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Chapter 152 I give you a lifetime of tea in full bloom (3)

"I don't know." Long Pei was silent for a while, spoke slowly, paused, and spoke again when Gu Mingxi was more puzzled, "But Qin Zheng knows. You forget how good our relationship is."

Gu Mingxi was stunned.

Qin Zheng!Before she arrived, Qin Zheng actually told Long Pei all his preferences!

why!
Long Pei walked up to her and stood in front of her, the gentle light in his lowered eyes flashed a trace of darkness, but it was no longer the hatred suppressed in those years, it was a very complicated and difficult to explain emotion.

"Qin Zheng really likes you. As long as it's about you, he'll whisper it in my ear a dozen times. How can I not know!"

There was still a hint of awkwardness in the hoarse tone, as if he was jealous.

"Qin Zheng..." Gu Mingxi's heart tightened when he mentioned Qin Zheng, guilt surged up and almost swallowed her up, "Ah Zheng is really good to me."

If Ah Zheng was still there, perhaps he would be his greatest support and warmth.

Seeing her thinking of Qin Zheng, Long Pei's expression was lonely, the light in his eyes dimmed, his heart was hooked by her, and he hesitated to say, "In the future, I will treat you well."

Although he didn't know how to be kind to her, he would try his best to be as kind as Qin Zheng was to her.

No, it should be better than Qin Zheng, for her.

Gu Mingxi didn't make a sound, but raised his eyes to look at him, without dislike or hatred, calm and peaceful, with his thin lips slightly parted, "I believe you used to be nice to me, but now... there's no need."

Long Pei frowned, but before he could speak, he heard her calm voice.

"I thought you killed Yan'er because of Yi Ruo. I hate you. I had a bad time in country E for two years. Hatred is like a vicious snake entrenched in my heart, swallowing it inch by inch day and night. Because of the fire I set off when I was eight years old, I didn't even have the qualifications and rights to hate you. Huo Linmo untied my knot, and he set up a trick to let me know that Yan'er's death was Yi Ruo Caused. You didn't know it from the beginning to the end, and you were also deceived by that woman..."

"I can stop resenting you in my heart, but I can't forgive you. Logically speaking, you should be responsible for Yan'er's death! It's because you didn't handle your emotional problems well. As a president, you are not wrong. You are right. Citizens of the entire country C; but in my eyes, you are not a qualified husband and father!"

Long Pei didn't speak for a moment, and she couldn't deny her accusation.

I have lived up to the Long family, country C, and all the citizens, except her and her daughter!

He also failed himself.

"I'm already a woman without a womb." Gu Mingxi thought of his waving, which waved away their child and destroyed her dignity as a woman, and her heart was still fresh in her memory like a knife stabbing.

Her life was full of sins because of a fire, and also full of grief and scars because of meeting Long Pei.

"I don't know what else you want to pester me for. You make me feel very tired. Now I don't have any feelings for anyone except to find the murderer and Ah Li! I only have chills and fear for you! "

"Fear?" He understood and understood her chilling.He is also confident that he can warm her cold heart, but why should she be afraid of herself!

"Yes!" Gu Mingxi nodded and bit her lips, "Because you are a man that no one can see through. No one in this world knows what you are thinking. It seems that you are smiling at this moment, but I am afraid that you are calculating again. I admit, I am inferior to you in this regard!"

"Mingxi..."

"Don't come near me again." Gu Mingxi interrupted him coldly, with an indifferent and alienated breath, "Barefoot people are not afraid of wearing shoes. If you don't believe me, let's try."

Before Long Pei could speak, she had already opened the distance between them, walked around him and strode away.The thin figure is not warm at the end of this midsummer, which makes people feel cold and distressed.

Long Pei turned around and looked at her moving back, until the back disappeared from his eyes, and he refused to move away.

*****
After the conversation at school that day, it wasn't that Long Pei was so busy that they didn't have time to meet, but that Gu Mingxi deliberately missed the opportunity for them to meet.She never went downstairs for breakfast, and went back to her room early in the evening. As long as she heard the sound of a car outside, she would never leave the room.

Even though Long Pei deliberately came back to accompany them for dinner at noon, Gu Mingxi stayed in the room and did not go downstairs.

Long Pei's sugar-coated cannonball, the gentle show of favor was useful to Gu Mingxi two years ago. Two years later, Gu Mingxi would be at a loss for a while but would not fall headfirst.

Now she is like a person walking on the edge of a hanging rock. If she is not careful, she will fall into the abyss, and she will never recover.I have to admit that Long Pei's attitude is getting better and better, he is very kind to himself and A Li; it is a pity that she can no longer believe his kindness.

Because she didn't have a second womb to be taken by them.

Long Pei said that his patience was running out, so why not her.He can't wait to find out the murderer behind it immediately, so as to avenge Yan'er and leave this place of right and wrong.

Nan Si's invitation was to invite you and his wife to attend the wedding, but Gu Mingxi didn't intend to go.One, she is not familiar with Nan Si, and two, she doesn't want to appear in public with Long Pei again.Bai Yan asked her to give Nan Si a wedding gift, and she gave it to Ru Bing and handed it over to Long Pei.

Rubing knocked on the door and entered, and handed the envelope to Long Pei, "Your Excellency, Madam said this is a wedding gift from Mr. Bai to Mr. Qin."

Sword eyebrows frowned, chill involuntarily broke out, fingers clenched tightly, staring at the envelope darkened his eyes.These days she is hiding from him, he doesn't know, but he doesn't want to push her too hard, but she seems to be going too far!
Sitting at the side, Bo Lifei also noticed the strangeness of the past few days, the atmosphere was inexplicably solemn, and said bluntly: "Did you quarrel?"

Long Pei took the envelope and put it on the table, staring at him without saying a word.Waving Ru Bing to go out.

Seeing that his expression turned cold, Bo Lifei looked at him more, as if saying, "You deserve it!"

"Have you handled it well with your mommy?" Long Pei avoided Gu Mingxi's topic.

"She must be busy with some important matter, and she hasn't answered my calls!" Boli has become accustomed to not being able to contact Bo Yixin.

Long Peijian frowned, picked up the envelope on the table again, and remembered that the day after tomorrow would be Nan Si's wedding; Gu Mingxi would definitely not go.From the corner of the eye, he glanced at Bo Lifei who was reading with his head down, and said lightly, "You accompany me to Uncle Qin's wedding."

"I refuse." Bo Lifei replied without raising his head, he didn't like crowded places.

"You have no right to refuse." Long Pei tapped his smart head with the envelope, "From now on you have to get used to your life being exposed under the eyes of others."

Bo Lifei waved away the envelope, stared at him coldly, protesting his "violence" towards her!
Long Pei raised his eyebrows, looking like he had bullied his son's proud father.

Bo Lifei squinted her eyes and asked coldly, "Do you want to make her happy?"

"You have a solution?" Long Pei narrowed his eyes, he still couldn't make up his mind how to treat Gu Mingxi.

"Why should I tell you!" Bo Lifei raised his chin, snorted coldly, stood up and walked towards the door with his book in hand, "Good night, sweet dreams."

Long Pei's face darkened calmly.Where on earth did Bo Yixin get this child? He's so smart and evil!

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Nan Si's wedding was set at noon, and Long Pei wanted to take Ah Li with him to avoid having to come back to pick him up, and took him directly to the presidential palace in the morning to keep him by his side.

Gu Mingxi didn't come down for breakfast, and didn't know that Ah Li promised him to go to the wedding together.I was thinking about Bai Yan, today is Nan Si's wedding, I don't know how sad he is.She didn't even eat breakfast, so she asked Ru Bing to arrange a car, she wanted to go and accompany Bai Yan.

Don't leave him alone, at least today.

Gu Mingxi hadn't knocked on the door before it opened, and Bai Yan, who was wearing an ordinary shirt and trousers and looked good, didn't seem surprised to see her, "I thought it was time for you to come too."

"I don't trust you." Gu Mingxi said it very frankly, seeing that he had changed his clothes, he asked, "Are you planning to go out?"

Bai Yan nodded, "I want to go out for a walk, have you ever played in the capital?"

Gu Mingxi shook her head, "Why don't you take me to play today."

"I'd be happy to be your tour guide." The smile on Bai Yan's face was far-fetched, and the delicate brows rubbed haggard and tired. He just didn't want to stay in the house where they used to live, guarding the loneliness and desolation alone.

Gu Mingxi followed Bai Yan into the car, and drove around the capital, whether Bai Yan was conscious or unconscious, the places the car drove were all places they had walked together, and it was getting closer and closer to the hotel where Nansi's wedding was held.

The sun was shining brightly, covering this bustling economic city. The car was parked at the intersection, waiting for the green light.

Sitting in the car, Gu Mingxi stared at Bai Yan's side face, and from the corner of his eye, he glanced at a tall building not far away, where his beloved man was about to marry another woman today.

He put his finger on his shoulder hesitantly, and said in a low voice, "Bai Yan, if you want to go, go! I will accompany you!" If you can only give up after seeing him with your own eyes, you are willing to accompany Bai Yan to face his pain.

Bai Yan's face gradually turned pale, his hands clenched the steering wheel involuntarily, and the blue meridians on his fair skin were faintly visible.His gaze swept across the towering building from Gu Mingxi's face, his heart tightened, and he bit his lower lip tightly.

When the green light turns on, go straight to Nansi's wedding, and turn right to go back...

Whether to go or not is only in his mind.

Gu Mingxi didn't bother him, and watched the front quietly, no matter what Bai Yan's choice was, as a friend, he would accompany him to face it.

The red light was flashing, Bai Yan's expression became more serious, he almost held his breath, he didn't move for a long time, and the whistle sounded deafeningly behind him, but he didn't respond either.When he glanced at the towering tall building from the corner of his eye, his foot had already stepped on the accelerator uncontrollably, the car was like an arrow leaving the string, and there was no room for turning back.

The car was parked opposite the hotel, across the road, Bai Yan saw the screen at the entrance of the hotel showing that today is Qin Nansi and Huang Rongrong's big day, as well as their wedding photos, they looked like a very sweet couple.

Gu Mingxi just glanced lightly, and her eyes fell on Bai Yan. She didn't care whether Nan Si was going to marry Huang Rongrong or Yang Rongrong, she only knew that Nan Si had failed Bai Yan after all.

The two sat in the car and neither of them spoke. Bai Yan's eyes kept staring at the other side. From time to time, guests would arrive, and the time was running towards the wedding.

Bai Yan felt that his heart was being crushed by him, and he knew it would be painful, but he couldn't help but not look at it.

People, don't they all like to belittle themselves like this?Knowing that he is married, and knowing that the person will never be her, she still wants to see him with her own eyes, and still wants to see him happy.

The wedding car drove slowly towards the hotel from the opposite side of Bai Yan's car, and the distance between him and him was only a few feet away. Bai Yan stared at the wedding car, feeling a big void in his heart, numb and numb. There was a cold wind blowing through but there was no any echo.

Nansi and Rongrong were sitting behind the float with the glass windows down. When they looked outside, their eyes fell on the listening car on the side of the road. Their sword eyebrows moved invisibly, and their entire spine stiffened involuntarily.

Bai Yan's gaze through the glass seemed to intersect for a moment. He even felt that Nan Si had seen him, and his fingers on the steering wheel tightened.

When their positions were about to overlap at one point, and their eyes were kept in the same straight line, Rong Rong beside him suddenly tugged at the corner of his clothes, "Honey, I'm so nervous, what if I forget the words later?"

Nan Si's eyes suddenly retracted, meeting Rong Rong's nervous and expectant eyes, a comforting smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, I'm by your side."

Rong Rong embraced his arm and leaned her head on his shoulder, "I think I am the happiest woman in the world. Nan Si, thank you for giving me another chance. I will be a good wife in the future. Parents, take good care of you and be your strongest backing!"

No matter how you looked at it, the smile on Nan Si's face seemed to be covered with a veil and blurred.He patted her hand with his fingers, as if comforting her.

At that split second, Bai Yan seemed to hear his own heart-piercing sound, intense, ferocious, and desperate.The knife was cutting him sharply, but he couldn't see the wound, nor could he hear the sound of blood flowing into a river.

Now he can still look back at Nansi's wedding car, see that he and Rongrong are about to enter into a happy marriage hall with everyone's blessing, and take the road he thinks is easy to walk; but he can also see Nansi The company's life and your own life are two intersecting lines, there will be a focal point in the middle, and there will never be any intersection after the intersection.

A certain time before, they worked overtime very late, and the two of them spent the night on the sofa in the office.In his sleep, Bai Yan called out his name very loudly, then woke up, and heard the sofa opposite him vaguely agree, "Yeah."

Knowing that he was there, at that moment, I felt very relieved, turned over, and fell asleep again.

When my sister gave birth to her nephew in the United States, she had a caesarean section. Bai Yan was busy with work and didn't go back. It was her parents and brother-in-law who took her to the delivery room.Later she called and said to Bai Yan, "At that time, I had to know that your brother-in-law was there so I could rest assured. In fact, even if he can't take care of anything anymore, and he's not a doctor, he just needs to pay more attention, so he won't be so scared."

This is what couples mean to each other.In the name of husband and wife, no matter whether you love it or not, you are born different from others.

I have heard many such stories, no matter how bad the relationship between husband and wife is, the woman just won't divorce.Because occasionally when I wake up at night, I know that there is someone beside me, a living person who can breathe and pant. No matter how useless or bad, he is someone who is closer to me than strangers and friends.

Sometimes, his presence is already a deep comfort.

At this moment, Bai Yan was really scared.Family, children, are the fetters that are difficult to let go.If one day, he really doesn't intend to leave her and just live like this, what should he do?
*****
Long Pei brought A Li to the wedding. Nan Si didn't invite those high-ranking officials, and there wasn't so much red tape. After a brief introduction, he took A Li to stand in the corner and looked at the group of people with a blank expression.

Nan Si came over from a distance with two glasses of wine and handed him a glass, "Your Excellency, thank you for coming to my wedding."

The two raised their glasses and took a sip, Long Pei lowered his eyes and glanced at Bo Lifei, "You go and get something to eat yourself."

Bo Lifei is so clever, how could he not know that Long Pei deliberately dismissed him, and went to get the food alone without saying anything.

Long Pei took out the envelope from his pocket and handed it to him, but Nan Si didn't answer it, looking at him with puzzled eyes, "Your Excellency." The gift money has already been delivered.

"Bai Yan."

Nan Si's expression froze, unnaturally pale, and he reached out to take the envelope, as if he was holding something heavy in his hand, as if he would be unable to hold it and drop it at any time.

When he opened it except for a greeting card, there was only one receipt, and he couldn't help but smile bleakly when he saw the model, why did Bai Yan still treat him so well at this moment!
They went to see this sofa together at the time, and they liked it very much, but there were only samples on display, and the actual product was imported from Italy, which needed to be ordered one month in advance, and it took about three months before and after the arrival.Bai Yan also joked that he wanted to buy it as a wedding present for him.He glared at Bai Yan viciously and didn't say anything. At that time, he thought it was troublesome and didn't want it.

Unexpectedly, Bai Yan secretly ordered it later, and really gave it to himself as a wedding gift.

There is no title of the book when I open the greeting card, but a simple sentence—May the present world be stable and the years be peaceful.

Nan Si held the greeting card tightly with his fingers, looked sideways at Long Pei's dismal opening, "Your Excellency, how did you pick such a fool back then."

Long Pei's dark eyes glanced at him calmly, then looked at Huang Rongrong, who was accompanying the two elders, and pursed his lips, "There are many women in this world, why is she the only one?"

Nan Si's gaze followed his gaze, and Rongrong's gaze just happened to follow him, and he nodded to them with a gentle smile; he tried his best to maintain the curvature of his mouth, and his voice was filled with incomparable sadness, "Since it can't be that, It's the same as marrying anyone."

In the eyes of outsiders, Nan Si is crazy, so he married a woman who had betrayed him.But he knew very well in his heart that marrying Rongrong was no different from marrying someone else. Some things would never come back after they passed.

He doesn't have the bravery and purity of Bai Yan, nor the courage and majesty of Your Excellency; he can't leave the two elders alone, and he can't be an enemy of the world; he can only choose a road that is not too hard and not too difficult. Walk.

Selfishness is human nature!
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Gu Mingxi glanced at the watch on his wrist, the wedding had already started, looking at Bai Yan with a dull expression, he patted his shoulder, "How do you feel?"

Although they knew about him and Nan Si, they were rarely mentioned.After all, gays are different in country C. Gu Mingxi never asked about the details of how they got along, for fear of embarrassment for Bai Yan, and also for fear of being awkward;

But besides Gu Mingxi, Bai Yan has no other person to talk to. Hearing her pitiful tone, thinking of Nan Si's action of immediately putting aside Rong Rong's action, he suddenly burst into tears, and he couldn't control it. .

I have been suppressing and enduring, trying my best to pretend nothing happened, and my mood is always gray, which has become a habit, and I can no longer cry out loudly.It's just that the tears kept pouring out, choked and breathless, and the voice trembled softly, "I'm so uncomfortable..."

Gu Mingxi has nothing to say.Relationships have always been like people knowing how warm they are when they drink water. Even if they are the best friends, there is a limit to how much they can intervene in the affairs of two people.

Bai Yan lasted for more than half an hour, and his emotions completely collapsed, even he couldn't control himself.

Gu Mingxi didn't want him to stay in this festive scene, so she asked to change seats, and she sent Bai Yan back.

Everyone knows Nan Si's happiness, but few people know about Bai Yan's suffering.

*****
Gu Mingxi picked two bottles of red wine from the wine rack in the living room, went to the kitchen to get a goblet, sat on the carpet on the floor, opened the wine and said, "Let's drink wine. Drinking will make you feel better."

Lifting the poured glass to Bai Yan, Bai Yan glanced at her, sat down from the sofa on the floor, took the glass and drank it down.

Gu Mingxi poured him another glass, "In the future... do you have any plans?"

After drinking the second cup, Bai Yan murmured, "I want to wait for him until he is 40 years old."

Gu Mingxi stopped pouring wine, and looked at him indifferently, "Bai Yan, don't be stupid! This is not realistic at all. If he can come back to you in the future, why should he leave now? "

She really didn't expect Bai Yan to wait for Nan Si.

does it worth!
Bai Yan took the glass and poured the wine into his mouth with a wry smile, pursed his lips, and looked at her with misty eyes, "Mingxi, I have lost the ability to love others."

It's not that he doesn't have the ability to love someone, it's just that he can't do it if he isn't that person. He can't imagine being with other women in the future, not anyone else.

What he likes and loves is just that one person, regardless of status or other
(End of this chapter)