Chapter 244
In the blink of an eye, Xia Xizhi had been away from Ji's house for ten days.It's just that after so many days, she and Ji Xiuyu still haven't come to any conclusion.Xia Xizhi insisted on getting a divorce, but Ji Xiuyu still refused to agree.The two were deadlocked like this, and neither could persuade the other.
Holding the flowers in both hands, Xia Xizhi walked slowly towards the Xia family's ancestral grave.She came here today to worship her mother.Looking at the silent environment, there was no emotion on his face.
Arriving at Xia Mu's grave, Xia Xizhi squatted down and looked at the woman on the tombstone with a smile on her face.Looking at her, she said with a smile, "Mom, I'm here to visit you again. Today's flowers are very fresh, with dew hanging on them. You will definitely like them." While talking, Xia Xizhi bent down and took the flowers placed in front of the tombstone.
Squatting down, Xia Xizhi pulled out the weeds as usual. "Mom, you don't have as many weeds as in previous years. It seems that when those people come to worship, they also help you pull out weeds. Well, it's really realistic. After I divorce Xiuyu, they shouldn't be like this Did you do it?"
In order to please Ji Xiuyu, the Xia family was superficially warm to him.After all, they wanted to take advantage of her.It's just that when her use value is gone, will she continue to be beaten back to her original shape?Thinking of this, Xia Xizhi was a little bit disappointed.
"Mom, I'm afraid Xiu Yu and I can't continue. Although we are still in love, there is still a woman in his heart. I am a stingy woman, and I can't share a man with other women." Xia Xizhi said lightly, "So, I planned to get a divorce. But what I didn't expect was that I was pregnant. I was looking forward to that child."
These days, Xia Xizhi's heart was lingering in pain.She knew that the child couldn't stay, otherwise, she and Ji Xiuyu would be confused.But the child is innocent after all, she couldn't bear to let her end the child's life with her own hands.
Erasing all negative emotions, Xia Xizhi looked at the tombstone and said softly: "Mom, in fact, sometimes I asked myself why I was born. As an illegitimate daughter, I have suffered too much since childhood. You, have you Do you regret giving birth to me?"
Xia Xizhi will never know the answer to this question.Thinking of the scene when they were dependent on each other when they were young, Xia Xizhi said with a smile: "Mom, I believe you are the kindest mother in the world, so I am always grateful to you."
Ji Xiuyu's face appeared in front of his eyes, and then Fan Ranxi's face flashed past. Thinking of them, Xia Xizhi frowned.
"Mom, we are different after all. You can bear the burden and live a hopeless dream forever for me, but I can't do it. I would rather lose than let it go." Xia Xizhi said calmly.
Putting her hand on her lower abdomen, imagining that there is a small life here, which is slowly sprouting and growing vigorously, Xia Xizhi closed her eyes in pain.
These days, she has been unable to make up her mind, but at this moment, she finally made a decision.
Standing up, Xia Xizhi bowed towards the tombstone, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm leaving first, and I'll come to see you another day."
After finishing speaking, Xia Xizhi turned around and left. Now that she has made a decision, she must implement it immediately, so as not to give herself any chance to regret it.
In the hospital, Xia Xizhi stood in front of the doctor.Looking at his appearance, the doctor asked: "Miss Xia, have you really decided?"
Listening to his words, Xia Xizhi nodded, and replied seriously: "Yes, I have already made up my mind. My current situation is not suitable for giving birth to this child."
"Does the child's father know?" asked the doctor.
Thinking of Ji Xiuyu, bitterness flashed quickly in her eyes.After humming, Xia Xizhi replied calmly: "He also knows that this is our joint decision. Doctor, please agree."
Seeing that she has already made up her mind, it is not easy for the doctor to change her decision.Thinking of this, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll start arranging the operation now. First go for the pre-operative examination, and the operation will be performed in about an hour."
Bowing to him, Xia Xizhi said gratefully: "Thank you doctor." Saying that, Xia Xizhi picked up the medical card, turned and left.
Sitting alone for a series of inspections, Xia Xizhi tried hard to keep calm.It's just that this decision has always been too difficult for her.Half an hour later, Xia Xizhi sat on a bench in the small park.His eyes were fixed on the front, quietly lost in thought.
With her palm on her lower abdomen, Xia Xizhi said apologetically, "Baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother who's sorry for you. I'm selfish, I can't let you be born. I don't want to force myself to accept an incomplete marriage. But if you are born, you will be born." Will face a future without a father. I hope you don’t blame me.”
She remembered that when she was a child, she sat alone downstairs in the apartment, waiting eagerly for Xia Zhengguo to appear.She still clearly remembers the mood at that time until now.That feeling is very sad.She still remembers that at that time, Mother Xia would always hug her and say apologetically, "Son, it is mother who is sorry for you. Your father, he has another family."
Pulling away from the memory, Xia Xizhi closed her eyes heavily.Stubbornly looking at the sky, forcing tears back into his eyes.Sitting there quietly, this was the last time she and her child got together.
An hour was almost up, looking at the time, Xia Xizhi finally stood up.Slowly turned around, took heavy steps, and walked towards the outpatient building.
When she came to the painless abortion operating room, the nurse saw her and said urgently, "Miss Xia Xizhi, you will be next. Come in with me, we have to start preoperative preparations."
Xia Xizhi hummed, walked calmly behind her, and walked into the operating room.Pointing to a bed, the nurse said calmly: "You lie here first, the surgeon will come in a while, and I will prepare other things."
"It's troublesome." Xia Xizhi said in a weak voice.
After the nurse left, she was alone in the operating room.Xia Xizhi lay on the bed with her hands in front of her body, looking at the ceiling nervously.The nurse quickly came with a series of medical equipment, and Xia Xizhi's heart skipped a beat.
After injecting the liquid into the labor pain, seeing that she was a little nervous, the nurse said soothingly: "Don't be nervous, I will give you anesthesia first. The operation will not start until you fall asleep. The operation will be over when you wake up. "
Holding her belly, Xia Xizhi said softly, "At that time, my child had already left me."
The nurse came to her side, holding a syringe, looking serious. "It hurts a bit, bear with it." The nurse reminded.
His lips were tightly pressed together, looking at the long syringe, tears rolled down his eyes quietly. "I'm sorry." Xia Xizhi apologized silently with tears in her eyes.
(End of this chapter)
In the blink of an eye, Xia Xizhi had been away from Ji's house for ten days.It's just that after so many days, she and Ji Xiuyu still haven't come to any conclusion.Xia Xizhi insisted on getting a divorce, but Ji Xiuyu still refused to agree.The two were deadlocked like this, and neither could persuade the other.
Holding the flowers in both hands, Xia Xizhi walked slowly towards the Xia family's ancestral grave.She came here today to worship her mother.Looking at the silent environment, there was no emotion on his face.
Arriving at Xia Mu's grave, Xia Xizhi squatted down and looked at the woman on the tombstone with a smile on her face.Looking at her, she said with a smile, "Mom, I'm here to visit you again. Today's flowers are very fresh, with dew hanging on them. You will definitely like them." While talking, Xia Xizhi bent down and took the flowers placed in front of the tombstone.
Squatting down, Xia Xizhi pulled out the weeds as usual. "Mom, you don't have as many weeds as in previous years. It seems that when those people come to worship, they also help you pull out weeds. Well, it's really realistic. After I divorce Xiuyu, they shouldn't be like this Did you do it?"
In order to please Ji Xiuyu, the Xia family was superficially warm to him.After all, they wanted to take advantage of her.It's just that when her use value is gone, will she continue to be beaten back to her original shape?Thinking of this, Xia Xizhi was a little bit disappointed.
"Mom, I'm afraid Xiu Yu and I can't continue. Although we are still in love, there is still a woman in his heart. I am a stingy woman, and I can't share a man with other women." Xia Xizhi said lightly, "So, I planned to get a divorce. But what I didn't expect was that I was pregnant. I was looking forward to that child."
These days, Xia Xizhi's heart was lingering in pain.She knew that the child couldn't stay, otherwise, she and Ji Xiuyu would be confused.But the child is innocent after all, she couldn't bear to let her end the child's life with her own hands.
Erasing all negative emotions, Xia Xizhi looked at the tombstone and said softly: "Mom, in fact, sometimes I asked myself why I was born. As an illegitimate daughter, I have suffered too much since childhood. You, have you Do you regret giving birth to me?"
Xia Xizhi will never know the answer to this question.Thinking of the scene when they were dependent on each other when they were young, Xia Xizhi said with a smile: "Mom, I believe you are the kindest mother in the world, so I am always grateful to you."
Ji Xiuyu's face appeared in front of his eyes, and then Fan Ranxi's face flashed past. Thinking of them, Xia Xizhi frowned.
"Mom, we are different after all. You can bear the burden and live a hopeless dream forever for me, but I can't do it. I would rather lose than let it go." Xia Xizhi said calmly.
Putting her hand on her lower abdomen, imagining that there is a small life here, which is slowly sprouting and growing vigorously, Xia Xizhi closed her eyes in pain.
These days, she has been unable to make up her mind, but at this moment, she finally made a decision.
Standing up, Xia Xizhi bowed towards the tombstone, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm leaving first, and I'll come to see you another day."
After finishing speaking, Xia Xizhi turned around and left. Now that she has made a decision, she must implement it immediately, so as not to give herself any chance to regret it.
In the hospital, Xia Xizhi stood in front of the doctor.Looking at his appearance, the doctor asked: "Miss Xia, have you really decided?"
Listening to his words, Xia Xizhi nodded, and replied seriously: "Yes, I have already made up my mind. My current situation is not suitable for giving birth to this child."
"Does the child's father know?" asked the doctor.
Thinking of Ji Xiuyu, bitterness flashed quickly in her eyes.After humming, Xia Xizhi replied calmly: "He also knows that this is our joint decision. Doctor, please agree."
Seeing that she has already made up her mind, it is not easy for the doctor to change her decision.Thinking of this, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll start arranging the operation now. First go for the pre-operative examination, and the operation will be performed in about an hour."
Bowing to him, Xia Xizhi said gratefully: "Thank you doctor." Saying that, Xia Xizhi picked up the medical card, turned and left.
Sitting alone for a series of inspections, Xia Xizhi tried hard to keep calm.It's just that this decision has always been too difficult for her.Half an hour later, Xia Xizhi sat on a bench in the small park.His eyes were fixed on the front, quietly lost in thought.
With her palm on her lower abdomen, Xia Xizhi said apologetically, "Baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother who's sorry for you. I'm selfish, I can't let you be born. I don't want to force myself to accept an incomplete marriage. But if you are born, you will be born." Will face a future without a father. I hope you don’t blame me.”
She remembered that when she was a child, she sat alone downstairs in the apartment, waiting eagerly for Xia Zhengguo to appear.She still clearly remembers the mood at that time until now.That feeling is very sad.She still remembers that at that time, Mother Xia would always hug her and say apologetically, "Son, it is mother who is sorry for you. Your father, he has another family."
Pulling away from the memory, Xia Xizhi closed her eyes heavily.Stubbornly looking at the sky, forcing tears back into his eyes.Sitting there quietly, this was the last time she and her child got together.
An hour was almost up, looking at the time, Xia Xizhi finally stood up.Slowly turned around, took heavy steps, and walked towards the outpatient building.
When she came to the painless abortion operating room, the nurse saw her and said urgently, "Miss Xia Xizhi, you will be next. Come in with me, we have to start preoperative preparations."
Xia Xizhi hummed, walked calmly behind her, and walked into the operating room.Pointing to a bed, the nurse said calmly: "You lie here first, the surgeon will come in a while, and I will prepare other things."
"It's troublesome." Xia Xizhi said in a weak voice.
After the nurse left, she was alone in the operating room.Xia Xizhi lay on the bed with her hands in front of her body, looking at the ceiling nervously.The nurse quickly came with a series of medical equipment, and Xia Xizhi's heart skipped a beat.
After injecting the liquid into the labor pain, seeing that she was a little nervous, the nurse said soothingly: "Don't be nervous, I will give you anesthesia first. The operation will not start until you fall asleep. The operation will be over when you wake up. "
Holding her belly, Xia Xizhi said softly, "At that time, my child had already left me."
The nurse came to her side, holding a syringe, looking serious. "It hurts a bit, bear with it." The nurse reminded.
His lips were tightly pressed together, looking at the long syringe, tears rolled down his eyes quietly. "I'm sorry." Xia Xizhi apologized silently with tears in her eyes.
(End of this chapter)
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