It's hard to get a marriage, and the husband spoils it

Chapter 481 He Can't Come Back Again

Jian Anan took Lu Ru and left without looking back.

Zhang Wenlan lay limp on the ground with tears streaming down her face. She had no choice but to cry in a low voice. She never thought that Li Yina and herself would hurt Jian Anan far more than they imagined.

All of a sudden, the guilt of this fifty-year-old woman was more of despair.

Coming out of Gutong Village, Jian Anan bit her lips and stared out of the car window. Lu Rufeng didn't speak in the car, and the atmosphere was oppressive and heavy.

Jian Anan's heart ached when she thought of that child, her only child.

If it wasn't for Li Yina and all the mistakes in the middle, she and Lu Rufeng would have graduated from Nantah University smoothly, they would have been together in a logical way, and then they would get married and have children, everything would be happy and beautiful.

But because of Li Yina, she lost her child, and the two tortured each other for so long.

Lu Rufeng wanted to comfort him, his thin lips moved slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

In this whole incident, Jian Anan was the most innocent person, and she was the one who suffered the most.

Lu Rufeng was silent in guilt. If he hadn't been self-righteous back then, if he had been willing to ask clearly, Jian Anan wouldn't have endured so much pain that she shouldn't have endured.

The two returned to the apartment where they lived in silence.

Opening the door and going in, Jian Anan sat on the sofa with a dull expression, her eyes were red, and tears kept rolling in her eyes. Lu Rufeng felt uncomfortable, sat beside her, hugged her, and patted her on the back lightly. .

"It's okay, it's over, we will be fine in the future."

Jian Anan's red lips moved slightly, and she asked in a hoarse voice: "I remember there are several bottles of red wine in the kitchen, you go and take them out, I want to drink some."

Lu Rufeng didn't persuade, just said "OK." He stood up and walked towards the kitchen, and brought three bottles of red wine and two goblets from the kitchen.

If Jian Anan wants to drink, let her vent it, which is better than keeping it in her heart. In fact, Lu Rufeng also wants to drink.

Lu Rufeng poured two glasses of wine, and Jian Anan held the wine glass and drank it down without saying a word. He put down the glass heavily, and the glass collided with the table making a lot of noise.

"I still want to drink."

Lu Rufeng poured another glass, and Jian Anan drank it up just like before, and when he asked to pour the wine, Lu Rufeng couldn't help persuading him: "Drink slowly, you drink too fast, your stomach won't be able to take it."

Jian Anan shook her head, "It's okay, pour it for me."

Lu Rufeng had no choice but to pour another glass of wine for Jian An'an, and he drank a whole glass himself. The slightly bitter feeling of the wine passing down his throat was just like their mixed feelings now.

When Jian Anan drank almost a bottle of wine, her eyes became a little blurred. She simply didn't want the wine glass, and took the opened wine bottle in one hand and started drinking.

In a hurry, Lu Rufeng went to grab her bottle, "An An, don't be like this, be obedient, and give me the bottle."

Jian Anan raised her eyes to look at Lu Rufeng, her drunken eyes gradually congealed tears, and she burst into tears unexpectedly, Lu Rufeng was startled, and then frantically began to comfort her.

Holding him in his arms, Lu Rufeng patted Jian An'an's back, "Be good, don't cry, I know you are uncomfortable, it's okay, everything will pass, I'm by your side now, don't cry..."

Jian Anan wrapped her hands around Lu Rufeng's neck, buried her face in his chest, and wept loudly through drunkenness.

"Wuuu...why? Why is this? That is our only child, he is gone, he could have come to this world happily, but in just over three months, he is gone..."

Jian Anan's body twitched from crying, Lu Rufeng's heart was pierced when he heard it, and his guilt deepened.

Lu Rufeng put his chin against Jian Anan's hair, stroked her back with his hands one after another, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I wasn't so stubborn at the time, I would explain it to you. You won't suffer like this."

"It's none of your business, it's not your fault, it's them... it's Li Yina's fault!"

Although Jian An'an had resented and hated Lu Rufeng, but now the truth of the matter was in front of her, she knew that it was not his fault, they were all just victims of Li Yina's selfish desires.

But Lu Rufeng still said sorry over and over again, and the guilt in his heart was not reduced by half because of Jian Anan's words.

Jian Anan drank a lot of wine, cried for a while, exhausted, and fell asleep leaning against Lu Rufeng's chest. Even when she was asleep, her brows were still tightly knit, and her thin shoulders still sobbed from time to time.

Lu Rufeng took the wine bottle from her hand and gently placed it on the table. He carried her into the room, gently placed her on the bed, and covered her with the quilt.

Sitting down by the window, Lu Rufeng caressed Jian Anan's cheek with his big hands with clear bones, various emotions intertwined in his deep eyes, his thin lips moved slightly, and said something that he said countless times today.

"sorry."

Lu Rufeng twitched the corner of his mouth and laughed at himself.

He wanted to slap himself, a thousand or ten thousand words of sorry, he couldn't make up for the harm he caused Jian Anan, the back of Jian Anan limping forward back then, now thinking of it is like a knife Stabbed into Lu Rufeng's chest.

Lu Rufeng held Jian An'an's hand and covered his face, his eyes were dry and the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.

sorry Sorry……

Jian Anan woke up suddenly after less than an hour of sleep. She hugged Lu Rufeng, crying and crying, "Our child, our only child is gone, he's gone..."

Lu Rufeng patted Jian Anan's back to comfort the half-asleep man, "It's okay, we will have the baby in the future, and it will definitely come back, don't cry."

"No, there won't be, he won't come back, he can't come back."

Lu Rufeng's heart ached, and he tried his best to comfort Jian Anan, who was crying. He was about to ask her what she just said, but before she could speak, she fell asleep again. He couldn't bear to wake her up again, so he gently hugged her He went to the bed, lay down beside her, held her in his arms, bowed his head and kissed the center of her brow.

But I still couldn't help but wonder, why is it the only child?
But after thinking about it, Lu Rufeng didn't care when Jian Anan was too sad.

……

In her sleep, Jian Anan felt very hot all over her body, and she seemed to hear the cry of a child in a daze. She kept walking along the cry, anxiously looking for it, but it was dark around her, and she couldn't see anything. , just kept listening to the cry of the child, the more I listened, the more anxious I became, the more anxious I felt, the more exhausted I felt, unable to move.

"An'an, An'an... wake up, wake up..."

Hearing the familiar voice, Jian Anan suddenly opened her eyes, panting and staring at the worried Lu Rufeng in a daze, she was dazed for a while before she came back to her senses, she wanted to sit up, but her body had no strength at all.

"Don't get up in a hurry. You have a fever. I just took your temperature. It's 38 degrees. I made some porridge, drank some stomach pads, and then took the cold medicine."

(End of this chapter)