Flash marriage into love: ex-husband please go out

Chapter 368
She struggled to take the child over and hugged her in her arms, her cautious movements were exactly the same as Yin Qi's.

The confinement wife said next to her: "Miss Cheng just woke up, and her body is still very weak. It's not suitable for too tiring movements. Let me take care of you for a while, and the baby should be breastfed."

Cheng Xiaoxiao nodded with a smile, this feeling is very subtle, besides excitement, she is satisfied, little one, he has stayed in her stomach for so long, this feeling cannot be described in words.

"When will he speak? I want to teach him to recognize quickly."

Cheng Xiaoxiao said: "He was just born, how could he be able to speak so soon?"

"My godson may be a genius. He is better than others in everything. Although he is still so young, I can educate him now, and he will be successful when he grows up."

"Then it's not promising, it's a monster. Have you ever seen anyone who can talk at birth?"

Yin Qi rubbed his nose: "Then when will he wait? And when will he grow teeth? Yesterday I asked my assistant to buy a lot of toys. When you are discharged from the hospital, you can send them over."

"Mr. Yin, the child is still so young that he can't play. If you buy these things now, they can only be placed to take up space. The child will not be able to learn to walk until he is more than one year old. At that time, he will start to need toys. He still has nothing to do now. I don't understand."

Cheng Xiaoxiao looked at him with a smile: "Did you hear that, Boss Yin, you are a fool with a lot of money."

Yin Qi looked at the little baby in her arms and shook his head: "It's okay, my godson wants the best in everything, toys are just, if you can't play with it, watch it first, and buy it for you later, as long as he likes it, buy another toy The city is fine."

"……"upstart!

"Mr. Yin is so kind to children, it's enviable."

"Of course, this is my godson. Although I hope he can call me daddy, the child's mother refuses."

Cheng Xiaoxiao was embarrassed by what he said. Yin Qi has always been difficult for her recently. He has completely learned how to invade your life.

"Mr. Yin is such a rare and good man." Yue Yue also laughed.

When Yin Qi took the baby from Cheng Xiaoxiao's hand, he said with a smile: "Look, the baby likes to be held by me now, Xiaoxiao, you can rest, I can help take care of the baby, you don't have to worry. "

"Mr. Yin is going to take my job away, it won't work if it goes on like this." Aunt Zhang, the confinement wife, joked with him.

Yin Qi is actually a person who is not easy to get close to, but after this incident, Cheng Xiaoxiao found out that this is not the case. He has changed so much that it is hard to believe that he is the same person.

Facing such a young child, her patience would never run out, but her words of refusal were always stuck in her throat. Looking for a suitable time, she still had to make it clear to him.

"Don't worry, Aunt Zhang, he's just joining in the fun."

"Xiaoxiao, if you want, I don't mind joining in the fun every day."

Yin Qi completely let her see what it means to put into action, leaving aside a bunch of things in the company and staying with the hospital all day, because it was a normal delivery, she was discharged home after three days.

She didn't like the smell of the hospital's disinfectant, so as soon as she heard the doctor's approval to leave the hospital, she immediately packed her things and went back with her baby.

It was still Yinqi who came to pick him up. He seemed to enjoy doing these things without any complaints at all. The fly in the ointment was that the child was not his, nor was his wife. , have a beloved woman, have lovely children, is it not another kind of joy in life.

Not far from the gate of the hospital, a black car was parked. The window was lowered, revealing a wicked face. He had one hand on the steering wheel, and the other casually on the window, half-penetrating. He came out, wearing a pair of sunglasses, and stared at the few people who came out of the hospital gate.

He took off his sunglasses after only one glance, and then cursed: "Damn! Why is that guy always haunted, he has his share everywhere, and he even participated in such an important day today."

I don't know if he said this on purpose, or if he did it unintentionally. In short, he looked at the man sitting behind through the rearview mirror as if nothing had happened, and saw his pale face without any surprise.

The fist on his knee was clenched tightly, he thought that no one would notice, but in fact, these concealments, in the eyes of others, were nothing more than cover-ups.

He thought he was pretending to be strong so that no one would see through him, but in fact he was just acting for himself. Xu Bai sighed in his heart and shook his head helplessly. He knew that Lu Jinyan couldn't see, so after scolding him, he deliberately said nothing. See if he gets nervous.

In the end, there was no doubt that the way he pursed his lips was close to standing up suddenly and roaring fiercely. It was also because of his blindness that he had now controlled his emotions into silence.

Unbearable, he finally stared at the figures in the distance and said: "What is the relationship between Yinqi and Xiaoxiao? Why did he accompany you when you gave birth, and now he is with you when you are discharged from the hospital? Is your woman taken away too?"

He admits that these words are too much, but he feels that Lu Jinyan cannot be allowed to go on like this. He will suffer from depression sooner or later. If the stimulation can make him regain his confidence and return to his wife and children, it will be better. Obviously Xu Bai underestimated Lu Jinyan's persistence , the things he decides will not be changed easily.

"They came out of the hospital. Yin Qi is supporting your wife. The one next to her should be the nanny. She is holding the child. What a warm scene, it's really enviable."

Xu Bai sighed: "They look like a family." He frequently looked at Lu Jinyan through the rearview mirror.

"Don't you have anything to say?"

Lu Jinyan shook his head calmly, through the language he described, he could picture such a happy scene in his mind, that was what he gave up, and now he has no right to ask for it back.

"I said, are you really so generous? You don't want anything, so why did you come?" He remembered his determined expression at that time, thinking that he had finally enlightened him, and he was willing to give up that ridiculous persistence.

"I just want to know if she is doing well, that's enough."

Xu Bai withdrew his gaze, and said angrily, "But that man is not you, but your deadly enemy. Your son really calls him Dad, and that's what you want? You won't be mad at you in the future."

"Xiaoxiao won't agree."

Xu Bai looked at the few people in the distance, shook his head, then remembered that he couldn't see, and snorted again: "Don't be so self-righteous, I think that guy is smarter than you, taking advantage of people's danger, if you don't express your concern quickly at such a time, just don't worry about it." It's too late for everything, so he is so considerate."

"You do not understand."

They were all just standing on their own grounds, they had never experienced such boundless darkness, and they would never be able to understand his mood at this moment.

He is more reluctant to part with Xiaoxiao and the child than anyone else, but he can't get close, as at this moment, the distance of a few steps is like two worlds to him. He can't see, so he can't find it, and he can't accurately judge where she is. which direction.

He couldn't even see his own child. As the child's biological father, he couldn't give him anything.

He can't grow up with him, can't read storybooks with him, and can't send him to kindergarten like other fathers. All he can do every day is wait for death to come, because every day and night is nothing to him. any difference.

He doesn't look forward to tomorrow, tomorrow after tomorrow, he can't see it, time flies too fast, the first thing he does when he wakes up every day is to picture her appearance in his mind, for fear that once the memory is blurred, he will even the last I don't remember what the woman I love looks like.

When that time comes, what will be left?
He was alone, trapped in the boundless darkness, and even lost his memories, that would be too cruel to him.

What ordinary people can easily do, he needs to exert all his strength, and he may not be able to do it, just like now, because the traffic is too busy, he wants to hear the voice of greed, but it is also an extravagant wish.

Xiaoxiao!

Xiaoxiao!

He could only call her name over and over again in his heart. He was close at hand, but he couldn't see her, let alone hug her.

Let him bear this pain alone, if Yin Qi can take his place...

Thinking of this scene, a sharp pain came from his heart, and he was drowned like suffocation. He was unwilling, reluctant, Xiaoxiao would always be his alone, how could he fall in love with another man?

She said that in this world, there is only Lu Jinyan as a lover, but Yin Qi appeared, what if she erased herself from her heart and never remembered him again, what should she do?
He clenched his fists and hated his selfishness. Since he decided to leave, why couldn't he let go?
Not forgetting will not change the result, and not forgetting will not make him return to Xiaoxiao's side. Haven't you already decided to live a lifetime with memories alone?Why is it so painful?

The heart split from the flesh and blood, shattered into countless pieces, and crushed into powder, that's all. He clutched his chest and panted, every breath seemed to be pierced from the apex of his heart with a steel needle, the pain was so painful that he couldn't make a sound, Can only endure silently.

Silent suffering, screaming, and unspeakable pain are often more deadly than those who can cry out.

He has made so much effort, why did he fail in the end?

He hates these eyes, why he can't see anything, why he has to face the darkness, if he just can't hear, it would be great, and he can still look at her with affectionate eyes and hug her.

Cheng Xiaoxiao looked at the hurrying crowd and the continuous flow of vehicles, as if she had a telepathy in an instant, she turned her head, and her eyes fell on the black car parked not far away, and suddenly she couldn't move away look away.

The feeling that attracted her was like the hand pulling her in the dark.

She held on to the car door, but refused to lower her head and sit in. She stared blankly at the distance until the cold wind blew on her face, making it hurt like a knife.

"Xiaoxiao, what are you looking at? It's cold outside, hurry up and get in the car, the doctor said that you should pay more attention to your body now, and don't catch the cold easily."

"I..." She seemed to feel that Lu Jinyan was beside her.

(End of this chapter)