Flash marriage into love: ex-husband please go out

Chapter 356 I'm Sorry, I Love You

"What would you like to drink?"

"Let's boil the water."

"You are blind, but there is no rule that you have to quit drinking?" Xu Bai came over with a bottle of foreign wine, and sat down beside Lu Jinyan lazily.

"I don't want to drink anymore. I can't even take care of myself after drinking. What's the use?"

"Here I am, drink."

"Xu Bai..."

Lu Jinyan wanted to reach out to stop him, but Xu Bai had already picked up the glass and poured him a drink: "You can't see it, but you're not disabled. There's no reason to drink boiled water here. Drink?"

Occasionally there was a deafening sound of music outside, but they were all cut off by the door of the room. Lu Jinyan's hand touched the cold edge, and the strange and familiar feeling made him just want to indulge.

Spicy and cold wine fell into his throat, and he felt that the world seemed to have changed into another look. No matter, he had to try a life of luxury and indulgence. The boring and ordinary life was already driving him crazy.

"How long have you been here?"

Lu Jinyan shook his head: "I don't remember."

"After you can't see?"

"I haven't been here for a long time before I can't see it. It turns out that this kind of life is also very suitable for me. Am I wrong, thinking that I can change my way of life, but it turns out that I can't."

"Could it be that if I don't look for you today, you're not going to contact me." Xu Bai had a faint smile on his devilish face, shaking foreign wine in his hand, leaning lazily on the sofa with one leg Tilt it up, and put the other one on top of it casually.

"What do you want me to do? Now I can neither play with you nor do anything for you." Lu Jinyan laughed, and went down one sip at a time. Before he knew it, he drank half a glass again, and Xu Bai continued to pour the wine for him, Pushed away by Lu Jinyan, he grabbed the wine bottle and was about to pour it when he faced it, and more than half of it overflowed on the table.

"Depend on!"

He pulled Lu Jinyan's hand away and snatched the foreign wine bottle: "I just ruined a bottle of wine worth tens of thousands of dollars just for you."

"It's just a bottle of wine, so why not give up."

"I'm willing to drink it for you, but I'm not willing to pour it out for you." Xu Bai put the wine far away, trying not to let him touch it.

Lu Jinyan laughed at himself: "Look, I can't even drink with you now, so what's the point? What can I do if I don't leave here?"

"Can you cheer me up, can you eat that damn self-esteem? You, Lu Jinyan, are not the only blind people in the world, they are still alive, you have seen them for most of your life, and there are so many others I have never seen the sun in my life."

"Then should I be happy?"

"Damn it, Lu Jinyan, what are you giving up on yourself?"

Lu Jinyan didn't resist, just being carried by him and thrown into the sofa, his back fell on the soft cushion.

"Your own life can only be changed by yourself. What's the point of living like this, then you should stop living. Fuck, Lu Jinyan, are you going to fight back?" He had never won a fight between two people before.

"Fight back?" He sneered, "What do you want me to use to fight back? I can't see, I'm blind." He let out a wild roar, which suddenly overwhelmed all voices.

After that, there was a long silence between the two, Xu Bai was still pouring wine for him, while Lu Jinyan poured one glass after another, desperately pouring down.

After Cheng Xiaoxiao returned home, facing the darkness, she thought that Lu Jinyan would rest on the top of the room, but unexpectedly, the person disappeared. She opened the door of the room, and after seeing the empty bed, she realized that Lu Jinyan was not in this house inside.

So the sixth sense of coldness when entering the door is real, he is really not at home.She went out madly and found the mobile phone on the table, but he didn't even bring the mobile phone with him.

He can't see, where else can he go?
For a moment, she seemed to be falling from a cliff, and the sudden weightlessness almost made her faint. She barely supported the edge of the sofa with both hands, and took a few deep breaths before she felt that she could still exert strength in her hands and feet.

If he can't see, where will he be?
What should I do if I go out?She couldn't even imagine Lu Jinyan's current physical condition, he would choose to go out alone, she panicked, like a headless chicken not knowing what to do.

As if thrown into the vast sea in vain, he was the driftwood, but suddenly the driftwood disappeared, and she couldn't find anything, it was gone.

She looks around, at the risk of being silent, but despair will overwhelm her bit by bit, and finally swallow her up completely.

Lu Jinyan is her only support now, she can't imagine what kind of life she will live if she loses him, walking dead?What's the point of living like this?

She got up from the ground and called Shen Qing and Shen Yiyang. After hearing the news, the two of them immediately helped to search. They searched almost all the places where Lu Jinyan might appear. After ten o'clock at night, the three of them ended up in the garden of the community. Hit, got nothing.

Lu Jinyan will not leave without saying goodbye, Cheng Xiaoxiao fully believes that he just went out, but where can he go?
She was pale, out of her mind, and her mood was terribly low.

"Sister-in-law, don't worry, he is a measured person, and he will definitely come back."

Cheng Xiaoxiao covered her eyes, unable to lift her head: "He has nothing on him, not even a mobile phone. If something happens, I can't find anyone. I'm very scared..."

He can't see, there are so many vehicles on the road, what will happen if he passes by?
"Sister-in-law, don't get excited, let's look for it later, maybe he was taken away by some friend."

"No more... I can't think of anyone else. I have searched for all the people I can find, but what should I do? I can't find them."

A car stopped not far away, and then two people got out of the car, one of them was Lu Jinyan, and the other was an unfamiliar face.

"Mr. Lu, let's take you up."

"No, I can go up by myself."

When Cheng Xiaoxiao heard his voice, her heart fluttered, and she fell from the clouds back to the ground in an instant.

Lu Jinyan is fine, she has no time to worry about where he went or what he did, as long as he is fine, it's fine, his safety trumps all reasons.

"Where did you go? Do you know that Xiaoxiao was so worried that we had been looking for you all night, why didn't we make a phone call?" Shen Yiyang was the first to rush over, pressing his shoulders on both sides.

"Lu Jinyan, you are really good, luckily you are fine, do you know..." Shen Yiyang couldn't say a word for the rest, because he looked up and saw his dim eyes, there was no light in them.

"Forget it, it's fine."

Cheng Xiaoxiao threw herself into his arms, ignoring the strong smell of alcohol on her body, she clung to his clothes tightly, like the last straw, Lu Jinyan grabbed her heart, and slowly hugged her.

When Shen Yiyang helped him upstairs, he asked: "Why didn't you bring your mobile phone, didn't I buy you one that can be pressed?"

Just because he left for a while, this is his life, Lu Jinyan suddenly became irritated, he said: "Of course I know I can press the button, but I can't see it, that thing is so small, I just need to turn around and find it." It's not here."

His tone was not good, and several people were stunned when he finished speaking.

It was a very difficult night for everyone. They were already on the verge of an explosion. This was the fuse. Cheng Xiaoxiao was lying on the bed, she couldn't sleep, but she knew that Lu Jinyan couldn't either.

She leaned over and pressed against his back, but both of them were silent, she didn't know what to say, and Lu Jinyan was too sad to say anything.

It wasn't until the second half of the night that she felt sleepy, but she wasn't heavy, and he could tell when he woke up that Cheng Xiaoxiao felt uneasy about such a day, and all of this was finally fulfilled in the early morning two days later .

The night before, Lu Jinyan's enthusiasm seemed to burn all the energy in him, hugging her over and over again, no matter how much she begged for mercy, she never let go.

They tossed and tossed from dark to early morning, she melted into his arms, and was touched by his kisses all over her body. He was so gentle that she shed tears, and his love was so deep that it was too intense to resist.

From one extreme to another, with such physical strength and such frequent times, even when the two of them were most excited before, they still hadn't done so.

He has been entangled all the time, refusing to let go of his hand, as if leaving is eternity, such a strong emotion made her respond enthusiastically, and she was also worried about that sentence, and extreme joy gave rise to sorrow.

When Cheng Xiaoxiao woke up, the sunlight had come in from the outside. She looked at her phone, and found that Lu Jinyan was not in the room at ten o'clock in the morning. Remember how fierce the battle was last night.

She went to the bathroom to wash up as usual, then opened the closet to find clothes, changed and opened the door of the room. Finally, when she faced the empty living room, she was stunned.

There was no one, it was quiet and there was no breath, and there was no cell phone on the table. She walked over step by step, and the key was missing from the entrance.

out?
Let alone telling herself that, her outstretched hand was already trembling.

When I turned around, I saw a piece of A4 paper and a pen on the desktop. This pen was used by Lu Jinyan to sign. He has always carried it with him for many years.

The paper was densely filled with words, and there were many overlapping ones, because he couldn't see it, he wrote it by feeling, and there was a book next to it to block the line by line.

"Xiaoxiao! I'm sorry, when you read this letter, I have already left you, I'm sorry, I promised you, but I didn't do it, I can't give you happiness, I can't take care of you for a lifetime, let you be like this every day Hard work, it's my fault, but you believe in my choice, it will be right, we go on like this every day, sooner or later, either you can't stand it, or I can't stand it, I don't want to see you leave me first, so I do I have made a decision to let you stay, Xiaoxiao, don’t doubt, I still love you very much, if you meet someone who can take care of you, you can stay with him, I am not jealous anymore, as long as he can give you happiness , I, Lu Jinyan, will only love you for the rest of my life. If I can see it, I will stay with you for the rest of my life and give you everything I want, but I’m sorry, I’m destined not to give it to you. The days without you should be very sad. But it doesn't matter, I will get used to it, and you should get used to it too! Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I love you!"

(End of this chapter)