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Chapter 44 Don't open the door, I... have something to tell you
Seeing that the door was about to open, Song Yu immediately grabbed the doorknob to prevent the people inside from twisting it.

"Don't open the door!" She said impatiently, "Don't open the door, I... have something to tell you, and I'll just say it through the door like this. In front of you, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to say it again."

Feeling that the strength against her from turning the doorknob in her hand disappeared, she let go of her hand inside and stopped opening the door. She also relaxed, pressed her hands against the door, and lightly touched the cold wooden door with her forehead, staring at it unconsciously. A doorknob that no longer turns.

"When I was 15 years old, I got engaged to Qi Chengji, and you didn't stop me. At the beginning, I blamed you, but after I matured, I knew that you were powerless to stop it, and I couldn't do anything except bless you. If you are what I hope, I will If you don't let me get engaged, then I will be the only one who will be embarrassed. I will fight against the engagement with all my might, but the result will never change. "

"My family will prevent me from seeing you again. In the end, I will still get engaged to Qi Chengji, but I won't even have the possibility to see you."

"Because of this, you can't be so selfish and only think about yourself and express your thoughts happily. And I also want to understand that Qi Chengji and I are still young, who knows what will happen in the future .Marriage is just an appointment first, and no one can say for sure what will happen in the future."

"Sure enough, later, our family went bankrupt, and the marriage contract with Qi Chengji was naturally impossible to continue, so the marriage contract was annulled. I couldn't continue to be the young lady of the Song family. Everyone felt sorry for me, and I fell from the sky overnight. , I have nothing, and I have to live a life that is even harder than ordinary people.”

"But I don't complain at all, and I don't feel uncomfortable. On the contrary, I am very happy. In my opinion, it is better to be an ordinary person than to be a rich lady who can't even decide her own life. A lot. The material aspects may not be as good as before, and the difference is too much. But I don’t need such a luxurious life.”

"Relying on my own ability, my life is getting better little by little. I don't have enough food and clothing. On the contrary, I also have some spare money for some appropriate entertainment. Although the work is busy, compared with the intrigue of the wealthy, The body is busy, but the mind is at ease."

"This kind of ordinary little life has its own arbitrariness that cannot be compared with the life of the rich. After bankruptcy, I transferred to a public school to study in the third year of high school. My grades can be admitted to University A, but University B gave me a scholarship. Our burden is lighter, so I chose B major."

(End of this chapter)