Chapter 347 Silent Despair

On the first day Cheng Xiaoxiao went to the company, she felt uneasy. She always thought about what to do when Lu Jinyan was alone at home, although before going out, she had repeatedly confirmed that everything was in place and told him .

Lu Jinyan has a good memory and is familiar with her family, so there shouldn't be any mistakes, but in the face of tedious and busy work, his shadow keeps appearing in her mind.

Such a habit is not good, she knows that she must make a change, between two people, if this state continues, one of them will collapse sooner or later, she will try to let him get used to it slowly.

But almost as long as he thinks of him facing these things alone, Cheng Xiaoxiao will be very sad, especially the scene of pouring water last night.

He's trying to be brave, but in fact, it's not so easy to accept. A person who can't see is equal to losing all abilities. He always smiles and acts indifferent to her, but how can it be okay?

His life ended here, how could he not feel uncomfortable, he was afraid that she would be worried, so he endured all this silently, since he knew that he was going to lose his light, this kind of fear must have begun.

Smoking on the balcony in the middle of the night, the bitterness that was deliberately hidden in his smile was actually just because he didn't want people to see his vulnerable side.

Lu Jinyan Lu Jinyan, his mind is full of him sitting alone on the sofa staring at the TV in a daze, unable to devote himself to work at all.

Because the new cooperation is with Shen Yiyang, he has been running to their company recently, including Shen Qing, who is busy with these things, and she also understands that she must take responsibility, this is Lu Jinyan's hard work, she can't Just stand by and watch.

With a sad expression on his face, he forced a smile on his face. After the meeting at noon, neither Shen Qing nor Shen Yiyang left. After closing the document, they hesitated to speak.

As a subordinate, Shen Qing had some difficult words to say, but Shen Yiyang was different, he was also thinking of a solution for the past two days, and he didn't even dare to make a phone call.

Seeing Cheng Xiaoxiao's haggard look now, he was obviously tortured, so he couldn't bear it, so he dragged a chair and sat down beside her.

"Sister-in-law, third brother...how are you these two days?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao nodded, and didn't know how to answer. Lu Jinyan's state seemed to be calm, but his heart was actually suffering. An ordinary person couldn't adapt to the sudden darkness, not to mention his self-esteem was so strong that he always relied on himself The sky was propped up, but now it suddenly collapsed, and such a simple thing as eating has to be done by others.

"We also thought about it. The third brother's state still needs to be vented. If he keeps hiding his words in his heart and doesn't say it, no one knows when it will explode. Or should we find him a psychiatrist first?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao immediately vetoed it: "Based on what you know about him, do you think he is willing to allow a psychiatrist to treat him at this time?"

Lu Jinyan behaved impeccably, and when he brought up such a matter, he would only answer that it was nothing. How could it be possible to admit that he was on the verge of emotional breakdown if it was unnecessary?
Even if he is really aware of his problem, he will not let them find out, let alone agree to cooperate with the treatment. He can do many things for Xiaoxiao, but when it comes to himself, it is difficult to compromise.

"President Lu's emotional behavior is too normal recently. He doesn't get angry or depressed. He is so calm as if nothing happened. It is unbelievable to just accept it like this. So after that, I don't know how long he can hold on."

"Why don't you go back and stay with him now." Shen Yiyang glanced at Cheng Xiaoxiao: "He is very worried about being alone at home. I think you are absent-minded at work today. If this continues, sooner or later one of them will not be able to bear it."

Cheng Xiaoxiao fiddled with the pen, shaking her head: "He won't want me to waste my work and stay with him all day at home. It will only increase his psychological burden and make him feel like a useless person."

Shen Yiyang pulled his hair: "What should I do?"

He doesn't believe that there is no cure, and he has checked many institutions and asked all over the country and abroad, and the answers he gets are all without exception, which is frustrating.

"Mr. Shen, let's calm down about this matter first. Mr. Lu has survived such hardships in the Lu Corporation before, but now it's a psychological barrier. We should trust him." Shen Qing said.

Shen Yiyang was lying on the table, his mind was in a mess: "It's not that I don't believe him, but this kind of blow is unacceptable to anyone, and now he needs psychological treatment to prevent him from continuing to live like this with a mask on." go down."

Cheng Xiaoxiao listened to their conversation without saying a word, so she didn't understand, but whenever she saw Lu Jinyan who was pretending to be strong and smiled at herself, she couldn't bear to tear that mask.

If he has been like this, the pretended strength will eventually break the relationship between the two.

"I'll go see him tonight."

For Shen Yiyang's request, Cheng Xiaoxiao did not refuse, they are all Lu Jinyan's best friends, maybe hearing some other voices will make his life less boring.

After dealing with the last things at hand, she couldn't help leaving early.

She has been away from home for several hours, and she is eager to return home. She can't wait to know how Lu Jinyan is doing at home, whether he is eating and sleeping well, and whether he has encountered anything that cannot be handled.

Because he can't see, even a small move may bring him a fatal safety hazard.

"Sister-in-law, are you too nervous, let me drive." Seeing that she was completely out of shape, Shen Yiyang took the initiative to walk to the driver's seat: "Third brother is such a smart person, he can't even take care of himself well. "

"I know, but I just can't help it..."

Shen Yiyang glanced at her through the rearview mirror: "Sister-in-law, your cautious attitude is definitely not what he wants to see, no one wants to be treated as a disabled waste for the rest of their lives, no matter how much you don't care now, after a long time, conflicts will arise." It’s always coming out in every way.”

"Yiyang, I can't speak harsh words to him at all."

Lu Jinyan just let herself take care of her for the rest of her life, she was willing, but he definitely didn't think so in his heart, she was so upset, but she didn't know how to deal with it, no matter how strong she was, she was afraid of offending him, even if he wrinkled Frown, she will feel distressed.

This state is extremely bad, and an opportunity is urgently needed to change.

"Sister-in-law, forget it, don't force yourself like this, it's not good for you or him, no matter what, you are irreplaceable in the third brother's heart, he can't bring you pressure because of these things, and I hope I don't become a burden."

"I just hope that he can accept the reality and stop suppressing his true thoughts, emotions, sorrows and joys. For him, he has no emotions at all now. Such a change is not a long-term solution."

"I'll go talk to him."

Ever since Lu Mei met Lu Jinyan that day, she was in a daze. She thought about it for a long time, stumbled and lay down on the sofa in the office, and was startled when the secretary came in.

Lu Mei was woken up, Lei Ting was furious, and pointed at the door of the office to tell her to get out.

She rubbed her forehead, but before she woke up from her dazed state, Zhou Qi'an called again. Regarding the issue of custody of her grandson, he was determined to threaten it to the end.

Lu Mei was already in an irritable mood, and when she was angry, Zhou Qi'an's phone call was undoubtedly the spark that detonated the bomb.

"You bastard still has the face to call now. I, Lu Mei, have been blind all my life to marry my daughter to you. How many times have I told you that the Lu family can't afford the money now? Are you deaf?" ?”

Zhou Qi'an was bombarded by her, and she was also a little angry: "Mom, you don't want to see the child after you can't get it out. I will send it to the countryside. Anyway, there are so many left-behind children now, and one more is nothing."

"Bastard." Unbearable, Lu Mei scolded: "You will die badly, he is your son, you can strangle him to death or sell it, as long as you are determined to be cruel, you can go, but don't worry. I will also treat your bastard well."

Compared with her, she is not even afraid of death now, if Zhou Qi'an dares to do anything, she will have a way to make that bastard and his mother die in a bad way.

"Mom, you really are as biological as Xiao Yu."

Zhou Qi'an admitted that he was guilty. Lu Mei really went crazy and wanted to do something to his mother and son. It was a very easy thing. Now that he is not in his hometown, he has no time to take care of it.

"Nonsense, don't call me in the future." Lu Mei finished speaking, then remembered something and warned coldly: "Your poor company, if you have the ability to beg me, why don't you beg your ex-wife? She is not cheap now, Maybe if she nods, you will have everything, right? "

Lu Mei snorted coldly and hung up the phone, Cheng Xiaoxiao, aren't you and Lu Jinyan in love?
Guarding a blind man, I want to see how long you can hold on, Zhou Qi'an is an ex-husband, and there is also a Yinqi, women who are unwilling to be lonely are the easiest to cheat, as long as you play a little trick at that time, that blind man Lu Jinyan will collapse .

Thinking of this, she almost became excited like crazy. These people made her unhappy, and she wanted to make everyone suffer.

Zhou Qi'an hung up the phone and punched his fist on the table angrily. He didn't expect Lu Mei to be so cruel. He really didn't want that child.

What should we do now?
The last hope was also extinguished, and he almost fell into a swamp with no way out.

How could Xiaoxiao help him? Ever since she knew the truth, Zhou Qi'an didn't have the courage to bring up everything in the past in front of her. Although seeing that she and Lu Jinyan are living so well now, it is inevitable that she feels uncomfortable.

But what reason did he have to go back and beg her?
When the notification sounded, he turned on his phone. The sender was from Lu Mei. There were only a few short words, but the content shocked him so much that his hands trembled.

"Lu Jinyan is blind, are you happy?"

Zhou Qi'an immediately pressed the phone and called again, but Lu Mei had already turned off the phone. She did this only to provide Zhou Qi'an with an opportunity to destroy the relationship between Lu Jinyan and Cheng Xiaoxiao.

Unable to get through the phone, Zhou Qi'an stared at the text message in a daze, even thinking more than once that Lu Mei was playing a prank on him.

How could Lu Jinyan be blind?

hehe!This must be a joke.

(End of this chapter)

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