Nongmen doctor girl: relying on a husband to give birth to a baby

Chapter 115 She's Still Here

When the emperor came to Concubine Xu Shu's place at night, she had just put the little princess to sleep. Minghu announced that the emperor was coming. Concubine Xu Shu took a look at Chang Che, bowed her head and hummed, and closed the door to go out.

A few days ago Concubine Xu Shu asked the little princess how often she saw Huang Ama before, and the little princess said it was a long, long time.There is no concept of time in the minds of children. It may be a long time. Concubine Xu Shu feels distressed when she looks at the little princess, so she spends more time on her. When Concubine Hui and Concubine Wen came recently, Concubine Xu Shu accompanied the little princess Princess.

Why ask the little princess this question?

That day, the emperor came to accompany Concubine Xu Shu for breakfast.Concubine Xu Shu was feeding Chang Che. When the emperor came in and saw Chang Che for the first time, he froze for a moment, as if recalling who the child in Concubine Xu Shu's arms was. She remained silent for a few seconds before realizing that Concubine Xu Shu was looking at the emperor's face. You can tell what's going on just by the expression, and Chang Che calls out with a sneer.

Chang Che looked at the emperor in a daze, not knowing what to shout.

The little princess is still young and can be forgiven, but the emperor took a long time to remember his own daughter, how chilling is it?If Chang Che thought of this look after many years, how heartbroken would it be?So Concubine Xu Shu hugged the little princess and asked her to call Huang Ama, Chang Chen yelled loudly, and the emperor reached out and hugged her to coax her for a while.

From that day on, Concubine Xu Shu vowed from the bottom of her heart that everyone would remember Chang Che as a child, and that she would love Chang Che instead of her mother, and let the emperor firmly remember this child. This child was destined to be helped by Concubine Xu Shu The name will be left in history, but it's too early to say, let's look at the present.

Concubine Xu Shu entered the room and saw the emperor sitting on a soft couch reading a book.

"Your Majesty." Concubine Xu Shu called softly, waving everyone around her to get out.The emperor raised the corners of his lips and smiled, stretched out a hand for Concubine Xu Shu to hold, he exerted a little force, Concubine Xu Shu sat next to the emperor and glanced at the scroll he was reading, why did the emperor read the scroll of loyalty, filial piety and righteousness recently?
Concubine Xu Shu turned her eyes and asked softly: "Your Majesty, why are you here so late? Didn't you say that you are going to deal with paperwork in the Imperial Study today? You didn't come even if I invited you to dinner."

Concubine Hui was here during dinner, and Concubine Xu Shu thought that it would be great to let the emperor come and eat together, and then go back with Concubine Hui justifiably.But the emperor said that there are still some things that have not been dealt with and he will not come over. Concubine Xu Shu looked at Concubine Hui's disappointed eyebrows and eyes, so she could only comfort her.

Unexpectedly, the emperor would come over at this time.

The emperor looked away from the scroll and glanced at Concubine Xu Shu, smiled and twisted Concubine Xu Shu's nose and said, "I don't know what you are thinking? Don't waste your energy, Concubine Hui is still young, and she is lying on me. Too many bad thoughts."

To the emperor and Concubine Xu Shu, Concubine Hui is really just a child, young and cautious, not suitable for living in the palace.Concubine Xu Shu couldn't keep staring at Concubine Hui for fear that something would happen to her.

Only when there are other people in Shaohua Palace, Concubine Xu Shu will take the initiative to invite the emperor, otherwise she would rather eat by herself.

Although the emperor didn't want to admit it, Concubine Xu Shu paid much less attention to him after returning to the palace. Normally, Concubine Xu Shu would not appear in front of the emperor if there was nothing wrong. Concubine Xu Shu is here.Or if Concubine Xu Shu's body felt unwell, the emperor would come over as soon as possible, and he was more attentive than the empress, which established Concubine Xu Shu's status in the palace.

Concubine Xu Shu lowered her eyes, and said lightly: "Since the emperor knows that it is the concubine's thoughts, why not just follow the flow? The concubine thinks that the emperor let Concubine Hui enter the palace because he likes Concubine Hui's quietness, which is rarely so quiet in this palace." The concubine, the concubine thought the emperor liked it."

Speaking of which, Concubine Xu Shu got up from the emperor, walked slowly to the door, and put down the veil.Minghu stood in the outer room and glanced at Concubine Xu Shu, she made a look, Minghu nodded and left.

After returning to the palace, Concubine Xu Shu knew that the possibility of her pregnancy was relatively small, and the number of times she had intercourse with the emperor was also much less. When she was first named Concubine Xu Shu, she was almost the favorite of the special room, but at that time Concubine Xu Shu was full of thoughts. want a child.Xie Ling'er also said that she could have a baby, but the possibility is a little less.

Then she doesn't need to work hard, she is not young anymore, why use her life for a child?

Concubine Wen's child, Concubine Hui's child, anyone's child is fine, as long as it can be used, Concubine Xu Shu will not be soft-hearted.

At night, when Concubine Xu Shu opened her eyes, the emperor was already sound asleep.I heard that the emperor hadn't slept well during the years she left the palace, and would wake up from nightmares every night. Concubine Xu Shu didn't know if it was true or not, but Concubine Wen and Concubine Hui both said so.

Even many newcomers to the palace said so, Concubine Xu Shu looked sideways at the emperor's sleeping face.I'm afraid he seldom sleeps like this!Concubine Xu Shu turned sideways, in fact, how much she liked the emperor when she first entered the palace!I am not afraid of anything, I just want to be with the emperor.

But he is different, he wants to love himself, but also the queen and so many concubines or children in the harem.Every emperor wants to love her, so the love given to her is really too little. Concubine Xu Shu is also a stubborn woman.

The death of the child drove Concubine Xu Shu into madness, not to mention that she knew that the queen killed her child, and the man lying next to her also knew that the queen did it, and that it was the only wife he was married to. can not do.

She could only watch the child die like this. She hugged the child's body and cried for two days and two nights.

Then he remained calm until the emperor and queen felt scared.

"Why did you wake up?" The emperor asked the doctor in a nasal voice. Concubine Xu Shu looked at the emperor and replied, "No, this concubine just wanted to see you. It seems that I haven't seen the emperor like this for a long time, and you are getting old." She reached out to touch the emperor's hair, and the temples were slightly graying.

He is old, and he is also old.

"Yeah, we are all old, even the queen is old, what do you think we should do? If you don't come back, what should I do?" The emperor tightly held Concubine Xu Shu's hand and would not let go.

Concubine Xu Shu looked at the emperor's face in the dark night. She knew that after she came back, the emperor would often visit her in the middle of the night. She didn't need anyone's notification, so she would sneak in to take a look, and then left.

How afraid of losing and how afraid of losing again.

He was afraid that this was a dream, so he woke up to prove that she was still there.

(End of this chapter)