General's little girl

Chapter 150: Fish and Bear's Paw (1)
A voice in my heart said, yes, it is him, and you can spend the rest of your life with him!

At that time, she was very young, she was just chasing a liking, challenging a feeling of being ignored, she didn't believe it, she was smart and beautiful, and she couldn't hold a big piece of wood.

But, she will grow up too.

When you grow up, you will know what loneliness is and what emptiness is.

During the five years when Ye Qingcheng was away, she also hoped that someone would warm her bed on cold nights. Sometimes her feet were still as cold as ice when she slept in the middle of the night. The coldness seemed to reach her heart, and she couldn't help but want to cry.At that time, she thought, how nice it would be to have a warm chest to lean on.She also hopes that when she wakes up in the morning, someone can gently wake her up by kissing her forehead.She also hopes that before and after meals every day, she can share with someone the details of her son's growth, every happy and funny thing.

A confidant, but when you say yes, the other party applauds or says excitedly: "Yes, that's right!" Or when you are sad and angry and hate someone, the other party will scold and hate with you.Let your happiness be comfortable, let your sadness be relieved, make you feel, fortunately, there is still one person in this world who understands me.

So, it's a sad day when there's no one to share it with.Although she gets along with Chu Wuji easily and seems to talk about everything, she will not be so stupid as to say everything. Every woman always has a little secret in her heart. If she talks too much, she will destroy their friendship.

So, every day, she is happy and happy, and every night, she is sentimental.And within five years, the only thing I can be thankful for is that the sky will be bright no matter what, and her sadness and sadness will stop no matter what.

Just like a beautiful flower, it closes at night, no matter it is crying or happy, people can't see it, what people see is how delicate and beautiful it blooms in the next morning.

When Ye Qingcheng appeared, she was happy, excited, and suddenly like a dream.

It was as if the day I had been waiting for for a long time had suddenly arrived.

During the days when Da Xia was conflicted and entangled, she kept thinking about who she really liked and what it was like to like!If she likes Ye Qingcheng, why should she never forget Chu Wuji!

If she didn't like Chu Wuji, she would be a little unbelievable that such a gentle and handsome man treats her so well!
Xia Wu is different, Xia Wu was to her when she was a child.But Chu Wuji broke into her world when she was most frustrated.

She felt several times that Ye Qingcheng was like a tall mountain.From a long time ago, she determined to reach that mountain no matter how hard it was, so she kept walking.

When she really got to that mountain and stood on the top of the mountain and looked down, she found that what she missed was the scenery she passed through during the hard journey all the way down the mountain.

She thought it was like this, just like human nature is to eat what is in the pot and look at what is in the bowl.

Chu Wuji is her scenery, but when he touches her, she instinctively pushes him away, and she realizes that liking has multiple definitions.

Maybe she knew it a long time ago. As a person, if she really came across something she likes, she would have already taken it as her own, and she wouldn't wait until five years later.Maybe she knew that she couldn't respond to him, so she ran away in a hurry when she heard the words in front of the stone tablet.

However, she really wanted to respond to him a little bit. When she watched her father's body getting weaker and weaker, and remembered how he shed tears for the old lady, guilt and distress entangled her tightly.

Or after hearing his confession, she should not run away in panic, but open each other's heart knots, and she will not have any concerns in the distance.

How sad, claiming to be smart, but never handling a thing well.

Her eyes were blurred, she wiped her tears, she didn't know where to start, it was very difficult to refuse without making someone sad.

She couldn't help laughing, when she heard him say that she liked her, she felt a sense of joy and pride in her panic.

Just because he is her best friend, she can't be a little perfunctory to him.If he misses her, he can find better ones in the future.

She turned her head, looked at the uneasy expression, smiled at him, and his expression softened.

She lowered her head and hesitated for a while and said softly, "I heard everything you said in front of the stele!"

Without looking up, she felt his body stiffen, and she continued: "I was going to leave that day, but thinking of the old lady being so kind to me, I couldn't help but want to see him for the last time, I didn't expect you to be there, still listening Until you say those words!"

He stepped back softly, as if to hide his panic and bewilderment, and asked with a sarcastic wry smile, "Since you heard it all, why did you press me just now?"

Murong You lowered his head again, and after a long time, he raised his head to look at him, and said in a serious voice, "You ask me why I am here, and I will answer you! When I returned to Daxia, I saw my father's thin body and white beard. Obviously taking medicine but not getting better, listening to his cough at night, his body is getting thinner and thinner... There are many things I can't change. Only then did I know that money is not everything, and I knew that there are still some things in this world , No matter how determined you are, there is nothing you can do. When I was distressed and depressed, I thought of it. I thought of you saying to me at that time, as long as she can live to twenty years, I am willing to do anything. It seems that I can understand at that time I'm sorry for your helpless pain at that time. At that time, I couldn't comfort you well. I even said in my heart, it's funny that an emperor cried like this. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry at that time I can't comfort you more than a few words!"

With tears in his eyes, he held back his crying and hugged her, patted her on the shoulder and said: "You have behaved very well at that time, at least you didn't fall asleep after listening to me talking a lot of nonsense, at least you let me feel the depression and helplessness in my heart. Relieved a lot, really, you did a good job!" He emphasized with a sob.

She cried again and continued: "I'm also angry at myself. Why did I turn around and run when I heard what you said in front of the stone tablet? Why didn't I go up and have a good word with you? Maybe what I was thinking in my heart was to let this stupid guy stay silent. Like me for the rest of my life, I'm sorry, I'm such a vain woman. But I heard that you are at war with Qi, and even Ping An can run away from home to find you. How can I ignore you who have helped me so much? Maybe I can't say how important you are to me, but I hope I can help you once. I know that the death of the old lady makes you feel hopeless, and I know that I took away peace and your last I hope...but I still hope that you live and live well, because there are still many things to do in this world. Remember what we said back then? Let's go to see mountains, water, sea, sky...to see places , different scenery every sunrise and sunset. You always tell me that the charm of nature is endless. I just hope you live well!"

(End of this chapter)