Nightcrawler: 20 Years of Peaceful Demons

Chapter 186 A Dying Kiss

Because I didn't pay attention to the maintenance of the vocal cords during the voice change period, my voice was broken and my speaking voice was very deep.

I sing, of course it doesn't sound good.

But I sang very seriously, and it's strange that I don't have a good sense of music on weekdays, but at this time, every word I sing can be in tune.

And not a word wrong.

This song is from the title song of the same name in the campus folk album "Youth Without Regrets" released three years ago.

In terms of how popular the song is, it's not the best.

But for me, the words in the song are really good enough to make people cry, and they are more able to express my emotions at the moment.

When words can't express the emotion in my heart, it is a more accurate way to express emotion by singing the words in it carefully and with a hoarse voice.

"A face without worry is my youth; eyes without panic, waiting for the changes of the years; the street that is most familiar with you and me is already the setting sun. People and people say goodbye to each other on the street! You say you are young No regrets include the love for me, you said that the years will change the vows you made for a lifetime. You said goodbye dear, and turned your young face..."

My emotions, at this time, were completely invested in it, and tears flowed down without knowing it.

This time, Qin Liluo under the quilt did not become agitated anymore, nor did she urge me to leave.

She seemed to be immersed in the song.

She didn't speak or move.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, if it wasn't for the body under the quilt shaking from time to time, I even thought there was nothing here.

When I finished singing the whole song "Youth Without Regrets" and stopped, the room fell into silence.

After a long time, Qin Liluo's low voice came from under the quilt: "You, are you sympathizing with me, are you pitying me?"

I said no.

Qin Liluo said: "If you just want to come over and say thank you, then I heard you, and you can go too."

I took a deep breath, I don't know why, the stench I smelled before is actually not so smoky now.

I looked at the woman under the quilt, thinking about her once peerless beauty, and then asked: "I'm here, besides thanking you, I have another question, can you answer it for me?"

Qin Liluo said what do you want to know?
I said that you and I met by chance, even if there were some grievances before, but in your words, it is already cleared up. It stands to reason that you can ignore me, why did you rush to Zhangsu Secret Realm?
Qin Liluo was a little surprised, and said, where is Zhang Su's secret realm?

I nodded and said yes.

Qin Liluo said that if there is the Zhangsu Secret Realm, there might be a candle shade inside that can allow you to pass the five levels of barriers, have you got it?
I stared under the quilt and asked seriously: "Please answer my question."

There was silence inside for a while, I don't know how long it took before Qin Liluo replied: "You were introduced into this job by me, you became a night walker, I am your guide, and I am a person who does things a little bit. Obsessive compulsive disorder, I don't like to give up halfway, so..."

She tried her best to find an excuse and stammered, without her usual sharpness and aura.

I didn't wait for her to finish, and directly interrupted her subsequent excuse.

I went straight to the point and said, "Do you like me?"

"what?"

Qin Liluo under the quilt was very surprised, because she never expected that I would say such a sentence.

I said seriously again: "I want to ask, do you like me? Even if only a little bit."

"A little bit?" Qin Liluo considered it for a while and said, "It's really a little bit."

"I like you too."

Hearing my quick answer, Qin Liluo was stunned. She never expected that I would confess my love to her under such circumstances.

There is something really wrong with this situation.

When is this, what the hell is it to come out and talk about love?

Qin Liluo was probably taken aback for a moment, and then he stammered, "What do you mean?"

I said you don't understand me?
"I, we are not suitable!"

"I know we are not suitable. In terms of education background, you are a high-ranking sea turtle studying abroad. You went to a famous French school. I am just a technical secondary school student and have not even received higher education in China. In terms of family background, you are from the Huo family on Hong Kong Island. One of several heirs, the master and adoptive father are all powerful figures, and for me, my parents are farmers in the countryside; not to mention wealth..."

"No, I'm not talking about this, but, it's..."

"Then what did you say?"

"I'm like this now, do you think it makes sense?"

"It's only now that I dare to say what's in my heart—the you before were high above you, shining like a bright moon, making you feel ashamed. I dare not say anything that might offend you, for fear of offending you..."

"Then you dare to say it now? Do you think that I am like this anyway..."

"No, no, that's not the case. I'm just afraid that if I don't say anything, the rest of my life will be spent in endless pain and regret. If a man can't even say what he likes, what else is there? Egg use? Miss Qin, oh, no, Qin Liluo, Liluo, in fact, from the first time I saw you, my heart kept beating again. Although I was so afraid of you when I saw you again later, every time I dreamed of When I was tossing and turning, I would always think, if between you and me..."

I took a deep breath to calm my beating heart.

After a while, I said cautiously: "If, I mean, if you like me a little bit, there can be a love between us, then even if I die now, I will have no regrets."

Under the quilt, fell into a long silence.

Qin Liluo didn't respond to me.

I was a little discouraged and a little regretful, feeling that I had offended her.

Perhaps my flustered and illogical words just now made her feel that my confession at this moment is just taking advantage of others' danger.

However, after an unknown amount of time, Qin Liluo suddenly said, "I have never been in love."

what?
I froze for a moment, wondering why she would say such a sentence, and after a while, I said cautiously: "Well, then what?"

She suddenly said in a flat tone: "I was an orphan when I was very young, and my memory before entering the Huo family is already very weak, and after that, I have been trained in a secret camp of the Huo family on Lantau Island. I am the child with the best performance and the highest savvy among the same group, and I have a very special bloodline called 'Colorful Golden Pheasant'. I was born with a charming figure and beauty, so I was adopted as an adopted daughter by my adoptive father Qin Sanqian..."

She told me about her past, including being adopted by Qin Sanqian, and then accepted as an apprentice by the number two member of the Qin family.

After she awakened, her cultivation was extremely fast.

In addition to practicing, she has been trained by various famous teachers since she was a child. Whether it is basic courses, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, Chinese and Western music, or even research in specialized fields, she has been instilled with many thoughts like a force-feeding duck, even He also went to Paris to study for four years.

And everything is to train successors for the Huo family on Hong Kong Island.

Among the juniors under Huo's family, she is one of the few outstanding ones, and for this goal, she is like a robot, busy every day, and she does not know how many things she has done.

She seems to be omnipotent and knows many things.

After saying this, she said seriously: "I know a lot, but the only thing I can't do is fall in love."

I listened patiently to her.

When I heard her talk about her previous past, an indescribable warm emotion flowed in my heart.

Although I did not participate in the previous 20 years of this lovely woman's life, at this moment, I seem to have experienced it together.

An inexplicable emotion came to my mind.

Until she said "I don't know how to fall in love" again, my heart started to beat wildly.

I took a deep breath and said, "And then?"

Qin Liluo said that if, I mean, if I didn't die and survived, and you didn't dislike my appearance, I should, would be willing to try it with you.

I opened my eyes wide, reached out and grabbed her excitedly, and said, "Really?"

Qin Liluo in the quilt did not struggle, but said: "But that's just what if, now that my genes have collapsed and my fuel is exhausted, if I didn't hold on, I would have died. I came to this world with [-] years old. Over the years, I am very happy to have a boy who said such words to me when he died, thank you Hou Mo, I... thank you for your love."

Hearing her words, my heart was filled with sadness and hatred.

The sadness is naturally for Qin Liluo, she is such a proud and kind person, but at this moment, she appears to be so low profile and cautious.

Hatred is for that Mind Eater who came out of nowhere.

If it wasn't for it, Qin Liluo wouldn't be like this.

Humble and decadent.

And if that's the case, the girl in front of me and I might have a future.

Unfortunately……

I was heartbroken, and at this moment, Qin Liluo suddenly said: "Hou Mo, can you fulfill my last wish?"

I hurriedly said: "You talk."

Qin Liluo took a deep breath, and then said: "I have been in this world for 19 years, and I have never kissed. I have read books and movies, and I have heard people say that it is very beautiful. Can you ..."

I didn't wait for her to finish, and hurriedly said: "Yes, I can."

Qin Liluo said almost sobbing: "But, my whole body has started to fester. Except for my face, everything else is festering and smelly. I..."

I said firmly, "Yes."

Qin Liluo hesitated for a long time before saying: "Then... you, close your eyes, is that okay?"

I nodded, closed my eyes according to Yan, and said, "Okay, I'll close my eyes."

In the darkness, I felt a movement in front of me, and after a while, Qin Liluo approached me cautiously.

She held her breath, then slowly, slowly moved closer.

When I felt two soft lips touching mine, I couldn't hold back the emotion like the tide, I stretched out my hand and hugged the woman in front of me.

I hugged her tightly, then stuck out my tongue, opened her teeth, and sucked the soft tongue.

A salty smell came to the tip of my tongue, and at this moment, suddenly, I felt a scorching heat coming from my pocket.

The high temperature passed from my body to the beautiful woman in my arms.

Qin Liluo felt it, and suddenly bit my tongue.

Just when I felt that my tongue was about to break off, Qin Liluo opened her teeth and shouted loudly: "Ah, what is this?"

(End of this chapter)