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Chapter 229 Love Struggled During Narrow Death (6)

Countdown to the Ending: You Are Better Without My Love
The servant came out of Yan'er's room, and Gu Mingxi, who was standing at the door, took the opportunity to look at her more.After the operation, Yan'er's spirit and complexion are much better. Qianshang said that as long as she takes good care of her, her hair will grow back in a short time. As for the scars on her body, they will gradually fade over time, but some scars are still irreversible. .

For example: hurt in the heart.

Long Lifei came in from the outside, wearing a gray coat because it was raining, and as soon as the coat was soaked in water, Ru Bing immediately took off the coat for him.

Seeing Gu Mingxi standing at the door of the room, she frowned, "...Mingxi."

Gu Mingxi looked back to see him, with a smile on his lips, "You're back."

Long Lifei responded softly, and looked at Yan'er who was sitting in the room. Sitting in the wheelchair, he looked out of the window with blank eyes. He didn't know how long he had been sitting like this, like a soulless person.

"My sister will be fine."

No matter what method he uses, he will definitely protect Long Ziqi and make her recover.

Warmth and relief welled up in Gu Mingxi's eyes, and she nodded, "I know." She still didn't know about the conversation between Long Pei and Long Lifei, and simply thought that Ah Li was taking care of his sister as if he were a brother.

After all, what Ah Li likes is the child who lives in the mansion garden.

Long Pei didn't come back to accompany them for lunch because of a lot of work, Ah Li dined upstairs with Yan'er, and Gu Mingxi dined downstairs alone, feeling somewhat lonely.

I didn't feel lonely when I was alone in country E before, probably because I was used to Ah Pei's side, but suddenly I didn't eat together, and I felt very lonely when I ate alone.

"Ma'am, your call." Ru Bing brought the phone over.

"...Hello." Gu Mingxi answered the phone. He didn't call just now to say he wouldn't come back for lunch, so why did he call again.

"Are you missing me?" His hoarse voice sounded on the phone.

Gu Mingxi let out a "hmm" and didn't understand.

"Ru Bing said that you eat very little." Long Pei laughed softly, "Because I'm not around."

"No." Gu Mingxi denied it categorically, and his ears were silently reddened by what he guessed, burning hot.

It's not that he's busy with work, how could he still have time to make fun of himself on the phone!

"It's okay, I'm hanging up."

"...Ming Xi." He said in a deep, dignified tone, "Go and see Bai Yan."

Gu Mingxi's heart tightened suddenly, she knew why without asking, "Okay."

What happened to Yan'er made her feel helpless, so she could only rely on time and appropriate timing to arrange a psychotherapist to see Yan'er, trying to find a way to overcome her difficulty of not wanting to speak.

"Leave Bai Yan for me." Long Pei returned to the office in the morning and turned on his computer when he received Bai Yan's resignation email.

This time Bai Yan's attitude was very firm, there was no room for change, and he was even willing to let Long Pei send someone to monitor him for life.

From the United States to country C, Bai Yan has been by his side. He has trusted and indulged Bai Yan for so many years. He is not willing to let Bai Yan go. If possible, he can transfer Nan Si.

From the beginning, he predicted that Bai Yan's relationship would be dark, but he didn't expect the final result to be worse than he expected.

Bai Yan, after all, was ruined by feelings.

It is a pity that a rare politician was wasted in vain.

Gu Mingxi put down the phone and went back to the room to change clothes, and told Rubing to tell A Li to let him have a good rest, and take care of Yan'er carefully, she will be back soon.

The rain was heavy and urgent, Ru Bing was worried about her driving alone, and arranged for a driver for her, but Gu Mingxi did not refuse.

The car drove out of the presidential palace steadily, Gu Mingxi looked out the window indifferently, the window was covered with mist, and the whole world was blurred.

She was a little confused, to be honest, she couldn't comfort others, and she didn't know how to leave a blank statement.

Give it a try.

The car stopped at the intersection, Gu Mingxi glanced at the car beside him casually, his bright eyes became deserted in an instant, he sat up straight and immediately rolled down the window, wanting to see more clearly.

When the green light came on, the car next to him galloped out quickly. Through the misty glass window, it was impossible to see the silhouette of the person sitting in the car clearly, but those eyes revealed the viciousness of a wild wolf...

"Follow the car in front." She said abruptly.

"Uh..." The driver didn't react for a while.

"Follow the car in front of you."

This time the driver heard clearly, although he didn't know why, he didn't dare to go against his wife's wishes, and stepped on the accelerator to the end to catch up.

Gu Mingxi clenched her hands on her knees tightly, her eyes were cold and she couldn't figure it out.

Why did this person appear in the capital again?

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Bai Yan's car stopped on the side of the road halfway through the drive, lying on the steering wheel and crying uncontrollably.

The heavy rain was pouring outside the car window, and the silent and suppressed crying inside the car had completely collapsed.

Resign and leave Country C, this is the only thing he can do for Nan Si in the end.

Only in this way can Aunt Rong Rong and the others forgive Nan Si, and their life can continue.

You're fine without me.

You are better without my love
Whoever is missing in this world will not die, and will live on in peace.

I don't know when there was a figure beside the car, standing by the car window with an umbrella in his hand, his eyes were indifferent, staring at the trembling man lying on the steering wheel with distress.

Bai Yan was stunned when he saw the figure in the car window, he didn't speak, and he didn't ask why she came here.

Lu Banxia, ​​who was wearing work, her khaki suit pants were already wet by the rain. She didn't seem to notice, she opened the car door directly, unbuckled his seat belt, and dragged him out by grabbing his arm.

Bai Yan followed her movements like a piece of wood, without resistance or asking why.

He was very tired, so tired that he didn't want to say anything, didn't want to ask anything, and let Lu Banxia take him home.

With his current mental state, there is no way to safely drive the car back.

Lu Banxia has been to Bai Yan's house several times, so he probably knows where the towels are placed in the medicine box.

When she came in for the first time, she knew that this place was given to Bai Yan by Nan Si. Although Bai Yan only had daily necessities in this house, the decoration style revealed Nan Si's atmosphere everywhere.

There was a sour look in his heart, but he acted as if nothing had happened.

She knows how much Bai Yan loves Nan Si better than anyone else, and because of how much she knows, she is so desperate when her heart beats!
Ban Xia didn't blush at all, even though it was the first time she took the initiative to untie the man's clothes and look at the man's body.

Bai Yan knew that she wanted to rub medicinal wine on her back injury, so she didn't stop her.

Ban Xia saw a few bruises on the skin on the back, which were so deep that they were almost bleeding, and her eye sockets turned red silently.

Distressed.

The towel fell gently on his back, and he was reluctant to put in any more effort, for fear that he would be in more pain.

Bai Yan didn't speak the whole time, staring at the floor dully, the position of his heart was suppressed all the time, with colic pain, he almost wondered if he had a heart attack, otherwise why would his heart hurt so much.

Last time he checked his heart, the doctor said there was no problem.

He didn't believe it: "My heart often suffers from colic, which is very uncomfortable. Sometimes I will suddenly wake up from the pain when I fall asleep at night."

The doctor checked again and told him with great certainty that there was nothing wrong with his heart.

It is possible to speculate that his angina pectoris may be a kind of mental illness, and it is recommended that he see a psychiatrist.

Lu Banxia put medicine on his back, turned around and went to the room to bring him clothes, put them aside, "Put on."

After the sound fell, he turned and went to the kitchen to make ginger soup.

After washing the large pieces of ginger, cut them into slices and boiled them in a pot, she opened the refrigerator but found no sugar, and went to open the upper cabinet. When she opened the first cabinet and saw the front bottle, she was stunned.

The English written on the bottle is a kind of sleeping pill.

The bottle next to her didn't know what it was. She took it down and saw the English notes on the back. Something fell out of her eyes inexplicably, blurring her eyes.

For a moment, she wanted to take these bottles and throw them at the man in the living room.

Why would you torture yourself to such an extent for a man!
It's just a man!

She didn't do this because she didn't want the man she treasured in her heart to lose even the last dignity.

In a short period of time, sadness rushed over, and she was suppressed by her and regained her usual calmness and composure. There was no trace of strangeness. She put the medicine bottle back to its original place and continued to cook ginger soup.

When pouring the ginger soup into the bowl, I accidentally scalded my hand, and it turned red quickly, and my skin was burning.

His eyes only fell on it for a second, and the next second he walked out of the kitchen expressionlessly carrying ginger soup.

Bai Yan had already changed his clothes, and threw all the wet clothes on the floor, sitting on the sofa sluggishly without any reaction, like a person who lost his soul.

"Drink the ginger soup," she said.

He raised his head slowly and looked at her numbly: "Thank you, let's go."

He just wanted to be alone.

Lu Banxia put the ginger soup on the coffee table, and sat down on the sofa instead of leaving.The distress in the deserted eyes accidentally flowed out, and he didn't know what kind of evil he had fallen into, so he suddenly said, "Bai Yan, you can marry me."

The words have been spoken, and she doesn't want to regret it.

She knew how deep Bai Yan's love for Nan Si was, but seeing him struggling in this swamp, she couldn't bear it.

Get married, leave Nan Si, completely cut off all possibilities.

Perhaps, there is still a chance.

Bai Yan was stunned, and when he realized it, the corner of his mouth was bitter, and he smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm sorry, I know you want to help me, but I can't..."

He couldn't find someone to live a normal life like Nan Si did, and he didn't want to take advantage of an innocent woman.

"I know you think of me as a good friend, but marriage isn't..."

Before he finished speaking, Lu Banxia suddenly put a hand on his shoulder, and his lips were caught off guard.

Bai Yan was stunned.

He didn't push Pinellia away, and didn't make any movements, but his pupils kept dilating, as if he didn't want to believe what happened in front of him.

Lu Banxia didn't feel ashamed like other women when they kissed their beloved man proactively, she opened her eyes to see Bai Yan's expression clearly.

See the helplessness in Bai Yan's eyes, see the despair in Bai Yan's eyes.

Bai Yan's lips have a softness that men don't have, they are slightly cool to the touch, without the smell of tobacco, but with a faint scent of mint.

This is Lu Banxia's first kiss. It's ridiculous to talk about "first kiss" at her age.Knowing that it was impossible, she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, even if it was just a dream, even if Bai Yan was using her, she hoped that Bai Yan would not reject her.

"Really. Can't it?" After a long kiss, he still didn't respond. The light in Lu Banxia's eyes gradually dimmed, and was gradually replaced by loneliness. "It's not him, is it really okay?"

Is it really not possible?

It's not him, is it really okay?

Those two simple sentences almost brought Bai Yan to tears.No, if it’s not that person, it’s not possible!

The soft lips were pressed tightly, and he kept silent, which was the greatest protection for Ban Xia's self-esteem.

How hurtful it would be for a man to have no reaction to a woman who offered to throw himself into his arms, especially if this woman was still Lu Banxia.

Lu Banxia only felt that the burned skin was getting more and more painful, as if the whole piece of skin was about to rot.Her eyes were astringent, but she didn't shed tears. Lu family women would never shed tears in front of anyone.

The original confession was like a thorn in my throat, but I suppressed it after all.

Bai Yan kindly saved her pride and self-esteem once, and if she continued, she would be humiliating herself.

Women from the Lu family will never demean themselves.

"Take care." Lu Banxia's red lips almost bleed from being bitten by herself before she could squeeze out these four words.

"En." Bai Yan nodded in agreement.

Regarding Lu Banxia, ​​he was grateful and a friend, but he didn't expect that she would like him.

It's just that I can't respond to her feelings.

Ban Xia is a smart woman, she will not ask for trouble.

Lu Banxia turned around and walked to the porch to stop, looking at him with distressed and helpless eyes.

Bai Yan, no matter what, please be sure to live a good life.

This sentence was choked in his throat, but he never said it.

He changed his shoes, took his own things and opened the door, turned his head to look at him without nostalgia, the moment he gently closed the door, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

Be quiet, let the tears run presumptuously on your face.

The red and swollen wound on the hand seemed to be connected to the heart vein, and the pain was hopeless.

Some can't tell whether these tears and sadness are because Bai Yan loves someone other than himself, or just because he loves Bai Yan who loves Nan Si deeply without regret.

The road of life is very long, very long, so long that you can't see the end of the road even if you walk halfway.On this road, you will meet many people, those who love you, those you love, and their emotions are more or less affected by them.

It is a miracle that the person you love is loving you. This kind of miracle can be met but not sought; while the person you love does not love you, this is reality, and this reality is very helpless.

When you really love someone so much that you never want to lose them, the best way is to keep those three words as a secret and keep them in your heart forever.

If I can't have you with love, then I will keep you with friends forever.

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Gu Mingxi ordered the driver to chase the car in front, but he lost it after leaving the urban area.

Get out of the car and look at the empty road, sparse traffic, coming and going.Dai Mei frowned slightly, and there was a coolness between her brows.

She is very confident about her eyesight.

From the figure before going to Yicheng to returning from Yicheng, could it be that all of this was premeditated?
what is the reason?
What is the real purpose?
Standing in place for a long time, until the cold wind blows the body is completely cool.Gu Mingxi got back into the car and asked the driver to drive back to the presidential palace.

She was a little worried about Yan'er and A Li, as for Bai Yan, let's see it another day.

Seeing her coming back so soon, Ru Bing was a little surprised, "Ma'am, didn't you say you would come back later?"

Gu Mingxi asked without answering, "Where are Miss and Young Master?"

"It's all in the room."

Gu Mingxi looked solemn, walked upstairs in a hurry, and pushed Yan'er's door open without even knocking.

Long Lifei was telling Yan'er a story, she leaned on Long Lifei's lap, her body froze when she saw Gu Mingxi, her eyes were full of hostility and indifference.

"What's wrong?" Long Lifei asked after noticing that her expression was not right.

Gu Mingxi was silent for a few seconds, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, I won't bother you."

After the sound fell, he turned around and closed the door.The smile on the corner of her mouth gradually cooled down, her eyes became more and more inquisitive, she didn't know what happened!
Perhaps, she should have a good talk with Ah Pei.

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It was already midnight when Long Pei came back, and the children were all asleep.Gu Mingxi was sitting on the swing in the backyard, her long hair fluttering in the wind, like an elf in the dark night.

He walked up to her, and put his cold palm on the top of her head: "What's wrong?" Mingming went to see Bai Yan in the afternoon, but turned back halfway.

Gu Mingxi stood up, his eyes were almost on the same level, "Did something happen in country M?"

"Why do you ask this suddenly?" Long Pei changed the subject calmly, looking at her with still warm eyes.

"I saw Ji Yerong the day Jin'er disappeared."

The genius girl of country M, Ji Yerong.

That cold and beautiful girl reappeared in the capital.Intuition tells me that these two appearances are definitely not a coincidence, and Long Pei must have something to hide from her.

Long Pei raised his eyebrows, his eyes became more and more gloomy, unexpectedly, she still came into contact with Ming Xi.

"The situation in the presidential palace of country M is normal. There are rumors that the president has not shown up for a long time."

Could it be that something happened to Lian Mo, but something happened that made Ji Yerong come to the capital again and again.

Gu Mingxi felt uneasy, and had an intuition that this matter was not simple, and even suspected that Ji Yerong probably arranged for the trip to Yicheng.

"The person who followed me secretly was arranged by you."

Long Pei nodded without denying it. It is reasonable for him to worry about her safety and arrange for someone to protect her.

"It's Ye!" Gu Mingxi remembered the man in white.Although his appearance is not as good as Ah Pei's, it is definitely memorable, not to mention he is unfathomable.

"Yes." Ye Xianxian left Yicheng and went to catch Xiao Qi. This time Xiao Qi will probably be imprisoned for a long time, so Ming Xi went in and out of the presidential palace, and Ye secretly followed.

Seeing that her expression became more serious, Long Pei put his palms on her shoulders, "Don't worry, I'm here for everything."

A soft sentence is full of weight, and he will stand in the front and help her block everything.

With Ye around, any of Ji Yerong's ideas would never come true.

"Yeah." Gu Mingxi pursed her lips and showed a shallow smile, wrapping her slender arms around his strong waist, "We'll face everything together."

The eyes of the two people met, filled with tenderness, and the whole life was peaceful.

Long Pei hugged Gu Mingxi with his slender arms, but she couldn't see the light flashing in his stern eyes.

It seems that we can no longer sit still and take the initiative to attack is the key to solving the problem.

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In the early morning, Gu Mingxi woke up, washed, changed his clothes and went downstairs. Long Pei had already finished his morning exercise and was sitting on a chair reading a political newspaper. Next to him was the global economic newspaper he had finished reading.

"Good morning." Seeing her going downstairs, she immediately put down the newspaper in her hand, stood up and kissed her on the forehead.

Although I really want to wait until she wakes up and then wake up together, but there are many things going on in the presidential palace today, so he has to go there earlier.

The kiss fell on the cool skin and flowed softly into the bottom of her heart. She smiled and said good morning, and the two sat down.Serve breakfast properly as ice, and leave.

"Ah Li seems to be going back to school today." In the breakfast room, there was a casual chat.

Long Pei took a sip of coffee, "I'll make arrangements for you to stay at home and not go out."

Gu Mingxi thought that he might be worried about safety, and the other party was Ji Yerong, so it's good to be careful, so he nodded in agreement.

After Long Pei finished his breakfast, Ru Bing sent a coat for him to put on.

"Let me do it."

Hearing Gu Mingxi's voice, she retreated with a smile like ice.

Gu Mingxi stood in front of him, buttoned him carefully, and adjusted his tie and collar.The stern silhouette is inexplicably gentle under the rendering of the sun. The faint fragrance on his body is neither tobacco nor cologne. Long Pei never uses those, it is a unique fragrance.

"You should also pay attention to safety."

Long Pei held her hand, her concern made her feel good, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "I will." A kiss fell on her lips.

He turned around to leave, but the hands of the two were still holding each other, and they parted inch by inch reluctantly.

Sometimes I wonder if he is not the president, but Qin Zheng, then he can put down everything and stay by her side every day, and the two of them can go wherever they want, relaxed and at ease.

After all, she let go of her fingers, and Gu Mingxi sent him to the door, watching his back get into the car with a faint smile in his eyes.

The phone rang suddenly, it was an unknown number, she watched Long Pei's car start slowly, picked up the phone, staring at the rear of the car...

A cold voice came from the other end of the radio wave, "Do you believe it or not, the bullet will penetrate your husband's head in the next second!"

A chill swept over Gu Mingxi's eyes, and his lips squeezed out the three words - Ji Yerong.

At this moment, Long Pei just turned his head to look at her, with a smile on his exquisite facial features, he stretched out his hand to say goodbye to him.

She couldn't let Ah Pei see anything strange, and she couldn't alarm anyone.Now no one knows where Ji Yerong is, and how credible her words are!
Ye, only he can restrain Ji Yerong now.

"If you count on Ye, I think he may not be able to take care of himself now." The cold voice sounded again, arbitrarily arrogant.

"What do you want to do?" Gu Mingxi glanced at Rubing who was standing beside her and lowered her voice.

"Meet me, at Mingruoge at one o'clock in the afternoon." After finishing speaking, the phone was cut off directly, and it was to inform Mingxi, not to actually invite her.

The smile on the corner of Gu Mingxi's mouth retreated little by little when the car disappeared into sight, and calmly put down the phone, Qing Dai narrowed her eyes slightly, walked out of the hall for a few steps, and looked around the main house.

There was a forest not far away, and she faintly saw something reflecting light, and the strong light strongly pierced her eyes.She turned her head subconsciously, and looked at it in the next second, and there was nothing abnormal.

is her.

She was ambushing at that place just now. Although the distance is far, it is not a problem for a top sniper.If she had really acted at that time, the bullet would have penetrated Ah Pei's head.

My heart jumped violently, and a chill swept down my back when I thought of the situation just now.

— Ah Pei!
The hand holding the phone tightened involuntarily, his face was gloomy, and a thought quickly flashed through his mind.

From beginning to end, Ji Yerong had only one goal - himself.

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Long Pei named Qin Nansi's son Qin Xifeng.

Rongrong was born prematurely and by cesarean section. She was very weak and needed to be hospitalized for half a month.People from her natal family have always been taking care of her. Nansi has to deal with his father's funeral and take care of his mother (although the old lady never gave him a good face). In just a few days, he has lost a lot of weight, his face is haggard, and his chin His cyan beard looks particularly downcast.

The old lady talked with Rongrong, and she knew it was her son's fault, so she couldn't say anything.What she said was nothing more than hoping that Rongrong would give Nan Si a chance. She had already made Bai Yan promise that she would never return to country C, and there would be no more obstacles between them.The child has just been born, so it is impossible to be without a father. The two of them have a child as a bond, and the days to come will always be better.

Rongrong didn't speak from the beginning to the end, she was unusually silent, her eyes were moist and hot, and in the end she just said that she was very tired, and I'll talk about it later.

The old lady told her to take a good rest with an embarrassing look, and left helplessly.

Rongrong watched the old lady leave the room, a tear fell from her eyes unexpectedly.Reaching out to erase it indifferently, reaching for the mobile phone next to the bed and dialing the number, "I want to see you."

After the simple and clear words, he cut off the phone directly, as if he was sure that the person on the phone would definitely come to see him.

An hour later, a thin figure appeared in the ward.

Rongrong was sitting on the bed, wearing a hospital gown, and her face was pale after giving birth, even though she tidied herself up, she still couldn't hide her haggard look.

Bai Yan didn't expect that Rongrong would want to see him again, but this meeting will probably be the last time in this life.

Rong Rong looked at him, the disgust and contempt in her eyes were undisguised, she never thought that Nan Si and Bai Yan had such a relationship.

That's disgusting.

"I didn't expect that I would lose to a man in the end." She opened her mouth and sneered coldly, "It's really hard for women nowadays, not only to guard against fire and theft, but also guard against men!"

Bai Yan's body froze, his face turned pale, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "It's not what you think."

At least after Rong Rong and Nan Si got married, they didn't do anything sorry for her.

"I saw you guys kissing in the car with my own eyes. Could it be that I am blind?" Rongrong sneered, staring at Bai Yan as if she was looking at something dirty, "Bai Ziyan, don't you think you are disgusting? You are willing to degenerate yourself , why do you want Nan Si to become like that? You are really a pervert!"

Bai Yan was silent and said nothing.

A pervert, he is a pervert in front of the world, he knows it and is powerless to refute.

Rongrong looked at the exquisite man in front of her, and thought of Nan Si's indifference and strangeness towards her after marriage, and thought of Nan Si's encounter with a man, the nausea swept through her heart.

She has known Nan Si for so many years, she knows that Nan Si is not that kind of person.It's Bai Yan, everything is Bai Yan's fault, as long as Bai Yan disappears, Nan Si will become the original Nan Si.

"...Bai Ziyan"

"Rongrong..." She interrupted her indifferently as soon as she opened her mouth, her pale expression was quiet and indifferent, the sorrow between her brows was faintly visible, and a self-deprecating smile curled up at the corner of her mouth, she said lightly, "You were the one who didn't want him back then! "

Rongrong fell silent for a moment when he questioned her.

Back then, she couldn't resist the temptation and betrayed Nan Si first, which was the most regretful thing she ever did in her life.Now that Bai Yan blatantly pointed it out, his face turned pale, as embarrassing as if he had been slapped in the face.

"You can call me perverted, disgusting, shameless, I don't care, and I have nothing to hide." Bai Yan looked at her, his eyes were as calm as a mirror, and his voice was hoarse and orderly.

(End of this chapter)