Crossing the Queen Feitian: The Harem Male Concubine

Chapter 138 The male concubine was demoted, willing to stay in the cold palace (7)

Seeing that she didn't move, Mo Yu went to get the bowl of bird's nest porridge by himself, and sat on the other side, blocking Fei Tian's view, Mo Yu asked her: "Then... shall I feed you?"

He heard a faint sneer. 
She said: "I don't want...you hate me, don't save me—I want to go home."

"How do you go back? Isn't the palace your home? A male servant...is it your home?"

"You won't understand... Only Yu Feitian here is dead, and I on the other side... can live..."

But Mo Yu asked her back: "If you die, can't you live there?" This question echoed in the empty bedroom, and he finally brought her back to her sanity, Fei Tian raised his eyes and stared at him, Her lips were bloodless.

"Do you know why I agreed to enter the palace to be your male concubine?"

Fei Tian lowered her gaze, and she asked: "Sister Huang persuaded you...wasn't it?"

"Yes. She said a lot of interests - thousands of reasons, I don't want to accept it. Only that sentence made me feel relieved. She said that there is hope in life, and if you die, you will die." You don’t have the future you want. Since you have the courage to die, why don’t you have the courage to live on your own?”

She smiled weakly, and she admitted that she was weak and incompetent... She was not suitable for intrigue here.

Want to die, really simple. 
Wanting to live... It's harder than going to heaven, she doesn't have any reason or expectation to live, does she have to live like a walking dead?

Mo Yu said again: "If you say...Your Majesty, you are jealous of my affair with the eldest princess, then...I am also telling the truth, I am jealous of the relationship between Your Majesty and Jiu Zhao, and the status of a male servant can make Your Majesty Can't let go, his life and death are enough to make anyone jealous."

She said lightly: "Yeah... She and him... I broke them up. Did they meet in another world?"

He gave her another hope: "Isn't Your Majesty willing to wait for someone worth waiting for? Maybe... soon, you will find that there is someone who is willing to die to protect you by your side."

(End of this chapter)