the purity of love

Chapter 180 Ni Lan is sick
"I didn't go, I stayed in Suzhou! How did you know that I went to Singapore?" She only made up the lie about going to Singapore to Zhang Zhengyuan alone.

"I heard what Wang Jian said!" Bo Lan didn't hide anything.

"Oh!" It seems that Zhang Zhengyuan told Wang Jian. "Are you reconciled?"

Bo Lan nodded in embarrassment, let's make up! .Just when he didn't know what to say, Wang Jian called and Bo Lan answered and told him he would be there in a while.He hung up the phone without asking any further questions.

"You go, I'm fine." Ni Lan looked ahead unfocused.

"Are you really okay? I think your complexion is not very good!"

"It's not because of you that I look bad." Ni Lan was a little impatient.

Bo Lan had a bad feeling, she had never seen such a disappointed expression on Ni Lan.What happened to her?She had stopped complaining about her for a long time, but today she was very disturbed to let her leave because she didn't want to get involved with her.She couldn't help but said again: "I saw you in the hospital today!" In fact, she didn't see you, but now she was sure that Ni Lan was her.

The corner of Ni Lan's mouth twitched, wanting to smile indifferently, but couldn't.She went to the hospital alone today. She has been there more than once alone. She thought she was strong, but who knew she was extremely weak.This is the last time she went to that hospital, and she will return to Qingdao in a while.She is most afraid of facing her relatives in Qingdao, her remarried mother, her remarried father, and her biological people are so indifferent.Not to mention stepfather and stepmother, and those brothers and sisters who are related by blood but hate each other... But she still has to go back.

"What's wrong with you, Ni Lan!" Bo Lan saw that she didn't speak, but her expression became more and more lonely.

Ni Lan looked back at Bo Lan, and saw a concerned expression on her face.Sneered, "I think even if I die, you shouldn't be the one who came to my grave to cry!" She said in a low voice, "But I'm afraid that you may be the only one in the end!"

"What's the matter with you!" I don't like to play charades like this. They always have something to say between them. Even if they broke up later, it doesn't mean that there will be any changes in the way they get along.

"I'm fine, I'm just about to die!" Ni Lan didn't look at Bo Lan's expression, she just looked up at the sky, so dark that she couldn't see anything clearly. "Actually, I knew it a long time ago. I could have stayed in the United States to receive better treatment, but I was afraid. I was afraid that I would die in another country. So I came back."

Withdrawing his eyes from looking at the sky, he turned to Bo Lan, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I really imagined whether I could be with Wang Jian again, but unfortunately, he ruthlessly smashed my unrealistic fantasies." Her voice gave people a feeling of emptiness and desolation on such a night, she was a person who was calculating everywhere in the world, but she suddenly turned into a lost person isolated from the world, her change made Bo Lan feel It was very uncomfortable, and her experience made her feel even more uncomfortable.

Ni Lan didn't wait for Bo Lan's reaction, but continued: "After returning to China, I wasn't so afraid, and my condition was stable for a time, and I started to work and live normally. Do you know why I keep changing boyfriends? Because I want to There are different lives. If my life can only be a little shorter than others, then I just want to be richer. Some people say that a man is a story of a woman's life, so I have lived a few lifetimes. I also think that is enough !"

(End of this chapter)