he hugged her, kissed the corners of her brows and eyes, her cheeks and her red lips.In that desperate and lingering kiss, she left a tear.He said that he only wanted to be Shen Qingxuan's forever Ziheng.Rong Ye could live and die for Shen Qingxuan.However, Feng Qingyue couldn't, because he was not qualified to be willful.Therefore, he only wanted to be Rong Ziheng.Even though the word 'eternal' is a luxury for him, he still longs for it.

So today, more than 20 years later, she gave him the final fulfillment.

I can't forget, I can't forget that day when Mo Yan knelt at her feet, and the majestic seven-foot man wailed loudly, saying: "My son was able to extend his life for three months because he used forbidden techniques. Forbidden techniques are against the virtues of heaven. Back then, Master Wangchen was I was able to live for 600 years by relying on the relics. However, the son is only a mortal body, and he has to bear the punishment against the sky. He was cursed himself, but he also had to bear the crime of violating the virtues of heaven. The price is that he cannot be reincarnated forever, and his soul will never be reincarnated. Dissipated in nothingness, unable to be redeemed."

She stood numbly, unable to hear anything else.Only the last sentence echoed in my mind.

The price is that eternal life cannot be reincarnated, and the soul will disappear forever in the realm of nothingness, unable to be redeemed.

He will never have an afterlife, no eternal life...

That year at Baohua Temple, when he was leaving, the last look in Wangchen's eyes...

She closed her eyes, tears of belated awareness fell again, staining the sadness and pain all over the place.

Mo Yan wept at her feet, "Young master said, he would rather not have your afterlife."

Her fingers trembled, and her eyes, which she thought had been dry, once again shed tears uncontrollably.Drop by drop is silent pain and despair.

"My son originally planned to shave his own face and make me a human skin mask. Let me replace him and appear in front of you as the real him. In this way, you won't just hold those empty letters forever to convince yourself that he is still alive." Alive. In this way, maybe that last letter doesn't have to exist." His desolate cry was mixed with sadness and pain, and the sound entered his ears.

"It's me, it's me, I can't bear the young master's painstaking efforts to be in vain. I don't want the young master to give everything for you, even life after life, just to give you peace of mind. But you, you will never know his suffering, you don't know his love. I have a deep and unrepentant love for you. So I beg you, please don’t do that. I even told you that I don’t want to be a substitute for the rest of my life.”

He was crying, his face full of pain and regret.

"That's why I wrote the last letter. My son, he doesn't want you to know the truth until he dies, and he doesn't want you to blame yourself and have a lifelong knot in your heart."

She stood on the steps, looking at the sunset in the sky.Thinking about how many years ago, that man watched the sunset inch by inch, calculating how much life he had left.Then use the last life to write the most perfect lie to his beloved woman, to his beloved woman?

At the last moment when he closed his eyes, did he dream of seeing him for the first time in Cuiwei Mountain in Yangzhou that year?A ruthless girl who accidentally saved him and made her heart flutter, but she didn't even want to remember his name?

Did he struggle with the pain of the girl's resolutely leaving back for countless nights?
Is he struggling with contradictions in the promises he made in those years? Should he confess his identity to her, show his heart, and then take her far away, to be a couple of gods and immortals?
Did he, after knowing that the person he missed and gave up at the beginning, was the salvation of his life, felt heartbroken that life would be worse than death?Because, he once gave up on her so resolutely.

Did those vivid fragments and memories warm his lonely and dark life for many years?
She closed her eyes, shutting down all the emotions surging in her eyes at that moment.

I don't know anymore, I don't know.Everything, with the death of that person, took away all the traces and memories in this world.

After knowing it, she regretted that she didn't give him more memories.And that kind of remorse will only hurt more people.

"When the son died, his head was full of white hair and his appearance was haggard. He drove me away, saying that he didn't want his ugly appearance to be remembered. He would rather die alone."

The last sentence echoed in my ears, and then blood exploded in my eyes.

Mo Yan, having completed the last task given to him by his master, and telling Shen Qingxuan the truth about the forbidden art on his own initiative, consciously violated his master's last wish, he took poison to atone for his sin and died as a martyr.

A deep love will not last long, but a strong one will be humiliated.

A person who is too smart and wise will hurt himself, too indulging and persistent feelings will not last long, and someone who is too outstanding will inevitably be humiliated. A gentleman should be as gentle and steady as jade, reserved and firm, unassuming, but self-explanatory value.

Feng Qingyue, did you use the lifespan of eternal life to interpret these words?
(End of this chapter)