Chapter 277

Alan:

I haven't contacted you for so long, how are you doing?
I know you won't forgive me, but I still miss you very much.

I want to write this last letter to you.

The first time I saw you, you were the eldest lady of the Su family who was famous in the capital. At that time, you were so innocent and pure, and my heart was moved at the first sight.

Obviously I am the one who loves you the most, but you fell in love with that man.

What's so good about him, a prodigal son in love, but you have a deep-rooted affection for him.

I would have my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon illuminates the ditch.

One mistake, one thought becomes a demon.

Finally trying to possess you.

I know that Alan will not forgive me, and even hate me.But it doesn't matter, as long as you can stay by my side, I am willing to do so even if I am lost.

Step by step, the organs are exhausted.

The wrong things I did, I can't even face myself, but I don't regret it.

Even if the ending won't be happy, I still involve you in it.

You are my salvation, the savior who can give me all the beauty.

Your loving eyes, your silly words, your every care, I want to have these, but I am afraid that I will never have this initial dream in this life.

I wanted to keep all the best sides, but in the end you know it all.

I have also hinted at everything you have about me, and I have thought about giving up everything to be with you, but I know you will not want me, it is just my wishful thinking.

When I understand my love for you, I understand the meaning of life. I understand you, I care about you, and I love you.

Maybe you forget me, maybe you hate me, but I still love you.

In the last time in the prison, I slowly recalled the memories we had, until I forgot that the spring is warm and the grass is green, and the autumn leaves are falling, I miss you all the time.

Looking at the starry sky, I hope they can tell you, can I bring you a drop of my tears by the wind?
I miss you quietly and bless you silently.

When I decided to love, I had no hesitation.

Between love and not love, there is no free time and space for me to choose.

Your indifference intensifies the pain that must be parted.

When I decided to love, I was already giving my all.

Although I am so humble, I still pray for your mercy.

The heart should not be a desert.

Can you, after your sudden descent, don't steal my only source of life, and then disappear without guilt?
Because, apart from the uneasy love in my heart, there is nothing else I can exchange with you.

When I decided to love, I was already obsessed with no regrets.

Even though, knowing that your hangover was a sadness experienced outside my world.

You must not remember that under the thin crescent moon, you once cried and told me.Your deep silhouette under the street lamp was so painful that a meteor fell.

Even though the long-cherished wish placed on the shooting star that night would never come true, I still, still persist.

Perseverance keeps me awake all the time, and I never let that true love fall asleep.And you? You must only remember that you have been in pain and drunk.

For you, I may be just a faint fire behind you, fleeting.

Even though, my flame heart was extremely hot during the grief of your hangover.

But your back view never stops for me.

When I decided to love, I couldn't convince myself anymore: don't care, don't sigh, this is just another Shakespeare play where you hurriedly closed the curtain just as I was about to go on stage.

Fate has destined me, the more beautiful things are, the more untouchable they are.Ending alone is my only ending.

But my heart is so stubbornly determined that I must choose to love.

Reason can't control emotions, I sold myself desperately to a tangled entanglement, just for the indifference of you staring at me!
At the moment when the curtain is about to open.

When I don't look back, when I give everything, when I am obsessed with no regrets, I know that I will lose you forever.

But I still make the decision like this, and I still spend my salary so indulgently.

When I decided to love, I already unconsciously, how long have I loved you?
Alan, it's the last time.

I just want to say to you, I love you.

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(End of this chapter)

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