Flash marriage into love: ex-husband please go out

Chapter 363 The Silent Phone Call

"Really not going to go back and have a look?"

In the garden of a villa, there were two men sitting facing each other. One of them was wearing a flowered dress and looked like a gangster. One of them was wearing casual home clothes, showing a calm and restrained temperament. It's a pity that he couldn't see it. .

He always wears a pair of black sunglasses on his face, but despite this, there is still an aura that cannot be ignored in his gestures.

He shook his head at the man opposite: "I'm ashamed to see her, what can I change now that I go back, she's used to living without me, and going back suddenly, and making her face me cautiously, it's not good for everyone, It might as well be like this.”

Xu Bai raised his legs, put them on the chair next to him, and shook his head: "I really can't see it, you are cruel enough, if the wife and children say no, then don't. When she was kidnapped, how anxious were you? You're all crazy, people are fine now, you just leave it alone and let others chase after you, in the future your son will call others Dad, don't blame me for not reminding you."

"She won't."

Xu Bai frowned again: "She won't, so you mean not to divorce, and then you won't go back in this life, just look at her like this? Let her raise your child alone? I said, what is going on in your mind? think?"

He sometimes wants to pry open Lu Jinyan's head to see what's inside, it's not invisible, it's so complicated, because a woman hides her life and dare not go out, and the woman didn't dislike him.

Just making two people suffer from such a distance, this so-called love, in his opinion, is faulty, but fortunately he is so thoughtful, if it is so painful to talk about love, life still has the fun of shit.

"Going back may not be better than now, what reason do you think I can find to go back?"

He doesn't think that being with Xiaoxiao now can completely change the way the two of them got along in the past. Because she loves him, she will be more cautious in fear of him leaving, and he will always be on guard, so that her psychological burden will not be so heavy.

In the end, it will only be counterproductive. If there is such a day, when all the love between them is exhausted, and there are only endless conflicts and quarrels left in the end, that kind of result is the last thing he wants to see.

"Isn't your wife and child a reason? What more reason do you need? Do you know that the president of Yinhe is eyeing your wife now?" Xu Bai looked at him with hatred: "Women need care at this time, and you are not here." By her side, it's easy for other men to sneak in, don't you know? Do you really want to watch your son call him father? "

"I can't take care of her when I go back."

"So it's better to let someone else replace you? What kind of logic is this? You have too much confidence in yourself, or you have confidence in your woman. Women are easy to change their minds. Besides, he is not bad. Your position is precarious, do you know?"

Xu Bai felt that Lu Jinyan's behavior this time was the next step.

"You can't see, but your hands and feet are not disabled, you can really bear it."

Lu Jinyan didn't speak. After listening to his nagging lessons, he slowly stood up, holding a crutch for the blind, and walked tentatively towards the house step by step.

Xu Bai shook his head helplessly, picked up the coffee on the table and drank it in one gulp, then kicked the chair over as if he was puzzled.

Lu Jinyan walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down. Everything was quiet, and the servants were not here. They would usually come over in the afternoon, and in the morning, they would leave after preparing his food and daily life. will live here.

He doesn't like people to disturb his life, but according to the current situation, he has to accept these people into his life. After leaving City A for so long, he came back this time with only one purpose, to bring himself closer to Xiaoxiao .

It's not that Xu Bai didn't think about what he said, but he couldn't do it, child...

They have always wanted to have their own child, and now their wish can finally come true, but he can't be by her side. After struggling for countless days and nights, he still can't make up his mind and muster up the courage to approach her again.

She finally got used to the days without her by her side. If he went back and finally couldn't bear to leave again, it would cause more harm to her, and she would rather just keep him so far away.

When the day he really has the courage to show up, maybe Xiaoxiao doesn't need him anymore.

It's not the first time Xu Bai came to Lu Jinyan. Every time he would come up with something to stimulate him, but he was unmoved. Lu Jinyan also admitted that when he heard the news that Xiaoxiao had a child for the first time, he was very excited. He even wanted to rush to her immediately to give her a hug and say sorry to her.

But he was in a remote country at that time, and he had no way to do this. When Xu Bai let people pass by, his enthusiasm had completely cooled down, and after thinking about it again, his courage was completely exhausted.

When he arrived at the airport, he listened to the familiar radio, but finally flinched. He still didn't have the courage to meet Xiaoxiao.

The impact this incident brought to him was that he would never bring up and return to her easily, even if he knew that she was by his side, not far away, with just a phone call, she might appear in front of him at any time.

But he can't do it, he is a coward, he would rather face loneliness every day alone, supported by that poor memory, and start to look forward to seeing them again one day in the future. so sad.

In the middle of the night, Cheng Xiaoxiao received an inexplicable phone call. She was in a daze, and her consciousness had not yet come to her senses.

A choked voice came from the receiver, and Lu Jinyan's heart was broken into countless pieces. He didn't dare to make any sound, just listening to her crying on the phone, unable to comfort or hug her.

"Lu Jinyan, you bastard, you don't want me anymore, do you? You don't want my child either, do you?"

"Don't be silent, I know it's you, I know..."

"Asshole, how long are you going to avoid me? Lu Jinyan, do you really want me?"

In the middle of the night, he was desperate to hear her voice. After the call was made, Lu Jinyan regretted it. Now that he heard her heart-piercing voice, he regretted it even more. Why did he disturb her peaceful life?

He hated himself for not having any self-control, for destroying his original intention so easily.

"Lu Jinyan, talk, what do you want..."

He was in pain like a tear in his heart, and hung up the phone in panic. There was still darkness in front of him, and he stretched out his hands to cover his forehead. The pain made his expression on his face very tangled.

Cheng Xiaoxiao's heart-piercing voice seemed to be still echoing in his ears. He clutched his chest and panted, as if a piece had been dug out by life, becoming hollow and numb. Come on, the breathing is chaotic.

He underestimated Xiaoxiao's influence on him, and also underestimated his position in her heart.

Should he continue to be so persistent?

The phone was vibrating crazily, and the buzzing sound disturbed him. He couldn't see it, but he knew it must be Xiaoxiao's call. He squeezed the phone, feeling the vibration as if it was going to reach his heart.

"Xiao Xiao!"

He called silently, and the person on the other end of the phone was on the verge of collapse.

She dialed the silent number over and over again, and made dozens of consecutive calls. He didn't answer the phone, but he didn't turn off the phone. Impulsively, she opened the phone's information and started editing. After writing a long paragraph, she broke down and grabbed herself Hair on the pillow and weeping bitterly.

he can't see...

What is the use of sending a message?

Cheng Xiaoxiao was so stimulated by his silent phone call that she almost exploded, and finally converted the message into voice. Whether Lu Jinyan heard it or not, this was the last time she made efforts for their relationship. If you are really so cruel, then Keep going.

The next day when she went to the company to sign the contract, Shen Qing was startled by her haggard face.

After the partner left, Cheng Xiaoxiao said: "Starting tomorrow, my time at the company may be reduced, so please call me if you have anything to do."

"That..." Shen Qing said, "Is it because I haven't had a good rest recently, so my complexion is so bad?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao said: "Last night Lu Jinyan actually called me, but he didn't say anything."

"what?"

Shen Qing was greatly surprised. One must know that he had disappeared for half a year, and he had even used some connections, but there was no news about it. Sometimes he really thought that he had just been hiding for the rest of his life.

The company's affairs have been dealt with completely, and since then, it has paved the way for all of this, but now that he has his own child, can he change his mind?
"I don't know where he is, maybe he's nearby, but he refuses to show up. If he finds you, tell him, if he doesn't come back, don't come to see me in this life."

"This... how is it possible for him, the child is about to be born."

Cheng Xiaoxiao's stomach is now 7 months old, and he doesn't think that according to Lu Jinyan's character, he can endure it.

"Child?" She smiled with unspeakable bitterness in her eyes: "He already knows that if he really cares about us so much, he should show up now. Obviously he doesn't think so."

He was in great pain, wasn't he himself?

The so-called dignity, he can do without his wife and children. Cheng Xiaoxiao has never tried to hate his calmness so much like this moment. Lu Jinyan has planned everything, except without her.

He thought separation was the best result for the two of them, but he never asked her if she wanted to.

She, Cheng Xiaoxiao, could only be forced to accept such a choice, the result of being abandoned.

"But since he has already called, does it mean that he is reluctant to part with you?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao shook her head: "If he was reluctant, he wouldn't be so cruel, letting me guard what he left behind, while he quietly hid in the dark, he couldn't see, but was his heart also blind?"

Shen Qing flicked through the documents for a moment, then raised his head: "Could it be that he hasn't gone far?"

Cheng Xiaoxiao remembered the news Zhang Xuefeng brought her, and nodded silently.

(End of this chapter)