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Chapter 12 I Didn't Want You
"I've never seen such a difficult interview!" The team leader said sadly as he looked at the reporter who had just walked out the door.

Finally got the interview materials for this period of time, everyone looked at each other and smiled with relief, but Lin Chengcheng looked at the call on his mobile phone, and suddenly became sad again.

Ever since Gu Shengyan mentioned meeting his grandmother, she has become a little cautious when connecting to the phone.

It's not that she doesn't want to go, it's just that her elders from the next generation died very early, and she has never had the experience of getting along with her grandparents in her memory. She is afraid that she will not like her, and that her grandma will dislike her.

If you don't like it, what should you do!

The continuous vibrating sound of the phone caught everyone's attention, so she had no choice but to run to the stairs to pick it up.

"Why didn't you answer the phone again?"

Lin Chengcheng felt slightly guilty, it seemed that he hadn't answered the phone many times recently.

But that's not because I'm busy.

"Well, I'm busy."

"Well. When can I go back?"

"almost."

Lin Chengcheng bit his lip, wanting to end the phone call as soon as possible, afraid that he would bring up the matter of seeing grandma again.

"Remember to eat on time."

"Yeah." Lin Chengcheng was afraid that everyone was waiting for her, so he said, "That's it, I'll hang up first."

Gu Shengyan couldn't help frowning at the busy tone. He looked at the darkened screen of his phone and didn't move for a long time.

For the next half month, Lin Chengcheng seemed to be in this state. The continuous reporting was the result of many sleepless nights.

But halfway through the report, Ms. Zhou suddenly stopped providing information and turned them away.

Ni Yang has not given a response.

until this evening.

Lin Chengcheng happened to stay at Miss Zhou's door, sitting in the stairwell, drowsy.

Suddenly, the people around her patted her awake: "Everyone, wake up, Miss Zhou seems to have entered the elevator, is she going out?"

When everyone rushed to the elevator door, they saw that the number of stairs gradually went up until they stopped at the top floor.

"She won't jump off the building?"

A voice sounded from the crowd, and it coincided with what everyone was afraid of but couldn't believe.

It was two o'clock at night.

Downstairs of the [-]th-floor apartment, there are only a few passers-by watching. From downstairs, no one can even be seen standing on the roof. Only the raised cordon and air mattresses remind people of what is happening here .

Lin Chengcheng ran upstairs with everyone, and stood at the door of the rooftop, looking at the woman sitting on the edge of the roof, she even felt a little weak in her legs.

Naturally, the photographer would not let go of such exclusive news, but due to the existence of the police uncle, he had to take out the miniature camera and constantly adjust the position.

Lin Chengcheng stood in the crowd, a little at a loss.In such a high and open place, she was already very scared just standing there, how could she have the courage to take another step forward.

The reporters who have been in frequent contact with Ms. Zhou in recent days tried to take her away from the brink of danger, but there was no way.The psychological mediator brought by the police uncle is obviously more professional.

Under the guidance of the mediator, Ms. Zhou finally spoke.

She said that if Ni Yang did not come to see her, she would not come down.

At this time, Xiaopang, the cameraman on the side, shared the video on the website, but the voice of the crowd still failed to make Ni Yang take any action.

Throughout the whole incident, he seemed to be an outsider, standing in the middle of the slobbering of the crowd, looking coldly at this poor and ridiculous girl.

After a stalemate like this for three hours, it was already getting dark, but Miss Zhou still refused to come down.And the cold and damp morning quickly made this frail girl exhausted.

The moment she almost fainted, two policemen stopped her in time.

When the stretcher carried her by, Lin Chengcheng heard her voice clearly amidst the noise:
"We've had good times too and he'll definitely come back. He's just too busy so I'll just have to wait for him."

Everyone who heard it comforted Yinghe, but Lin Chengcheng secretly felt sad.

It should be because she really had a beautiful love that she is willing to let go of her self-esteem and moral bottom line and wait for this person.But such unrequited love still made her not hesitate to destroy herself and the one she loved.

Lin Chengcheng stood where he was, forgetting to leave.

She doesn't understand love yet, but she knows that true love should not be hurt.

Standing in the cold wind, she suddenly missed Gu Shengyan.

Before seeing the tragedy, people can keep silent or talk and laugh happily about it, but once they have experienced it so clearly and come into contact with it intimately, they cannot be ignored, and only deep and regret remain in their hearts.

After dialing the phone, she knew it was very early, but she just wanted to hear his voice.

The call was quickly picked up.

"what happened?"

His voice seemed to be the source of all warmth, but it was so sleepy that it made her feel extremely at ease.

"miss you."

Gu Shengyan woke up for three minutes, and heard her say again: "You said, when lovers separate, don't they have to die?"

He frowned, didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"I don't understand. If you really loved each other so much and treated each other so sincerely, how could you be willing to destroy each other and hurt yourself." She looked at the place where Miss Zhou had just sat, and said to herself.

Such a beautiful age, but because of love, two people were ruined.

Gu Shengyan didn't respond for a long time, he must have fallen asleep again.

After hanging up the phone, she also wanted to go back to the hotel quickly, take a shower, and sleep well.

What she didn't know was that the person on the other end of the phone didn't close his eyes anymore.

Does she want to break up?
He couldn't ask.

For the first time, he was afraid to hear the answer.

It's been a long time since I heard her chirping about work, and it's been a long time since she asked him sweetly if he had eaten.

Three days later, Ms. Zhou was discharged from the hospital, but she never responded or appeared in the public eye again.

And Ni Yang, from the beginning to the end, did not respond.

Lin Chengcheng was probably the person who followed Ni Yang's Weibo the most after this incident faded out of public view.And every time she looked at it, she would make Miss Zhou even more worthless.

Spring in this city is always very short, and the arrival of early summer is already so hot that it makes people a little upset. Lin Chengcheng finally returned home from T City, took a shower, and fell asleep deeply.

After not having a good rest for a month, her well-developed sleep cells finally played a role.

In a drowsy state, it was already the second night when she woke up, and she still woke up smelling the smell of her father's rice.

Lin Chengcheng looked at the radiant Ms. Li across the dining table, biting her chopsticks, and said hesitantly, "Mom, what was your first time seeing your mother-in-law?"

"Huh?" Lin Guohai's reaction was obviously faster than his wife's.

"Where is your mother-in-law?" Ms. Li pondered for a moment, "You mean, Xiaoyan's grandmother?"

"Ah."

"Have you developed so fast?" Ms. Li looked at her daughter with high spirits, unable to hide her pride.

"Mom, people are asking you about something serious."

"Oh, my mother told you that people of the older generation like cute and cute girls, and you just fit it!" Ms. Li came over and patted her on the shoulder, "Relax, Mom Believe in you."

Lin Chengcheng smiled awkwardly, thinking, you didn't give any advice at all, okay?

"Why are you eating at home today? Didn't Xiaoyan come back today?" Ms. Li glanced at the insufficient food on the plate and asked resentfully.

"No, he won't be back until tomorrow." Lin Chengcheng pretended not to see his mother's eyes, and continued to attack the dishes on the plate.

"Isn't it number 18?"

Lin Chengcheng turned on the phone in horror.

Today is actually the 18th!
She actually slept for so long!

I promised to wait for him at home!

No text messages and no missed calls!

Just then Jimmy's call came.

She swallowed, and picked it up slowly.

"Chengcheng, come to my house to pick him up."

"What's up with him?"

"It should be drunk." Jimmy looked at the people on the sofa, "At least for now."

"Did you drink? Did you go out to socialize?" She got up and cleaned herself up quickly.

"Just... Nannan broke up with me. I asked him to drink with me, but he didn't drink with me. He drank there by himself and then got drunk." Jimmy said aggrievedly, "But Nannan just hit The phone is given to me, so come quickly, I'm leaving immediately!"

Lin Chengcheng sighed, her brain capacity has never been able to remember the names of Jimmy's girlfriends, but, is Gu Shengyan so bad at drinking?

When she arrived, Jimmy was already standing at the door, pointing to the living room.

Following the direction Jimmy pointed, she saw Gu Shengyan leaning on the sofa, his eyes closed but frowning slightly, his face looked a little lonely under the dim light.

There were several bottles of bottomless red wine on the table, two crystal clear red wine glasses, one of which was missing a corner, and the cracks on the glasses glistened under the light.

She approached him and squatted down.

"Is he all right?"

"Chengcheng, he is not a person who accepts others easily. Over the years, I have been the only one by his side. But after all, what I can give him is much less than you."

"I'll tell you the truth, when he decided to keep you by his side, I objected. But like he said, in these years, he has never seen anyone as clean and pure as you."

"He is not a complicated person, so such a person has very pure feelings." Jimmy looked at Lin Chengcheng and said seriously, "Trust him and don't hurt him."

Lin Chengcheng tried to speak, but saw Jimmy raised his hand: "Don't tell me, you guys have a good chat, I'm going to find Nannan." After that, he picked up his coat and closed the door.

Lin Chengcheng was confused when he heard this, and touched Gu Shengyan's face, but saw him frown slightly, and held her hand.

"Where did you go?" he asked, sleepily.

"At home, I just... overslept."

He leaned over, patted the sofa beside him, and motioned her to sit down.

Just as Lin Chengcheng made the movement to sit down, he was gently pulled into his arms.

Not strong, but firm.

"Sincerely."

"Yeah." The little face rubbed against his chest lightly.

"My life has always been like this, busy, monotonous, and deserted. I love you with my heart, but I don't intend to put you in trouble. I didn't think carefully and failed to protect you, but I can learn."

"Unless, this kind of me is not what you want."

He put his lips against the top of her head and said softly.

He finally determined that in the past 30 years, the frustration and powerlessness that he had never felt at this time came from this little thing in his arms.

The smell of red wine filled her senses, and she suddenly felt a little tipsy.

"I didn't want you." She bit her lip, she didn't know what to do, but she felt sorry for him slightly.

"You don't want to see grandma."

"Well... Sheng Yan, there are no elders in my family, so I don't know how to get along with them. So, I'm just afraid that your grandma won't like me." She blamed herself a little, "But I am willing now, my mother has taught me how to get along with them. It has helped me a lot." She looked at him with a smile, "Look, it's not that I didn't take it to heart."

He frowned: "What about the person who delivered the medicine?"

"Ah?" There was a sly smile on the corner of her mouth, "That's a boy from our logistics department. You know that sometimes it's very hard to go on missions. He will help everyone buy things and book hotels. Everyone is taken care of. Well done."

He didn't speak, but Lin Chengcheng could hear the strong and powerful heartbeat in his chest, so regular, steady and warm.

In silence, Lin Chengcheng thought about every word he heard tonight.

No matter how dull she was, at this moment, she felt so sorry for the man holding her.

She blamed herself very much. In this relationship, she loved so contradictoryly but cautiously. She often flinched because of fear. She never measured what he had paid for herself and what she had paid for him.In his love, I let myself be moved, but I often decide to advance or retreat in the relationship because of emotions.

She only considered her own lack of self-confidence and doubts, but never considered his thoughts.

While she accepted the sense of security he gave, she couldn't see his fear.

He accepted her into his life, but was afraid that his boring life would scare her away.

And she never gave him the slightest sense of security.

Thinking of this, her nose was sour, and tears fell.

Gu Shengyan felt a clear sense of moisture from his arm, and stroked her hair.

"what happened?"

He didn't wait for an answer, but waited until his lips were warm.

She raised her head, closed her eyes and kissed her, her trembling eyelashes were still wet.

He was surprised at first, and then accepted her enthusiasm.

Her lips gradually became hot and soft, a temperature he had never felt before, different from the cold touch before, but real, full of warmth and excitement.

The arms around her waist gradually tightened, she raised her head, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"

He shook his head, but his soft voice catalyzed the enthusiasm in his breath.

Lin Chengcheng, who had been kissed to the point of being sloppy, regained his senses at this moment, but he didn't know how to end the current situation when facing a slightly drunk person.

The moment the clothes were lifted, she gently pushed the people around her away: "It's outside!"

"Then let's go home."

Lin Chengcheng stood in the corridor, looking at Gu Shengyan's empty palm.

"I didn't bring the key." She bit her lip and left in such a hurry that she forgot to bring it.

Gu Shengyan rubbed his temples, and pulled her back to the room behind him.

Lin Chengcheng thought that this was the end of the matter.

until--

She was half asleep and half awake when she heard a voice in her ear.

"Lin Chengcheng, you still have to pay back what you owe me."

A simple sentence shocked her whole body.If it weren't for her powerful sleep mechanism, she might really be scared into insomnia.

The next day, Lin Chengcheng was woken up by the sound of tinkling.

After going out, she saw Gu Shengyan's satisfied expression and the newly changed combination lock on the door.

Gu Shengyan's vacation made some people busy day and night.

The photo in Dai Yue's hand is the best proof.

People with a heart will always find what they want in various ways.

Weeks of hard work were not in vain.

In the tea house, Dai Yue flipped through the photos in her hand, but pursed her lips dissatisfied.

"I don't think these are enough."

"Miss Dai, we can only do this. If you want something more powerful, you may need people around you." The man wearing sunglasses said distressedly, "You know, the place where Gu Shengyan lives is generally We couldn’t get in, and we had to find various relationships to take such a few photos, which is already very difficult.”

Dai Yue raised the corner of her mouth: "Really? Then help me make an appointment with this little girl."

"Tang Jing?" The man looked at the investigation report on the table and repeated the part of the name, "This is?"

"You don't need to know, just make an appointment." Dai Yue paused, "Make an appointment now."

"Okay, do you want to see the cost?"

"You can check it, it should have arrived."

Under the guise of Lanfeng's competitor, the man soon made an appointment with Tang Jing.

The moment she entered the door, Tang Jing's uncontrollable surprise was captured sensitively by the person sitting.

"Hello, Miss Tang." Dai Yue got up and extended her hand generously.

"Hello."

After taking her seat, Tang Jing became more convinced of her previous guess, and she couldn't wait to ask, "May I ask you to find me for something?"

"I think Miss Tang is not a person who beats around the bush. I just heard that the top female student in the Journalism Department of G University has never been reused since she entered Lanfeng. I feel a little sorry." Dai Yue showed distress.

These words obviously touched Tang Jing's sore spot. Since she entered school, she has been No.1 in the entire journalism department.No matter how you think about it, with his excellent professionalism, Lin Chengcheng can't compare to her.

However, at some point, she even felt that she was not valued as much as Lin Chengcheng.

Seeing that Tang Jing didn't speak, Dai Yue spoke again: "I heard that Ms. Tang's college roommate is also working in your club. It's really a fate. After graduation, I can still see her every day."

"Don't mention her to me." Tang Jing showed displeasure, and said what she thought in her heart.

"Oh? Is there any contradiction?" Dai Yue persuaded with interest.

"No." Tang Jing realized her gaffe and covered it up casually.

"Yes, Ms. Tang is also a smart person. Now that Lin Chengcheng has a backer like Gu Shengyan, the magazine can promote her with any excuse. There are some contradictions, and they really shouldn't be there." Dai Yue stretched out her hand and patted Tang Jing. hands on the table.

"To be honest with Ms. Tang, I was also like this when I just graduated. So people like us who have no connections and connections, no matter how great our skills are, we still can't compare with them."

"Miss Dai, I don't understand what you're talking about." Tang Jing pretended to be calm.

Dai Yue smiled slightly, and pushed a stack of photos in front of her.

"This is?"

"Miss Tang didn't know. Sigh, you are said to be good sisters, but you don't even want to share such trivial matters. It seems that people don't take Miss Tang seriously."

Tang Jing's hands gradually tightened.

"Miss Dai, I have no conflict with Chengcheng. Even if she didn't tell me now, it's a matter between us, so I don't bother you to ask." Tang Jing stood up, "If you have nothing else, I'll go back to work first , thank you for the invitation."

"Wait a minute, this is my phone number. If Miss Tang needs it, I'll be there for you at any time." Dai Yue got up and put a green card in Tang Jing's palm.

After Tang Jing left, Dai Yue rubbed her fingernails with satisfaction, admiring them one by one, not leaving in a hurry.

In the group meeting in the afternoon, Tang Jing sat far away from Lin Chengcheng with her thoughts in mind.

No matter how Lin Chengcheng waved his hands, she remained indifferent.

The meeting praised Xiaopang who took pictures on the rooftop, and promoted him to be the team leader.

Sitting in the crowd, Lin Chengcheng lamented Xiaopang's "professionalism" that was always at the top of his list. Facing a girl who was about to jump off a building, he had the heart to pick up the camera to shoot.

After the meeting, she stood at the door waiting for Tang Jing to come out, but she waited until Liu Lanlan.

Liu Lanlan looked at her with a smile, and whispered, "Don't worry, do it well, you will be next."

Tang Jing just came out and was stunned at the door.Jealousy and anger made her unable to control her emotions. Could it be that, as Dai Yue said, her abilities were no match for Lin Chengcheng's backer?
The grievance in her heart made her lose her mind, she knew very well that it was incomparable.

She avoided Lin Chengcheng and ran out through the back door.

In the bathroom, she took out the crumpled and wet green card and dialed the number on it.

(End of this chapter)