Phoenix Knot: Butterfly Dance

Chapter 209

In the world, ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

So Jun, he is crazy.

I would like to use my last request to take him away from Rizhao and go back to Cangzhou; I told Gong Dieche that I have his flesh and blood in my stomach.

She is gentle by nature and affectionate; Gong Dieche finally let us go, she looked so expectantly.

But I think, she was wrong again, the moment she named my child Qing Ge, she was completely wrong.

I have no flesh and blood of Huai Gujun, so I took him back to Cangzhou: the thatched cottage where I used to live with my parents, a place I miss very much; there, the crazy Gujun found Huaibi from back then, faintly Zhixiang, Lanting Huaibi.

But Gu Jun, it was you who ruined my family.

I sent him back to Prince Jun's Mansion, everything remained the same there, Concubine Shan was gone, Lian Yue was gone, we were the only ones left; he foolishly dragged me into the study, he didn't remember anything, just like a child.

There is a secret compartment in the study, I always knew it, but I had never seen it; so I found the secret compartment, where there was only a dusty letter, only one letter:

Laner:

If one day you see this letter, maybe I am no longer here.

Lan'er, you, surnamed Zhou, are Yu Baolin's daughter, I knew everything from the first day you entered the palace.

However, I will never forget your gaze in my whole life; perhaps, the first time I saw you, I was doomed to be for you forever.

Maybe, you did.

I will leave Cangzhou. I will take this world for you alone. Unfortunately, all you want is my death.

I also thought that maybe you will never fall in love with me, but I know that no matter what happens, I can't let go; you are the doom in my life and I can't escape.

If killing me can solve your lifelong grievances, then I would rather be the one who is lost forever, and not you; Youyouzhixiang, Lanting Huaibi, I hope I can be like this with you in the next life.

Laner, do you still hate me?

Lan'er, if I'm not here, can you be able to fall in love with me?

Laner, can there be a moment when you really loved me.

Laner, remember, only you are enough.

Can I also be moved, can I burst into tears, I look at the blind wounds, the foolish story, and then I gag; I touch my flat belly, tears flow.

Faint Zhixiang, Lanting Huaibi.

Mom, I understand.

I have been plotting and scheming for more than ten years, but in the end I still cannot escape the entanglement of fate; the only accident in this plot is that Lanting is pregnant with Bi, which is a sin given to me by God, which makes my life difficult.

Father and mother Lanting Huaibi, it was because of me that they fell in love; the original feud was resolved because of Huaibi; my surname is Zhou, my name is Zhilan, and my style name is Huaibi.

I never thought that in the end, it was Gu Jun who won the bet.

It was Gu Jun, King Jun of Cangzhou, my husband, the person I fell in love with after losing the bet, Lian Gujun.

Faint Zhixiang, Lanting Huaibi.

(End of this chapter)