royal girl

Chapter 193
The garden in the palace was beautifully repaired. Xia Yingbai took Huiyu around the road and walked through the garden all the way. There were colorful flowers on both sides. The small bridge and flowing water slipped past the eyes from a distance. The palace people followed the two carefully. Behind her, Huiyu was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery as she walked along the beautiful and fragrant palace road.

It can be seen that Xia Yingbai's complexion is good, and she is not thin even when she is pregnant. It can be seen that her daily diet is still good.But so what?The draft is held every three years, and there are piles of newcomers entering the palace. At the age of the emperor, they no longer have the patience of young people to coax a woman. What they prefer to see is a beautiful face that is flattering and flattering.

Concubines who can accompany the emperor all the way to the present and still hold high positions, such as the noble concubine, the Liang concubine, the virtuous concubine, and Xia Zhaoyi, all have sons by their side, and they themselves can draw the emperor's pity, so that others can have today. No honor.For example, Mingui, who gave birth to King Chun, and Fang Jieyu, who died young, also have sons, but one of them is not favored and the status is not high, and the other has already passed away, and the favor is not favored. This ending is destined to be different.

I don't know why Xia Yingbai lost his fighting spirit, but what Huiyu felt first was the crisis.She could even imagine that as long as Xia Yingbai fell out of favor completely.Xia Zhaoyi must be the first to step on it. The two have been feuding for a long time, and they have long been unable to bury their suspicions.

"You must be pitying me in your heart." Xia Yingbai murmured in a low voice. In her eyes, Huiyu has always been the soft-hearted one. Why didn't she help the sisters because of her soft-heartedness back then, so that she caused trouble for herself, and even Go far beyond the Great Wall.

Hui Yu shook her head, "I don't feel sorry for you, I only feel sorry for this unborn child." Without taking a strong dose of medicine, Xia Yingbai might not feel that she was wrong.

Everyone wants to fight, in the past it was for the mother and sister, and now it is for the child in the womb.Reborn in the harem, it is a disaster for the child not to be favored by the biological mother.Huiyu didn't know why Xia Yingbai gave up on herself, but it was certainly not a good sign.

Xia Yingbai's complexion changed slightly in an instant, and she looked sideways at Huiyu.

Huiyu stared at her, refusing to give in at all. The palace people behind watched the two stop, but they didn't dare to follow, and stood there far away.

"Xia Shuhui has reconciled with Princess Ning, do you really not care at all?" Huiyu added.

Xia Yingbai glanced at Huiyu with a complicated expression, walked again for a long time, and laughed softly after a while, "I never said that getting to know you is the happiest thing in my life."

"It's not too late for you to say it now, I'm listening." Huiyu finally breathed a sigh of relief when she heard her answer.I don't know who broke her heart and made her so negative, as long as she figured it out, it would be fine.

"It's not that I don't want to fight, it's just that I don't have the energy."

Huiyu listened quietly, keeping half a step away from her.She knew that she didn't need to speak at this time, she just needed to listen.Xia Yingbai must have a lot to say in this palace, but she can't say it, it's not safe for anyone to hear it.

"When I entered the palace for my mother and younger sister, I had this determination and goal in my heart, and I could bear it no matter how hard or tired I was. It was because I wanted to conceive like crazy, to have a child to stabilize my position, but why I just couldn’t get pregnant. Later I found out that my diet was tampered with, not because I couldn’t get pregnant, but because I couldn’t get pregnant. Finally, I got pregnant, but there was something about Xia Zhaoyi again. She and the emperor have had a good relationship for many years A good son is holding on, crying and crying, acting like a baby, pretending to be wronged, the emperor will not pursue the past matters. But what am I?" Xia Yingbai said, her eyes flushed, and she looked up slightly. Tianji, "At the end of the day, in the heart of the emperor, I am actually nothing, so I have nothing to fight for."

It turned out that I was hurt. In fact, I didn't care, but I also cared in my heart.After all, it is the person next to the pillow, and the heart is inevitably unbalanced.

"That being said, you really don't want to argue, I'm afraid you may not be able to save this life." Just looking at the last laughing people in this palace, who didn't climb up by stepping on other people's backbones? .If you don't want to bend over, you have to step on others.If you don't want to step on others, you can only wait to be stepped on by others.

This is fate.

Palace ladies are all like this.

Those who fight to survive will enjoy the honor, and those who do not fight and become losers will lose their lives.

"It's because I thought it was too simple. I just thought that perhaps Buzheng would be more stable."

"If you haven't been favored before, maybe there is still some possibility."

Xia Yingbai laughed, "Every time I talk to you, it always makes me rethink the meaning of life. I don't like this kind of conversation, but I know that you are for my own good. If you are good for me, I will remember this love , I can listen to whatever you say."

"Listening to my feelings is like how much you have been wronged." Huiyu complained, "You are really hypocritical. Looking at you as tall as a mountain, in fact, the weak heart will fall down when the wind blows, so you can bluff others."

Xia Yingbai just smiled, "You really understand me."

Huiyu also smiled, "Actually, you have the same temperament as me, I'm just luckier than you not to enter the palace."

Xia Yingbai said: "It's great, at least one of us can live a happy life and get happiness. I heard that Prince Jing is good to you, and I almost hold it in my palm."

Huiyu couldn't help but smile, this kind of smile couldn't stop spreading from her heart, Xia Yingbai looked at the smile on Huiyu's lips, feeling a little envious in her heart.In fact, women don't want much, but a loving husband and son-in-law, a couple of naughty and smart children, and a happy life in a normal life.Occasionally there are quarrels and quarrels, and you can also add fragrance to your red sleeves, taste poems and paint paintings. After three to fifty years, when you are gray-haired, you can still look at each other with a smile and no resentment in your heart. This life is content.

After bidding farewell to Xia Yingbai, Huiyu went out of the palace and got into the carriage. There was incense in the carriage that she liked, and the swaying was very comfortable, and she fell asleep unconsciously.Before falling asleep, Huiyu thought that she had been too sleepy recently.

After arriving at the palace, Xueying woke Huiyu up in a low voice.Only then did Huiyu get out of the car in a daze, and couldn't help but said, "I've been sleeping all the time lately, as if I didn't get enough sleep, I'll ask a doctor to come in and have a look." Could it be some terminal illness?She used to love to sleep too, but not this much.Suddenly Huiyu thought of something, but counting the days, she hasn't come to change her laundry this month. If she hasn't come after the change of laundry, she should really ask a doctor to take a good look.

Xu had something on his mind, and Huiyu was a little absent-minded when he returned to the house.She had never been married or conceived in her previous life, and she had no experience to learn from. She suddenly felt that she might have one, and suddenly became nervous.But think about it, I might be nervous. It's not the end of the day. I can't be sure until the days have passed and I haven't changed the wash.

At noon, Ji Qiyu came back to accompany her for dinner, Huiyu didn't say anything about it, if not, wouldn't it be a waste of joy, let's wait until the news is confirmed.

After hearing what Huiyu said about Xia Jieyu, Ji Qiyu looked at her and said, "Is other people's affairs worthy of your sadness?" From his point of view, since Xia Yingbai chose this path, she wanted to do something for her. What's so strange about her mother and sister making sacrifices to earn a living?There is no pie in the sky for nothing.Didn't he also get teased a few times in the palace back then, only then did he realize that brothers may not always be sincere, only after weeping and being hurt, can he know whether it's true or not.

There is a thousand years difference between Huiyu and Ji Qiyu's three views. It's not surprising that Ji Qiyu can't understand her.She just thought that if Ji Qiyu could ascend to the throne of God in the future, would they grow old together?She just watched Xia Yingbai grieve for herself.This can't be said, Ji Qiyu still doesn't want to blow his hair, but thinking that the love is strong at this time, he will naturally say no, but what about five, ten, or twenty years later?I am getting older and older, my face is not there, and it is not without reason that the modern divorce rate remains high.

Who can really guarantee that they will only look at one person for a lifetime, tirelessly, and never give up.

Huiyu thought that she might not be able to promise Ji Qiyu that her heart wouldn't beat when she saw someone more handsome than him.

Knowing that she was being too serious, Huiyu smiled at Ji Qiyu, "It's not sad, I just think that people have a long life, don't talk too much, don't do things too badly, it's better to leave yourself some leeway. "

Ji Qiyu was depressed, after all, she was influenced by Xia Yingbai, she frowned and said, "Seldom see Xia Jieyu in the future, every time you see her back, you will be unhappy, hopeless and helpless with life It's been the same."

Huiyu: ...

Is it that obvious?

In short, Ji Qiyu has a lot of opinions on Xia Yingbai, you are depressed and you are sad, no one will stop you, don't pull my Yao Huan to be sad too.

Irritability!

Huiyu looked at Ji Qiyu's sad and indignant expression, how could she think it was cute?
"You're still laughing!" This little heartless bastard, he was about to worry about her, and he didn't smile heartlessly.

Huiyu stopped laughing immediately, but what should I do if I can't hold back?
Ji Qiyu couldn't get enough of a meal, and Ji Qiyu felt really uncomfortable, and finally took Huiyu's hand and said, "Don't listen to others, how am I treating you, you don't know how to read it yourself?"

She can see it, but she can't see decades later!
"I know, you are kind to me, and I understand it in my heart. That's right, it's so pitiful to see Ying Bai. I heard that there are two favorites of the newly entered empress Xiu. She is still pregnant, and the emperor doesn't care about it." Fucking her, how pitiful." Huiyu thought if she was really pregnant, would Ji Qiyu find someone else?
This question is really serious, she suddenly realized that she couldn't let him hold back for a year!

(End of this chapter)