Chapter 141
Shen Yan came, but he didn't have the gentle smile in the dream, his face became paler, and he didn't know if it was because of his serious illness that made his face expressionless.

"Are you sick?" After waking up, she felt much better. She no longer resisted the approach of others, and knew how to care for others.

"It's okay." He said distantly.

"How did you heal me."

"That's how it works."

"How did you get into my dream?"

"What are you talking about, I don't understand."

Qin Lian looked at him steadfastly, with doubts in his eyes, "Are you still the flame?"

He obviously froze, and said in a deep voice, "Who do you think I am? The one in your dream is me?"

When Qin Lian heard the news, she held her breath. He really came to her dream, so how did he do it?
After a long time, Shenyan said again: "You have a heart disease, and you need to open your heart. Although I don't know what Lianziyuan said to you, do you think the words of a person who is full of hatred for you are credible?"

Qin Lian's heart tightened, and she blurted out, "What do you know?"

Shen Yan said: "You don't want to say anything, no one knows what you are thinking, but you can probably guess that you have been confused by someone with ulterior motives." After speaking, he stood up and came to the window, looking out the window , Youyou said: "It's a pity that there is no evidence for death now."

She killed Lian Ziyuan.

She almost forgot.

Qin Lian lowered her head, feeling mixed feelings in her heart.

She killed her other relative in this world with her own hands. In fact, she was no different from an animal, so why should she care about the past.

Those who don't know are innocent, as long as they don't get intimate with him in the future.

Taking a deep breath, a large amount of fresh air poured in, as if she had been baptized, she felt much more relaxed.

She looked at Shen Yan and said, "Thank you for helping me."

Shenyan said: "You're welcome, but if you really want to thank, then thank the little prince. If he hadn't paid me for it, I wouldn't care about you, a self-pitying fellow." His voice was extremely cold , seems to look down on her as a leader from the bottom of the heart.

But the more he mentioned Nangong Mo, the more frightened she became.

Now that everything is unknown, his love is like poison, which will put her in a situation where she will never be restored.

What Shenyan said may be possible, but it can only be a hypothesis, she still can't step into the thunder pool.

But they still have to go north, and if they keep getting along like this, she can't guarantee that she can still control her emotions rationally.

go back?
This is the first time Qin Lian has backed down from going north to hunt for treasure.

Although most of Yedi's army was killed or injured, Baihuayan is not far from Yongcheng. They can wait for reinforcements before going north to hunt for treasure. She is gone. If it is everyone's hope?
But now she is not qualified to be the hope of others, she is like a puddle of mud, how can she be a role model, she will only bring bad luck to the Shibabu and the Shenyan army instead of morale, no wonder Shenyan treats her like this indifferent.

So, it's best for her to leave?
"Are you thinking wildly again?" Shenyan sat on the edge of her bed at some point and felt her pulse.

Qin Lian looked back and met his shining eyes, couldn't help shaking, and said guiltyly: "I didn't."

Shen Yan said: "Don't you want me to mention your diagnosis and treatment?" His tone was full of tenderness.

The warm feeling quickly spread to her whole body, and she couldn't help reaching out to touch his face. When her fingertips touched his cold skin, a change occurred immediately in front of her eyes.

It was like touching the surface of calm water, and ripples appeared layer by layer. When it calmed down, the person in front of him turned into Nangong Mo.

She gasped and kept thinking, wake up, wake up!
She was very sure that she was dreaming, but despite her constant urging, she couldn't wake up.

She retreated to the other side of the bed, covered her face with her hands, and said, "Don't come here." She didn't have much emotional ups and downs, because she knew it was a dream, so she wasn't so scared.

But his warm breath quickly infected her, and she felt that the dream was terribly real.

"Lian'er, why are you hiding from me?" He complained sharply.

She secretly looked at his expression from between her fingers. Although her tone was sharp, her face was full of pain.

This is what she fears the most.

"I do not have."

"You have."

"We can't be together!" She didn't want to get too entangled, and blurted out what she thought in her heart.

After a long time, she didn't hear Nangong Mo's pressing questions again, so she relaxed and looked around, only to see Shenyan sitting by the bed again, with a blank expression on her face, "So that's where your knot is."

Qin Lian stretched out her hand to grab him, not wanting him to say this out loud. Although she knew that doing so would have no effect at all, she still did it.

Immediately afterwards, she woke up again, only seeing her hands stretching out to the curtain above her head, and she heard the voice of the flame again, but it was not as illusory as in the dream.

He said: "It must be Lianziyuan who said something to her, and she refused to wake up."

It turned out that she hadn't woken up.

How to explain the person in the dream?Is it all just her self-healing?

Shenyan had saved her before, and she naturally regarded him as the most trusted person in her heart. Every time she checked the pulse, she imagined it, borrowing someone else's hand to heal her own illness.

And Nangong Mo was the person she cared about the most in her heart.

Even if I resist thinking of him so much, he will still appear in various forms.

Qin Lian tried her best to move her eyelids, but unfortunately it was in vain, her body did not allow her to wake up.

Continuing to wander in the dreamland, without any scenery, knowing that she has been dreaming of self-healing these days, she seems to want to give up.

I don't know how long I stood there, but in the pale scenery, a black figure stood out, like seeing a divine flame by the window.

In fact, how could she forget that this is Nangong Mo's inherent attire, black, the color that represents the majesty of the royal family, how could that person be Shenyan.

But she was afraid to see him.

Perhaps, this is her self-healing mechanism, if she escapes, she will linger in this dream forever.

No, her people are still waiting for her.

Unprecedented, she came to his side, leaned slightly to peek at his face, and it was indeed Nangong Mo.

"We can't be together." It was a dream anyway, so she wanted to tell him what was in her heart. She didn't have impulsive thoughts, so she shouldn't turn it into a dream, let others listen to it.

So, she told Nangong Mo again what Lian Ziyuan told her. She didn't expect him to say anything, but her stuffy heart seemed to relax a lot.

After a while, she saw him smiling at her, he seemed to want to say something to her, but unfortunately he disappeared suddenly, she closed her eyes again, watching the white clouds under her feet slowly turning into green, she knew that the new The round of torture is about to begin again.

When Lianzi Yuan suddenly appeared, her face was still very strange, and she moved her mouth to say the scary words.

But this time, Qin Lian didn't choose to escape, but said to her: "I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid of what you say, so what if we can't be together, I have long planned not to reconcile with him, I just feel uncomfortable , made such an unreasonable move earlier..."

After finishing speaking, she bowed her head and said softly: "And I am happy with him, not on my own will."

She was talking to Lianzi Yuan, but also seemed to be talking to herself.

Although she begged him a long time ago to hold the wedding as soon as possible, and he fulfilled her wish, she regretted it.

That can't be her fault, because she never thought that he would use her like this.

Seemingly broken up by her firm determination, Lian Ziyuan suddenly disappeared just like Nangong Mo before.

Then there was no more obsession with Nangong Mo as she thought, she once again saw the curtain above her head clearly, she slowly turned her head to look at the bedside, this time, she couldn't see the bright window, because the bedside stood full of people.

There are Lihua, Shenyan, Zhang Fu... and Nangong Mo.

Lihua wept with joy, held her hand firmly, and said: "Miss, you finally woke up, finally..." At the end of the sentence, she was so choked up that she couldn't speak.

At this moment, Zhang Fu pretended to cough and said, "Pear Blossom, Shen Yan, come out with me first."

He deliberately left space for the two lovers, Qin Lian was powerless to refuse, because what should be faced, still needs to be faced, and it is better to resolve it as soon as possible than to delay.

The room became quiet again. Nangong Mo sat on the stool in front of the bed and looked at her quietly, but he didn't show any anger.

"Are you better?" Her first words were concern.

He nodded to her, pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

"We can't be together." She repeated what she said to him in the dream.

His lips trembled slightly, opened and closed several times, and finally said in a rustling voice: "As long as you don't sleep to death, I will promise you whatever you want me to do."

She smiled easily, "I won't sleep to death again."

He couldn't sit still anymore, stood up and turned his back to her, his voice choked up, "If I had known that you would be fine, then I would have said that in your ear every day."

She twitched the corner of her mouth feebly, but did not answer.

The room fell into a strange dullness, and it took him a long time to straighten his body, and said, "This king is gone."

He resumed the title of aloof, which shows that they are really going to break up.

Her heart felt numb, as if something was peeling off from inside, a heart-piercing pain, but she could only endure the pain, still smiling like a summer flower.

In the next few days, she recovered quickly and was able to act soon. At this time, Emperor Ye's reinforcements had arrived here. Because of Lian Ziyuan's death, all obstacles in the city seemed to disappear with her. Strong again, they are ready to go.

In about one month, they finally came to the edge of Helian Mountain. Because of the harsh environment, they camped in a nearby village. Because there were only two women, Qin Lian and Lihua, they were housed in a peasant woman's house.

The reason why they were placed here was because there was only her family in such a huge village.

Farmer Zhang is a widow and the pillar of the family. She is about 40 years old, and compared with Concubine Xiao in the palace, she looks much older.

She has a son, and her daughter-in-law is expecting to give birth. Her huge belly doesn't match her thin figure. She is about to give birth, but she still has morning sickness.

It was night, and a series of soft calls broke the tranquility in the hut.

Qin Lian opened her eyes suddenly, and went all the way to Mrs. Zhang's room, only to see her daughter-in-law's bed was covered with water stains, she was afraid she was about to give birth!
Qin Lian quickly woke up Lihua to help deliver the baby.

Because of the abnormal fetal position, she struggled for a long time before helping her to pass the baby, but the strong smell of blood made her vomit, and she had no choice but to endure it.

Finally, when the baby was born, she relaxed.

As soon as she relaxed like this, she couldn't help but spit it out, and sat softly on the ground. She looked at the blood in the basin, and suddenly remembered something, and her face instantly turned pale.

(End of this chapter)

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