Chapter 131
After Gu Jiaqi came back from the cemetery, he locked himself in the room, covered his head and fell on the bed, with the quilt pulled over his head, completely submerging himself in another world!She doesn't want to care about anything now, she can't hear anything, she just wants to stay quietly in her own world!
Nan Mingjue made her a cup of hot milk and put it on the table, then sat next to her, looked at her curled up in the quilt, through the quilt, stretched out his hand to press the top of her head, and patted her lightly, like Comforting a wayward child, "Cry if you want to cry!"
For a long time, just when Nan Mingjue thought she couldn't speak, just when Nan Mingjue thought that the breath was about to disappear, she only heard her hoarse voice coming from under the quilt, "I don't know what you are talking about... I I want to sleep for a while..."
Nan Mingjue's eyes flickered slightly, he bent down, kissed the quilt lightly, and said softly: "Okay!" Then he got up and left.If this is what she wants, if this can make her feel a little better, as long as she wants, as long as she is willing, he will do it for her!
Hearing the sound of his leaving footsteps, there was a gradually suppressed cry from under the quilt.
After closing the door, Nan Mingjue stood outside the door. Hearing the crying inside, he couldn't help frowning. He wanted to open the door to see her again, but he put his hand on the doorknob and shrank back.After standing for a long time, I could only endure the urge to comfort her, and left gently!
Some pains always need to be faced alone, and some memories need to be forgotten in a lifetime!
Although he really wanted to share some of her pain for her, he knew that some things could only be faced by himself, and some people could only learn to let go slowly by themselves!Some memories need time to help faintly hide in a corner of my heart!
Maybe this process is a bit tormented, but it will pass!
The only regret is that he can't face it with her... Seeing her crying in his arms, seeing her being tortured because of Xin Yi's departure, he felt a sense of powerlessness that he had never felt before. feel!For the first time, he felt that he was so useless!
In the past, no matter how powerful the opponent he faced, he never felt this kind of frustration, but today, at this second, he clearly felt that sometimes he was not omnipotent!
He felt sorry for this woman and everything she had suffered.Maybe, it's not just as simple as being distressed, he knows, he has always known!But it was because he knew that her existence was so different to him, that's why he hated his own powerlessness so much at this moment!
Now, at this minute, at this second, he doesn't want to think too much, he just wants to stay by her side, protect her, just want to keep that once bright smile for her!Don't let her suffer any more harm!
This is what he can do!
When Luo Fengyao went back, it was almost morning.
The lights went out, and he pushed open the door and got out.
"Fengyao!" The person waiting at the door rushed forward immediately, "Fengyao, where have you been? I've been waiting for you for a long time..." She thought something happened to him, although she didn't want to admit that the baby girl It exists, but she knows that it is Feng Yao's flesh and blood no matter what!No matter how much he has no feelings for Gu Jiaqi, that still cannot deny his relationship with that baby girl!
Now that something like this has happened, he is sure to feel uncomfortable!
Luo Fengyao looked at the person in his arms, and stretched out his hand to separate her, "Let me tidy up my clothes."
"You... What are you doing to pack your clothes?" Li Yuyan looked at him in horror, and held his hand tightly, "Feng Yao, do you really want us? I don't believe it, I don't believe it! You must still be angry Right? But, I know I was wrong, I promise, I will listen to you in the future, don't be angry anymore..."
How could he leave them? Didn't he promise her that he would always be by her and Xiu'er's side!Don't let others hurt them!But how could he leave now!
Luo Fengyao looked very tired, he didn't even want to talk much, after walking in, he went directly into the bedroom to pack his things.
"I won't let you go!" Li Yuyan blocked the door, "You can't go anywhere, you promised me to take care of us for the rest of your life, you said you wouldn't leave us!"
Luo Fengyao just silently packed his clothes, packed his personal computer and some materials, and took a simple box. He came to the door, looked at the woman blocking him at the door, and raised his head, "When I break my promise, when I I betray you, treat me as a complete bastard, treat me as a scum...It doesn't matter what it is!"
For example, in his mind and heart today, he is thinking about that woman named Gu Jiaqi. Is she still crying and crying now!
Are you still immersed in that endless sadness? !
He knew the pain of losing Xin Yi, let alone that fragile little woman?
"I don't want to..." Li Yuyan cried and hugged him, "Feng Yao, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong...but everything I did was for Xiu'er! It was all for our son Ah! Could it be that you even want to abandon Xiu'er? He is still so young, he is still in the hospital right now, he cannot live without Dad!"
Xiu'er, his son!
Luo Fengyao lowered his eyes and smiled feebly, "What qualifications do I have to be someone else's father?" She pulled her away without any explanation, and walked out, Li Yuyan screamed, "Luo Fengyao, you If I walk out of this door today, I will die for you!" Then, he rushed into the kitchen, took out a knife, and drove it directly to his neck!
Luo Fengyao stopped and turned around.
Li Yuyan was crying sadly, the sharp point of the knife had already pierced the skin and cut a drop of blood!
He turned his head lightly, "If you don't love yourself, you don't love Xiu'er!"
Thinking that he was finally willing to care about his son, Li Yuyan took two steps forward and said excitedly, "Then don't leave, Fengyao, our mother and son need you!"
After a moment of silence, his calm tone revealed a bit of physical and mental exhaustion, "Xin Yi's kidney is still in Xiu'er's body, and that is the only thing she left behind. You and Xiu'er should cherish it!"
Opening the door, he left decisively!
Li Yuyan was stunned on the spot, the knife in her hand fell to the ground with a crisp sound, her mind went blank, "Does he want our mother and child..."
How could this be?
How could this be?
Li Yuyan frantically chased after her, Luo Fengyao's car had already driven out of the gate, she chased behind, shouting, "Fengyao! Fengyao!"
Luo Fengyao looked at the car mirror and saw her falling to the ground behind him, he closed his eyes slowly, and when he opened them again, there was nothing to worry about!He knows who the most important person in his heart is now!
(End of this chapter)
After Gu Jiaqi came back from the cemetery, he locked himself in the room, covered his head and fell on the bed, with the quilt pulled over his head, completely submerging himself in another world!She doesn't want to care about anything now, she can't hear anything, she just wants to stay quietly in her own world!
Nan Mingjue made her a cup of hot milk and put it on the table, then sat next to her, looked at her curled up in the quilt, through the quilt, stretched out his hand to press the top of her head, and patted her lightly, like Comforting a wayward child, "Cry if you want to cry!"
For a long time, just when Nan Mingjue thought she couldn't speak, just when Nan Mingjue thought that the breath was about to disappear, she only heard her hoarse voice coming from under the quilt, "I don't know what you are talking about... I I want to sleep for a while..."
Nan Mingjue's eyes flickered slightly, he bent down, kissed the quilt lightly, and said softly: "Okay!" Then he got up and left.If this is what she wants, if this can make her feel a little better, as long as she wants, as long as she is willing, he will do it for her!
Hearing the sound of his leaving footsteps, there was a gradually suppressed cry from under the quilt.
After closing the door, Nan Mingjue stood outside the door. Hearing the crying inside, he couldn't help frowning. He wanted to open the door to see her again, but he put his hand on the doorknob and shrank back.After standing for a long time, I could only endure the urge to comfort her, and left gently!
Some pains always need to be faced alone, and some memories need to be forgotten in a lifetime!
Although he really wanted to share some of her pain for her, he knew that some things could only be faced by himself, and some people could only learn to let go slowly by themselves!Some memories need time to help faintly hide in a corner of my heart!
Maybe this process is a bit tormented, but it will pass!
The only regret is that he can't face it with her... Seeing her crying in his arms, seeing her being tortured because of Xin Yi's departure, he felt a sense of powerlessness that he had never felt before. feel!For the first time, he felt that he was so useless!
In the past, no matter how powerful the opponent he faced, he never felt this kind of frustration, but today, at this second, he clearly felt that sometimes he was not omnipotent!
He felt sorry for this woman and everything she had suffered.Maybe, it's not just as simple as being distressed, he knows, he has always known!But it was because he knew that her existence was so different to him, that's why he hated his own powerlessness so much at this moment!
Now, at this minute, at this second, he doesn't want to think too much, he just wants to stay by her side, protect her, just want to keep that once bright smile for her!Don't let her suffer any more harm!
This is what he can do!
When Luo Fengyao went back, it was almost morning.
The lights went out, and he pushed open the door and got out.
"Fengyao!" The person waiting at the door rushed forward immediately, "Fengyao, where have you been? I've been waiting for you for a long time..." She thought something happened to him, although she didn't want to admit that the baby girl It exists, but she knows that it is Feng Yao's flesh and blood no matter what!No matter how much he has no feelings for Gu Jiaqi, that still cannot deny his relationship with that baby girl!
Now that something like this has happened, he is sure to feel uncomfortable!
Luo Fengyao looked at the person in his arms, and stretched out his hand to separate her, "Let me tidy up my clothes."
"You... What are you doing to pack your clothes?" Li Yuyan looked at him in horror, and held his hand tightly, "Feng Yao, do you really want us? I don't believe it, I don't believe it! You must still be angry Right? But, I know I was wrong, I promise, I will listen to you in the future, don't be angry anymore..."
How could he leave them? Didn't he promise her that he would always be by her and Xiu'er's side!Don't let others hurt them!But how could he leave now!
Luo Fengyao looked very tired, he didn't even want to talk much, after walking in, he went directly into the bedroom to pack his things.
"I won't let you go!" Li Yuyan blocked the door, "You can't go anywhere, you promised me to take care of us for the rest of your life, you said you wouldn't leave us!"
Luo Fengyao just silently packed his clothes, packed his personal computer and some materials, and took a simple box. He came to the door, looked at the woman blocking him at the door, and raised his head, "When I break my promise, when I I betray you, treat me as a complete bastard, treat me as a scum...It doesn't matter what it is!"
For example, in his mind and heart today, he is thinking about that woman named Gu Jiaqi. Is she still crying and crying now!
Are you still immersed in that endless sadness? !
He knew the pain of losing Xin Yi, let alone that fragile little woman?
"I don't want to..." Li Yuyan cried and hugged him, "Feng Yao, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong...but everything I did was for Xiu'er! It was all for our son Ah! Could it be that you even want to abandon Xiu'er? He is still so young, he is still in the hospital right now, he cannot live without Dad!"
Xiu'er, his son!
Luo Fengyao lowered his eyes and smiled feebly, "What qualifications do I have to be someone else's father?" She pulled her away without any explanation, and walked out, Li Yuyan screamed, "Luo Fengyao, you If I walk out of this door today, I will die for you!" Then, he rushed into the kitchen, took out a knife, and drove it directly to his neck!
Luo Fengyao stopped and turned around.
Li Yuyan was crying sadly, the sharp point of the knife had already pierced the skin and cut a drop of blood!
He turned his head lightly, "If you don't love yourself, you don't love Xiu'er!"
Thinking that he was finally willing to care about his son, Li Yuyan took two steps forward and said excitedly, "Then don't leave, Fengyao, our mother and son need you!"
After a moment of silence, his calm tone revealed a bit of physical and mental exhaustion, "Xin Yi's kidney is still in Xiu'er's body, and that is the only thing she left behind. You and Xiu'er should cherish it!"
Opening the door, he left decisively!
Li Yuyan was stunned on the spot, the knife in her hand fell to the ground with a crisp sound, her mind went blank, "Does he want our mother and child..."
How could this be?
How could this be?
Li Yuyan frantically chased after her, Luo Fengyao's car had already driven out of the gate, she chased behind, shouting, "Fengyao! Fengyao!"
Luo Fengyao looked at the car mirror and saw her falling to the ground behind him, he closed his eyes slowly, and when he opened them again, there was nothing to worry about!He knows who the most important person in his heart is now!
(End of this chapter)
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