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Chapter 210 Three thousand worlds, born for love (3)

Bai Yan rarely calls himself by his full name.

"Let's go to the rooftop to have a chat." Bai Yan said with a solemn expression, leaving behind a sentence, he walked towards the safe passage.

In the evening, there was no sunshine, the clouds were overcast, and the low pressure seemed to crush the city.The wind is cool, coming oncoming, like a yellowed memory, the heat fades, leaving only hoarfrost.

Nan Si stood behind Bai Yan with worried eyes, "Bai Yan, do you have something to do?"

"Nan Si, I won't wait any longer."

After a long silence, Bai Yan spoke in a low voice, every word he uttered was like a knife cutting a wound in his heart, the pain was so painful that every cell in his body was burning and tormenting.

Nan Si's body froze, and his dark eyes stared at his side face, shining with disbelief.

Is something wrong?
Why are you saying such things all of a sudden!

Bai Yan tried his best to suppress his emotions, not to let himself collapse, and kept looking down at the tiny plants downstairs.

As far as this universe is concerned, human beings are not like plants under tall buildings, they are insignificant and vulnerable.

It can't stand up to the secular world, time, or your own conscience.

He really couldn't hold on like this anymore, he couldn't watch Rong Rong and Nan Si quarrel again and again, and watched a woman with a big belly struggling to support his marriage.

And myself, like a theft, peeping at other people's husbands all the time, stealing other people's happiness.

This feeling is really terrible.

"I can't wait any longer." Bai Yan pursed his lips, his voice sounded calm, "I can't wait for an hour, a minute, a second a day! Nan Si, I can't wait anymore, I'm leaving with someone else!"

Nan Si only felt like a blow to the head, dizzy for a long time, his stiff body still stood upright, his lips moved, and his voice was low, "Bai Ziyan, don't you want me?"

A sharp knife was pierced into Bai Yan's chest, how could he not want Nan Si, how could he be willing to do without Nan Si...

I dare not want it, I can't afford it!

"Is there really no way to wait for me to be 40 years old?" He said quietly again, looking at him with an indescribably dark color.

"En." The Adam's apple rolled down, and he squeezed out a word with difficulty.

If Rong Rong didn't want Nan Si, even if he had to wait for a lifetime, he would still be willing.

Both Rongrong and the child need Nan Si, he can no longer hold such shameful thoughts because of his own love, peeping at other people's happiness all the time.

Too shameful and sinful!

Nan Si looked at his side face, pale and colorless, his curled eyelashes trembling one after another, obviously still reluctant, why did he say something against his will.

"...Bai Yan!"

"That's all I want to say. From now on, we're just ordinary colleagues!" Bai Yan interrupted him, not wanting to know, not daring to know what he was going to say.

When the sound fell, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Bai Yan!" Nan Si stared at his back with black eyes, and clenched his hands hanging beside him tightly into fists.

Bai Yan's steps stopped, his back was straightened, but he didn't look back at him.

"You have to be good." No matter what reason you want to give up on me, I just hope you can be good.

Regardless of whether you can wait until the age of 40, in fact, what I hope most is your well-being.

The world is safe and perfect, and the Dharma will not fail the Tathagata and not fail the Qing!

Bai Yan only felt that the corners of his eyes seemed to be hot and humid. He bit his lips tightly, and a deep bloodstain was formed on his teeth. He didn't know the bloody smell in his mouth, so he just nodded fiercely.
Nan Si stared at his thin back, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

It seems relieved, it seems self-deprecating, it seems...

The sky didn't know when the icy cold rain fell, pattering, soaking the clothes, getting bigger and bigger, and finally turned into a torrential rain.

Nan Si stood alone on the roof, letting the wind and rain blow, the water from his hair dripped onto his face, it was wet and cold, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears.

There is no right to ask Bai Yan to wait until he is 40 years old, even if he is the first to say that he is waiting; there is no reason to ask Bai Yan to give him a little more time.

There is nothing secular and moral that they can overcome.

However, I still miss this person very much and want to hug him very much.

Even if you don't do anything, just staying together quietly is enough.

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Bai Yan didn't dare to take the elevator, and walked down from floor to floor through the safety belt, the scene in front of him was blurred, and a big hole was torn in his heart -- it hurt.

I can't cry out, and I can't vent.

All the emotions are suppressed, but the corners of the eyes are covered with warmth and coldness continuously.

I don't know how long I have been walking up the 58-story staircase. Every step is so difficult. I walked out the back door and walked into the storm.

His legs were trembling so badly that he couldn't even stand up, and he knelt on the cold road, his heart seemed to explode from his chest, and the rain on his face was unclear whether it was tears or water...

It feels more uncomfortable than watching Nan Si get married with his own eyes.

He put his hands on his lips and bit them tightly, not daring to make a sound, but his shoulders couldn't stop shaking.

Heavy rain, remote back door, no one, the sound of wind and rain echoed in my ears, and his slightly concerned tone—you have to be good.

Without Qin Nansi, how could Bai Ziyan be better.

So many years of getting along, bit by bit, sweating, fighting each other, supporting each other, is vivid in my mind.

Perhaps, in that blazing explosion, the moment Nan Si hugged him was already doomed.

In this life, there will be no one else!

Never, he knew it.

The greatest tragedy in life is nothing more than this.

In the past, it hurt because Nan Si gave up on him, but this time, it hurt because he wanted to give up Nan Si, and the love he had for Nan Si for so many years.It's as if someone has ripped open your chest and taken a rib from your body.

It's useless to let you tear your heart apart and let your blood flow like a river.

The hand was bitten, and the blood flowed down the fingers, mixed into the rainwater, and there was a smell of blood and corrosion in the humid air.

He was immersed in great grief and couldn't extricate himself, and he didn't notice the beautiful figure holding a transparent umbrella not far away.

The facial features of the person under the umbrella are cold, and there is a hint of distress in the long and narrow eyes.

She ordered the monitor to be turned off, and she dismissed the guard on duty at the back door. She watched him love so much pain and suffering, but she couldn't do anything for him.

The only thing that can be done for him is to preserve the last trace of dignity for him.

No one would ever see him in such a state of distress and embarrassment.

The wind was strong, the rain was heavy, and the umbrella was shaken by the blowing. She could hardly hold it, so she simply put the umbrella away and held it in her hand.

The black work clothes on his body were quickly soaked, clinging to his body, his eyelashes wet from the rain trembled slightly, he didn't turn around and leave, and he didn't step forward to disturb him.

Or embarrass him a bit.

A trace of dullness flowed involuntarily in the cold eyes, which was powerless, helpless, distressed, and self-deprecating.

Bai Ziyan, you wait for others to look back at you in the rain, but I look at you in the rain.

The love in this world really should not be contaminated, once it is infected, it will hurt the muscles and bones at the slightest, and lose your life at the worst.What is the difference between falling in love with someone who will never fall in love with you and being sentenced to death?
In her eyes, this delicate man, who is not like a man, is smart, wise, calm, decisive, gentle, and a gentleman. He has a charm that no woman can refuse.

It's a pity that his love is stingy and he refuses to give it to any woman.

When did he know his feelings for Nan Si, I don't know.She didn't deliberately explore him, but when his eyes stayed on Nan Si and her own eyes stayed on him, she knew it in her heart...

I am already a death sentence!

Is it ridiculous to lose to a man?He didn't even have a chance to declare war, because Bai Yan's heart, Bai Yan's eyes, and every part of Bai Yan's body cared so much about Nan Si.

She lost to Bai Yan, and she lost in a big way.

Bai Yan, you taught me all the rules of survival in this political circle, you taught me loyalty and respect for Your Excellency, but you didn't teach me how to quit the poison of love.

You are an unqualified master, because you yourself cannot quit the poison of love.

Three thousand worlds, born for love.

Bai Ziyan, you are a man born for love.

However, your love does not belong to me.

People under this heavy rain are really cold, so cold!

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When Long Pei came back, Gu Mingxi was resting on the rattan chair. She didn't sleep much last night. Today she sent Rinmo away and dealt with Jin'er. She was also very tired and slept all afternoon.

He didn't wake her up, he picked her up, sat down by himself, and put her on his lap.

Gu Mingxi opened his eyes in a daze, sleepy, "You're back."

"Yeah." He kissed her forehead, "Don't sleep, or you won't be able to sleep at night."

Gu Mingxi leaned against him, her body was limp and she had no strength.

"No, I can sleep." She still wanted to sleep for a while.

Such a snooze!Long Peijian frowned, if he didn't know that she couldn't bear children, he would have doubted whether she was pregnant.

Gu Mingxi seemed to see something in his eyes, "Impossible! Even if there is, it's not so fast!" They just did it last night, how could it be possible today, not to mention that she can't be pregnant again.

Long Pei pinched her cheek with his fingers, and there was a trace of regret in his eyes.

Without Yaner, it would be a pity that he and Mingxi would not have children in the future.

(End of this chapter)