Reborn 1980's career is the most important

Chapter 175 I Thought You Would Avoid It

Of course, now is not a good time to start a company. At least before graduation, Cheng Enni doesn't plan to find work for herself. She wants to finish college smoothly, and then she can do it freely after graduation.

Cheng Enni went to work the next day, and when she got in the car, she found that there was an extra pair of flat shoes in the car, which Xie Maoyan had prepared for Cheng Enni.

In fact, Cheng Enni had comfortable shoes in her office, but she left in a hurry yesterday and didn't change them, but Xie Maoyan's thoughtfulness made Cheng Enni very heartwarming. There is no one in this world who can treat her as well as Xie Maoyan.

Xie Maoyan got into the car one step later, and sneezed loudly as soon as he got into the car.

"What's the matter, have you caught a cold?" After Cheng Enni came back yesterday, she was in a daze. She didn't even wash up and slept until dawn.

Xie Maoyan took the handkerchief handed over by Cheng Enni and shook his head, "I don't have a cold, I just catch a little cold, it's fine."

That's what I said, but Xie Maoyan's condition was obviously like he had caught a cold, and he kept sniffling along the way.

When the car passed by the pharmacy, Cheng Enni asked Xie Maoyan to stop and watched him take the medicine before going to work in peace. When it was time for lunch, Cheng Enni also left work half an hour early on purpose and went to Xie Maoyan's current company first.

Xie Maoyan's current company has nothing to do with Xie's. In the past, Xie Maoyan's affairs were assigned to Xie Lingjun. Now that Xie Lingjun has been dismissed, Xie has a professional manager to manage it. Xie Maoyan only handles some particularly important affairs.

When Xie Minjun graduates, the Xie family will be handed over to her.

The company that Xie Maoyan is now in charge of is a company that belongs to him alone and focuses on real estate.

Cheng Enni can travel freely in Xie Maoyan's company, and all the employees know that she is the future boss wife and the most important person in their boss's heart.

The door of the office was ajar. The secretary said that Xie Maoyan had been in the office all morning. When Cheng Enni went in, she found that there was no one at the desk.

Xie Maoyan is a workaholic. Except for the time allocated to Cheng Enni, he is always working. He hardly takes a break and is always full of energy.

It is very rare that people are in the office but not at the desk like this. Cheng Enni found Xie Maoyan on the sofa in the rest area on the other side.

Probably because the cold medicine made people sleepy, Xie Maoyan slept on the sofa wearing a suit.

Cheng Enni poured a cup of hot water over there, first tested her body temperature, and found that it was normal, then reached out to shake Xie Maoyan, "Why are you sleeping here, is it cold?"

Although there is a central air conditioner, it will still be cold if you sleep without a thicker blanket or quilt.

"It's not cold, why are you here?" Xie Maoyan woke up with a hoarse voice.

The hoarseness is not due to a cold. After taking the medicine in the morning and resting in the office for half the morning, the cold symptoms are gone, and now it is just a little sleepy.

Seeing that it was Cheng Enni, she was about to get up immediately, but Cheng Enni didn't stop him.

After he sat up, Cheng Enni handed him the water, watched him take a sip, and said, "I was negligent. I lowered the temperature again recently, and I didn't change the quilt for you. Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

The quilt and daily necessities at home were arranged by Cheng Enni. Before the temperature dropped, Cheng Enni arranged a thicker quilt for Xie Maoyan. Xie Maoyan thought it was too hot, so Cheng Enni changed it to a lighter one.

Cheng Enni thought that Xie Maoyan's cold was due to the quilt, but this time the temperature dropped more than last time, and the quilt had to be changed a long time ago.

Xie Maoyan shook his head, and said that he didn't need to change the heavy one. He didn't catch a cold because of the quilt, but because the fire was too hot yesterday. In the end, he took a cold shower to put out the fire.

Take a cold bath in the cold winter, he will catch a cold if he doesn't catch a cold.

Although Xie Maoyan said that there was no need to change it, Cheng Enni went to the city center to buy a thicker blanket for Xie Maoyan to use over the quilt when she was fine in the afternoon.

After returning from the city center, Cheng Enni didn't go back to the factory, but went home directly. When she got home, she called Xie Maoyan and started to clean up the house.

Because of the increasingly busy work, Cheng Enni has actually not tidied up and cleaned the house for a long time.

And because Xie Maoyan doesn't like strangers coming to the house, not even the aunt who does hygiene, the two of them have always cleaned up the house, whoever has time will do it.

After tidying up her room and study, Cheng Enni went to change Xie Maoyan's clean quilt cover and put a blanket on the way, but when changing the quilt cover, she shook out the small medicine bottle that Xie Maoyan had hidden in the mattress.

Chlorpromazine hydrochloride tablets?Cheng Enni took a look at it, then stuffed it back in for Xie Maoyan.

After changing the bed sheets and quilt covers for the two of them and throwing them into the washing machine, Cheng Enni started to mop the floor again, but in the middle of the mop, Cheng Enni stopped.

Xie Maoyan's medicine is really not very common. Cheng Enni has never even heard of this name.

After thinking about it, Cheng Enni went to the study to find a pen and paper. Afraid that she might make a mistake, she went to look at the medicine bottle again, copied down the name of the medicine, and was about to go to the pharmacy to ask about the situation.

Cheng Enni was not worried about anything else, but she was worried that Xie Maoyan was not feeling well, so she secretly endured it and took medicine secretly, so that she would not tell her if she was worried.

Because Cheng Enni was at home, Xie Maoyan came back earlier than usual, and when he returned, he was still carrying the shrimp, beef and mutton that Cheng Enni asked him to buy from the market.

Have a barbecue in the evening.

In winter, in the south, no matter what kind of food you cook, it will cool down very quickly. Only hot pot and barbecue are the standard fires. It is the most enjoyable thing to eat and roast around the stove.

After Xie Maoyan cut the meat, Cheng Enni would marinate it. While she was marinating the meat, Xie Maoyan would wash the vegetables and steam the rice.

"By the way, when I was changing the quilt for you, you dropped a bottle of medicine on the bed. What was it for?" The two were chatting, Cheng Enni thought of the medicine, and asked casually.

Xie Maoyan was obviously stunned for a few seconds before answering Cheng Enni's question, "It's the medicine for insomnia. I used to take it, but now I don't need it anymore. The medicine is probably expired. I'll throw it away later."

If you just answered in this way, of course there is no problem, and Cheng Enni would not doubt anything, if Xie Maoyan didn't hesitate for a few seconds.

When he was in a daze, Cheng Enni noticed something was wrong almost immediately.

It stands to reason that Cheng Enni shouldn't have too much curiosity about what Xie Maoyan deliberately concealed, but this is the medicine in his mouth, Cheng Enni has to pay attention to it, Cheng Enni didn't ask any more questions, but just secretly took his interest.

The barbecue at night was very enjoyable. The beef and mutton were marinated just right. After roasting, it was served with the spicy sauce prepared by Cheng Enni. It was satisfying after one bite.

During the phone call, Cheng Enni confirmed with Xie Maoyan that the cold symptoms were gone, so she decided to eat barbecue. After returning, Xie Maoyan was in good condition, so she did it.

However, Enni didn't dare to let Xie Maoyan eat spicy food, so she made him a non-spicy sauce and made soup for him.

In the next few days, Cheng Enni continued to get busy. As the end of the year approached, the factory was busy rushing to catch up orders and deliver goods every day. Although there were already trustworthy people in hand, they should keep an eye on them, and they could not relax at all. .

Busy to and fro, Cheng Enni forgot the small medicine bottle that fell from Xie Maoyan's bed that day, and Cheng Enni didn't remember it until she put on the coat she wore that day and took out the paper with the name of the medicine from her pocket.

"Chlorpromazine hydrochloride tablets, this is an antipsychotic drug. How can a pharmacy sell this drug? You have to go to the hospital." The pharmacist at the pharmacy took it and looked at it, and returned the paper to Cheng Enni.

Cheng Enni understood the meaning of every word in the words, but the words couldn't form a sentence in her mind, they were scattered, and the words couldn't be grasped together.

She didn't know how long she stood there before Cheng Enni opened her mouth and asked, "Does this medicine cure insomnia?"

The pharmacist glanced at Cheng Enni, and guessed that the people around her might be using this medicine, so he couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic to her, "Although this medicine is also called Dongmianling, it is a medicine that has a strong inhibitory effect on the central nervous system. Yes, but doctors won't prescribe it for insomnia."

"Okay, thank you." Cheng Enni thanked her woodenly, and grabbed the note out of the pharmacy.

At this time, Cheng Enni's mind was completely messed up, and she couldn't think at all. Questions ran wildly in her mind one after another.

Could it be that Xie Lingjun is mentally ill?

Why did Xie Maoyan take this medicine?
Why did he lie to himself?
Is Xie Maoyan's condition serious?
Does he have to take this medicine all the time to control himself?
Will this disease be inherited in the future?

Will there be any uncontrollable situation!

……

Cheng Enni's mind was almost overwhelmed by countless questions. Cheng Enni was just passing by the pharmacy at first, and she had other things to deal with, but now she can't do anything.

Back home in a muddle along the way, Cheng Enni stabilized her emotions, first called the factory, and after explaining the matter, she was ready to carefully sort out the matters related to the medicine.

But she couldn't figure it out at all. Cheng Enni forced herself to sleep, but she didn't sleep well at all. The whole night, she just kept dreaming, dreaming about her previous life, dreaming about this life, dreaming about Xie Maoyan, and dreaming about Xie Lingjun looked at her ferociously.

When she woke up again, she looked at the time and realized that she had only slept for an hour. Cheng Enni got up and sat up for a while. After thinking about it, she called Xie Maoyan and told him to go home quickly.

She couldn't pretend she didn't know about it, after all, she had to talk about it openly and honestly.

Cheng Enni didn't say anything on the phone, but told Xie Maoyan to go home immediately. Xie Maoyan set off for home almost immediately. It usually takes 15 minutes to drive, but today he arrived home in less than 10 minutes.

"What's the matter, what's the matter?" Cheng Enni's voice was very weak on the phone, Xie Maoyan was worried that something happened to her, so he rushed into the house as soon as he got home, and he pushed the three dogs away when they came up to him.

Cheng Enni sat at the desk and looked at him silently. At this time, she actually wanted to smile, but she couldn't. She put the paper with the name of the medicine on the table and pushed it towards Xie Maoyan.

Xie Maoyan's movements stopped and his voice stopped. He looked at the paper, and then slowly raised his head to look at Cheng Enni.

"You know everything?" Xie Maoyan's voice was dry like never before.

Cheng Enni nodded, "I went to the pharmacy and asked the doctor, and the doctor told me...it's a medicine for mental illness."

Xie Maoyan took the piece of paper with slightly trembling fingers, and did not speak for a long time. The more he remained silent, the heavier Cheng Enni's heart sank.

"What is the specific situation, shall we face it together?" Cheng Enni walked to Xie Maoyan's hand and held his hand.

The new year is only two days away, and there are only two days left before their first anniversary together.

During this year, Xie Maoyan has never had any aggressive behavior in front of Cheng Enni. No matter how he behaves, everything is normal. Cheng Enni very much hopes that Xie Maoyan will tell her that it is a misdiagnosis or buying the wrong medicine.

But on the other hand, Cheng Enni knew in her heart that no matter how normal Xie Maoyan behaved in front of her, if he needed to take this medicine, there must be something wrong.

"Bidirectional affective disorder, a mental illness with both depression and manic episodes." Xie Maoyan said it with difficulty, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat.

Cheng Enni's heart dropped suddenly, and she didn't dare to blink, afraid that she would cry, "You've been fine all along, the symptoms are very mild, right? Although I didn't unscrew the medicine bottle, it feels heavy, and you don't really need it." Take medicine, right?"

Facing Cheng Enni's expectant gaze, Xie Maoyan wanted to nod, but he couldn't. He was able to maintain his current state because Cheng Enni was by his side.

In addition, it was also because Cheng Enni spent most of his senior year in high school receiving treatment.

As for taking medicine, medicines for mental illness have very serious adverse reactions, and the damage to the body is irreversible. Xie Maoyan tried his best to control the sudden emotional outburst, and he would not take it if he could.

After meeting Cheng Enni, Xie Maoyan stopped taking the medicine directly.

Although Cheng Enni's words and deeds often cause high and low emotions, as long as he thinks that he can't control himself, he will hurt Cheng Enni, or make Cheng Enni sad because he hurt himself, Xie Maoyan can control himself well Emotions.

And the long-term insomnia before, since living with Cheng Enni, has also been effectively controlled, and she can fall asleep with peace of mind.

The medicine is only kept in case it is really uncontrollable.

"The situation is within the controllable range. It's not the worst situation, but it's not so good that it can be ignored." Xie Maoyan looked at Cheng Enni. He was always afraid that if one day he couldn't control himself, he would hurt Cheng Enni and scare him. she.

Now, he is only trying to calm himself down.

Cheng Enni burst into tears, not understanding why such a thing happened to Xie Maoyan.

She reached out to hug Xie Maoyan, but Xie Maoyan suddenly took a step back, Cheng Enni gave Xie Maoyan a blank look, took a big step forward, and hugged Xie Maoyan.

Hugging Xie Maoyan, I realized that Xie Maoyan was trembling all over. Cheng Enni hugged him with great strength, trying to make him stop trembling, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

As she spoke, Cheng Enni cried loudly uncontrollably, her heart and eyes filled with distress, "When was the diagnosis made?"

"When you were in the third year of high school." Xie Maoyan hugged Cheng Enni back, and the trembling eased slightly, "I thought...you would avoid it."

　I'm sick, it's been paved a long time ago, I don't know if the cuties have noticed...

　　Xie Maoyan's illness is required by the setting of the plot, the situation is not serious, he will overcome it with Enni.

　　In reality, bipolar disorder can also be cured. It is only mentioned in the article. I hope you don’t research it, just take a look~~
　　May the little cuties have a happy mood every day!

　　
　
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