Sheng Chong Concubine

Chapter 246 Aunt Shen Shen, Shoveling Flowers and Changing Plaques (4)
She looked at Qiu Mingshan with that kind of half-smile look, which made her feel guilty and terrified.

"I'll give you a stick of incense time to think about it."

The air flowed quietly, and what echoed in Qiu Mingshan's ears was her own heartbeat. She didn't know what the consequences would be if she said that.She was also not sure if her impulse to die would disappoint Aunt Yun.

But at this moment, she knew that she had no choice.

She looked back and waited for your mother, and finally plucked up the courage to tell everything about that night, including that he was designed to lie in Xue Yuhua's arms for no reason, including that this scene was discovered, including that Xue Yuhua promised to marry She was a concubine, but she refused... and the reason was because of a man named Feng Qingyue who had met by chance.

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head, waiting for Aunt Yun's violent storm.

Silence, infinite delay.

After an unknown amount of time, Aunt Yun finally spoke, and she sighed.

"The son of Prince Zhennan? I've heard of this person." He looked deeply at Qingming Mountain, with sighs and understanding, and a trace of imperceptible pain.It was a deep, sad, helpless pain with years of lonely resentment and hatred.

"It's no wonder you can't hold it back, young girl, how can you withstand such a temptation, just like me back then..." She said at the end, her voice lowered, and she was silent for a while before saying: "You didn't promise Xue Yuhua, you are right of."

Qiu Mingshan was a little taken aback, she thought Aunt Yun would blame herself.

"Auntie?"

Aunt Yun suddenly had deep eyes, and her tone was heavy.

"A daughter of the Qiu family, how can she be a concubine? Even a noble concubine will always be inferior to others."

I don't know if it was Qiu Mingshan's illusion, but she always felt that when Aunt Yun said this, her voice was faintly angry, unwilling, and sad.But think about it, since ancient times, the main wives and concubines in the big family have always been regarded as fire and water. Although Aunt Yun said that she would not fight or fight, only Qiu Mingshan knew that she was just holding back.

Thinking back to those many years, the eldest lady oppressed and insulted the concubines around the elder master in various ways.Who can not hate?Who can not complain?
"Auntie..."

Aunt Yun suddenly stared at her like lightning.

"I can't help being a concubine in this life, but you can't repeat my mistakes, understand?"

Aunt Yun's voice was not loud, but in Qiu Mingshan's ears, it sounded like thunder.She knew that she understood the meaning behind these words.

The concubine of Xue Guohou's mansion can do it, but the concubine of Zhennan Wang's mansion can't do it either.

Qiu Mingshan turned pale, "Auntie, I..."

Aunt Yun's eyes suddenly turned cold, "You must remember your identity and never dream about those unrealistic dreams, otherwise, you will only destroy yourself."

Qiu Mingshan's whole body was stiff, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

Seeing her like this, Aunt Yun felt uncomfortable.

"Mingshan, you have to remember one sentence. I would rather be a poor family wife than a high family concubine." After a pause, she continued: "If I had had a choice back then, I wouldn't want to be where I am today. Every step of the way, being careful, you have to be looked down upon everywhere, and you can never lift your head up. Mingshan, you are still young, you don’t understand. Sometimes you think it’s a beautiful and flashy dream, but when you turn your head, you find that it’s just a dream. Fate has played a big joke on you. When you still have a choice, don't waste your youth. Otherwise, you will regret it all your life."

What Aunt Yun said was a bit secretive, but Qiu Mingshan seemed to understand it.

"But Auntie, don't you have any affection for your father? Was it really just because of your grandmother's arrangement that you committed yourself to your father back then?"

Qiu Mingshan didn't believe that Aunt Yun would be indifferent to the old man.She still remembers when she was very young, at that time, Aunt Yun had not fallen out of favor, and the old man would visit him from time to time. Every time the old man left, Aunt Yun would look at his back, silently sad, sometimes at night , was awakened by a nightmare at night, sitting alone by the bed and weeping.

Doesn't all this show that Aunt Yun has a deep love for the elder?
Aunt Yun was in a daze, because she recalled many years ago, when she was just a young girl in love, how could she not be moved when she met a handsome and elegant master?It's just that I was too young, too pure, too naive at that time.Thinking that love can be greater than everything, thinking that love can fill the endless emptiness and loneliness in the heart.

But after all these years, she understood.There is nothing wrong with love, but she loves the wrong person.

With lowered eyes and mocking, she came back from the memory, looked at Qiu Mingshan, her voice was as calm as before, but with a trace of inexplicable loss and sentimentality.

"It's because you have a heart that you are sad."

Qiu Mingshan didn't understand, and Aunt Yun said again: "Anyway, you should remember that when a person can choose, he must choose the most correct path. Sometimes, you may see the bright light ahead, but in fact it may be Bottomless abyss. Sometimes, you look at the vast landscape of the road ahead withering. Maybe the next moment, it will be a paradise."

She looked at the delicate and eye-catching peonies blooming outside the door, with desolation and self-mockery hidden in her eyes.He guards the peonies in the yard every day, but he just thinks that one day that person will remember that in this flowery autumn mansion, in a lonely and remote corner, there is still a woman named Ziyun waiting silently.

"Mingshan, don't be fooled by the flashy things in front of you. You have to remember that the more gorgeous the surface, the darker and the ugliness may be hidden."

She stood up, walked up to Qiu Mingshan, and patted her on the shoulder.

"Go, go and walk around with your fifth sister. I have lived half my life, and I think I still have a clear eye. I can't be wrong. You can only be safe and sound in the entire Qiu Mansion if you rely on her."

Qiu Mingshan couldn't help but asked, "Why?" She didn't believe that Qiu Mingyue, a concubine who had no power and power like herself, could have such great ability?And how can I get such high praise from my aunt.

What's more, what she didn't want to admit in her heart was the faint jealousy towards Qiu Mingyue.Why is she also a concubine, why can Qiu Mingyue be favored by the Eldest Master, the old Matriarch?

Why is it obvious that it is fate? Why does she have to bow her knees and be cautious in front of the eldest lady, but she can not change her face in front of the eldest lady, and she is not humble or arrogant, and even if she insults the eldest lady in front of everyone, she is disrespectful to the eldest lady. No one will say that he is not half a word, why?Obviously they all have the same identity, why is there such a big difference?
Aunt Yun naturally knew what she was thinking, "Mingshan, after all, you are too impetuous. It seems that you have not listened to all the teachings I have taught you over the years."

(End of this chapter)