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Chapter 245 "Countdown to the Ending"

Chapter 290 Three: There are swallows in Beiling, and the feathers are like snow

(On the first day of March, in the early morning, Gu Mingxi received a call. She didn't know what the other party said. The phone slipped from the palm of her hand, and the screen that fell on the ground cracked like a spider web...)
In March of Yangchun, the spring is cold and cold, and it is already three o'clock in the afternoon when we get off the plane and arrive at Mianjiang.Gu Mingxi and Long Pei got into the car, the temperature was moderate, but an inexplicable coldness surged up from the soles of their feet, permeating the whole body.

Gu Mingxi's pale face was bloodless, her black eyebrows were furrowed all the time, her expression was dignified and depressed.Long Pei kept holding her hand tightly, his brows were cold and his expression was stern.

The car stopped at the gate of the police station, Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hand and walked inside, someone carefully guided them along the way.Their identities were not stated above, but they were strictly required to receive them well. In addition, they knew that they had flown from the capital, and their identities were extraordinary, so they could not offend them. Everyone in the police station was cautious.

In the morgue, the door was opened, and a gloomy cold wind rushed in. The surrounding was damp and dark, and the breath of death permeated everywhere.

Gu Mingxi gradually pulled away his strength from the hand held by Long Pei, and walked towards the center with heavy steps. The exhaust fan turned leisurely, cutting the light outside the window into sections...

Long Pei looked at her slender back with dark eyes, his thin lips pursed into colorless arcs, his eyes were complicated and obscure.

Gu Mingxi's pace stopped, her beautiful eyes were full of mist, her white teeth bit her lips tightly, leaving a deep bloodstain, her mouth was filled with the smell of blood.He raised his heavy arms and pinched the white cloth covering it. The director who personally received him said carefully: "The corpse has been soaked in the river for fifteen days..."

——Hello, Ms. Gu, we are from the Mianjiang Police Department. Do you know a Mr. Bai Ziyan, who committed suicide by jumping into the river, and we can’t contact his family members. Could you please come over?

That's what the man who called in the morning said.

The knuckles of Gu Mingxi's hands, which were tightly gripping the white cloth, were protruding and pale, and when he pulled it down slowly, the exposed facial features had been deformed by the blisters, and all the skin on his body had also been deformed, but the outline of his facial features could be vaguely seen .

For a moment, it seemed as if a knife had been stabbed into the chest and then pulled out, leaving a big hole of blood, and tears flowed down from the corner of the eyes silently...

When he got off the car, the police had passed all the information to Long Pei's people.

Bai Ziyan returned from the United States after Christmas, but did not return to the capital, but flew directly to a tourist attraction near Mianjiang, and stayed there.Fifteen days ago, Bai Ziyan did not return after leaving the hotel in the morning. Some people said that he had been seen on the Broken Soul Bridge. Fifteen days later, his body was found and salvaged by morning exercisers in the Samsara River.

The forensic doctor found that his blood contained antidepressant drugs in his blood test, and there were no injuries on his body. After a series of autopsies, it was determined that he died of drowning.

The police found antidepressant drugs in his luggage and asked the people in the hotel. Since he moved in, he seldom went out, and he rarely called the hourly service. He occasionally came back after going out for a few hours. Anyone who comes into contact with is always alone.

The police also checked the hotel's monitors and determined that there was nothing wrong with the hotel staff's statements.

The wallet found on Bai Ziyan's body contained as much cash as the cards, and his mobile phone was damaged after being submerged in water. After maintenance by the technical staff, it was found that there was only one edited but never sent text message in the text box.

——I can't wait until I'm 40, so I have to wait for you forever.

The communication company sent all his call records, and within two or three months, apart from replying to a text message from Gu Mingxi, he had very little contact with other people.

There were three phone calls, one for booking air tickets, one for booking hotels, and one for my mother. The call time was only a short one minute.

All signs ruled out homicide and pointed to the result of suicide.

After listening to the police report, Gu Mingxi didn't speak, she was very silent, her eyes kept looking at Bai Yan who was lying down, her eyes were wet, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

"... Ah Pei, I don't believe it! I don't believe that Bai Yan would commit suicide..." The trembling lips that were stained with blood collided, and the voice choked.

He clearly said to himself "well", he clearly promised himself that he would come back to drink with her after letting go of the obsession in his heart, how could...how could he suddenly commit suicide by jumping into the river.

Long Pei walked to her side, put one hand on her shoulder, and gently wiped away the tears on her cheek with the other hand.At this moment, there is no jealousy or jealousy, Bai Yan is a confidant to her, and a brother to herself...

Jumping into the river from Duanhun Bridge, the body drifted all the way down the river, and drifted for fifteen days until it reached the Samsara River.

Broken soul, reincarnation, these four words are full of irony and ridicule.

In March, the temperature of the river was still sub-zero, bitingly cold. Bai Ziyan floated in this icy river for fifteen days, sank to the bottom of the river and came up again.

Gu Mingxi could hardly imagine how lonely and desperate he felt when he didn't contact or communicate with anyone for a few months.

That warm young man who is feared in the political circle, that Long Pei's right-hand man, that Gu Mingxi's close friend, Bai Ziyan, why would he choose such a road of no return.

A generation of a couple in a lifetime, fighting to teach two places of ecstasy, lovesickness but not blind date, who is spring for whom, on the Lantern Festival a year ago, remember to light a lotus lantern for whom.I stood by the Mianjiang pool, the lotus lantern flickered on and off and finally sank, then fell silent...

The tea flowers wither and the roses fade away late, and the red ones fade away with the wind, full of lovesickness, hidden feelings that cannot be sent,

Now, very happy.

So, my dear you, it is time to die from my body too.

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About Bai Ziyan's suicide, Long Pei didn't let Nan Si deal with it, and even made people hide it from Nan Si, blocking all the news, and let Ye Jia investigate and deal with it.

The results of Ye Jia's investigation are consistent with the results of the police investigation. Bai Ziyan suffers from severe depression and has always had the habit of taking depression medicine and sleeping pills. Although he has seen a psychiatrist, the result is not obvious, and the doctor has also made a diagnosis Book, Bai Ziyan's depression is very serious, and he will commit suicide at any time.

Long Pei asked someone to contact Bai Ziyan's family in the United States. When he heard the bad news, Bai Ziyan's mother fainted on the spot, and his father instantly aged ten years.Arrange a special plane to pick them up to the capital, and with the consent of the two elders, Bai Ziyan's body will be directly cremated in Mianjiang, and then Long Pei and Gu Mingxi will take him back to the capital personally.

Gu Mingxi hasn't had a lot of rest since getting off the plane. She has been immersed in the grief of Bai Ziyan's death, and has been participating in the police investigation. She firmly believes that Bai Yan will not commit suicide, but the results of the investigation made her disheartened.

After Long Pei finished dealing with Bai Ziyan's matter, and spent a lot of effort coaxing Gu Mingxi to rest, he went to the next room to have a video conference with people from the capital.

After the meeting, he went back to the room, but the room was empty, Jun's face immediately darkened, and he called his attendant to ask her whereabouts.

Long Pei found Gu Mingxi on a wooden chair beside the Samsara River, with towering trees covering her in the shadow, looking from behind her figure was extremely depressed and hazy.

Gu Mingxi was wearing thin clothes, and her long hair was a little messed up by the wind. She didn't respond in any way, and stared straight at the bridge not far away.

The warm light refracted sparkling on the river surface, and the dusk floating on the river surface seemed to tell the stability of the present world, but Bai Yan's soul was buried under the cold river surface.

From the United States to the capital, Bai Yan has been following Nan Si's footsteps for so many years, walking in this restricted area is getting more and more difficult, loving to the point of losing himself, loving to the point of losing his life.

At first she couldn't accept Bai Yan's choice to give up her life in such a way, but now sitting here she felt the pain, struggle and helplessness in Bai Yan's heart.

He really wants to let go, but when a person has become his life, how to let go?

Loneliness and depression haunt him like a demon. He can't get rid of it, and he can't struggle anymore. In the end, he can only seek relief in this way.

Long Pei walked up to her and sat down, took off his scarf and wrapped it around her neck, his eyes were heavy and distressed: "Tomorrow we will take Bai Yan back to the capital."

Gu Mingxi didn't look at him, her dry and peeling lips raised slightly, and her voice was hoarse: "Apei, we all failed him."

If they hadn't let Bai Yan go, if they had cared more about Bai Yan, maybe Bai Yan wouldn't have come to where he is today.

Long Pei didn't finish speaking, and acquiesced to her words.When Bai Ziyan left the capital, he sent people to follow Bai Yan to understand his every move. When Bai Yan returned to country C, he evacuated those people.

He knew that Bai Yan would not betray him, at least in front of the country, Bai Yan could tell which was more important.

It's just that he didn't expect that his temporary laissez-faire would lead to Bai Yan's complete departure, and it was a lie to say that he had no guilt or regret.

Bai Ziyan, the man who always smiles and is gentle as jade, handles all kinds of problems and worries for them, listens to Bai Ziyan who is troubled in their hearts, and bids farewell to this world forever.

With the cleanest and deepest love in his heart, he left them, went to find another country, and continued to wait for his love!
***************The young master asks for the dividing line of the monthly pass**************
At the end of the special passageway at the National Airport, Bai Ziyan's parents, sister and brother-in-law all came, and their eyes fell on the urn in Gu Mingxi's arms. Bai Ziyan's mother was crying so hard...

The most painful thing is farewell, and the coolest thing is not the heart, this sentence is simple to say, but it is only when facing this moment that I realize how difficult and painful it is.

The cruelest thing in the world is a white-haired man sending a black-haired man, not to mention that Bai Ziyan's parents have only one son, and his daughter has already been married.

Gu Mingxi stopped in front of them, holding Bai Yan's urn in his hands, rubbing the patterns on the box with his fingers reluctantly, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.

"Please forgive me." Long Pei stood aside, his voice low.

Bai Ziyan's mother hugged the urn back, tears fell on it, and she was in so much pain that her father stood aside, sighing all the time, the pain in his eyes was self-evident.

Bai Zixuan's eyes were very red, obviously she had been crying for a long time, suppressing her grief at this moment, she thanked Gu Mingxi and Long Pei in a hoarse voice.

Before Gu Mingxi finished speaking, he glanced at the figure in the empty space not far away from the corner of his eye, and his eyes froze slightly.

Among the crowds of people coming and going in the distance, the figure standing alone in the world is depressed and gloomy, with a pair of deep eyes stained with blood, looking at this side intently, the eye sockets are always wet.

Long Pei blocked the news and was unwilling to let Nan Si know of Bai Yan's death, but who was Nan Si, the security commander in charge of the entire presidential palace, how could he hide the matter about Bai Yan from him, let alone Bai Yan's parents Fly to the capital.

It's just that he doesn't believe it, doesn't believe that person is dead.

Standing here and watching Gu Mingxi entrust Bai Yan's ashes to Bai Yan's parents with his own eyes, watching the two elders grieve over Bai Yan's death, his heart was blocked by something, he couldn't spit it out or swallow it, his chest The location seemed to lose its heartbeat.

Gu Mingxi's eyes passed through the crowd and looked at Nan Si, without speaking, Nan Si couldn't come over.

Should Bai Yan's death be attributed to Nan Si?He is just a weak person, unable to fight against the world for his love, giving Bai Yan hope, and making Bai Yan despair, that's all.

Looking at Bai Yan's parents, the white-haired man gave away the black-haired man, should Bai Yan be blamed for his unfilial piety?He left behind the parents and relatives who raised him as an adult, sorry for all those who loved and cared about him, and fulfilled his love selfishly.

In this world, it is difficult to have a standard definition of right and wrong.As a son, Bai Yan is undoubtedly a very wrong person, but in love, he is undoubtedly the most loving and holy person.

He is worthy of himself and the people he loves deeply.

Affection will not live long, and wisdom will be hurt. It is probably just plain words.

Before Gu Mingxi jumped into the sea, she said that Bai Yan was a man who was born for love, but she didn't say the last sentence - to die for love.

Unexpectedly, many years later, a word became a prophecy, "live for love, die for love" became Bai Ziyan's final destiny after all.

Gu Mingxi has never asked Nan Si whether he loves Bai Yan or not, but the answer is actually not important at all.Because no matter whether he loves him or not, Bai Yan still loves him deeply, no matter whether he loves him or not, he finally gave up on Bai Yan!

Some people may ask, is it worthwhile for Bai Yan to do so?Give up your life for a man who got married and had children.

How can a person who has no deep love experience the heartache and heavyness of losing the person he loves the most, and he can't wait to die immediately in the next second.Whether it is worth it or not, no one can judge except Bai Yan himself.

The onlookers can only sigh and feel sad after all.

Ask what love is in the world, and it's called life and death.

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They did not bring Bai Yan's ashes back to the United States, but chose to bury him in the capital. Gu Mingxi and Long Pei were very surprised at this, but no one asked the reason.

Very few people attended Bai Yan's funeral, except for Long Pei and Gu Mingxi, Bai Yan's family members, Ban Xia, and no one else, not even Nan Si.

At the airport that day, after they left, Nan Si didn't know when to go back. He didn't show up at the presidential palace for many days, but just called to ask for leave.Reason: illness.

On the day of the funeral, it was raining, and the steps were washed clean by the rain.Lu Banxia stood in front of the tombstone in a black professional attire with an umbrella, and looked at Bai Yan's faint smile on the tombstone, as if he was still smiling at herself standing in front of her.

The umbrella in her hand was blown off by a gust of wind, and she stood alone in the rain. It was not clear whether the rain on her face was tears or just water.

The scalded wound on her hand has healed and scarred, leaving a faint scar, but the person who made her leave this scar is gone forever.

Seeing that her clothes were soaked, Gu Mingxi walked to her with an umbrella.She could see Lu Banxia's heart for Bai Yan, but Bai Yan's inability to respond was also a firm fact.

"The forensic doctor said that there were a lot of antidepressant drugs in his body, and his depression was very serious." Gu Mingxi still couldn't accept Bai Yan's suicide, even if the facts were right in front of him.

Lu Banxia's rain-wet eyelashes trembled slightly, and her cold voice choked up for the first time: "I knew before he left."

When she was cooking ginger soup for him at Bai Yan's home, she was looking for brown sugar, but accidentally saw the medicine bottles in the cabinet. One bottle was a sleeping pill, and the other bottle had an English description of the drug's effect - antidepressant.

She knew at that time that Bai Yan was suffering from depression, or Bai Yan had been suffering from depression earlier, when Nan Si was about to get married, he had already started to suffer from mild depression...

Later, it became more and more serious, and finally got out of hand.

Lu Banxia thought that if he was allowed to leave, he could finally get out of this emotional storm and find a new life, even if it wasn't him, it didn't matter, as long as he was still alive.Unexpectedly, Bai Yan's obsession is deeper and more stubborn than she thought...

After Bai Yan left Country C, Ban Xia actually called Bai Yan, but unfortunately he didn't answer the call!Lu Banxia was worried about him but there was nothing he could do...

Gu Mingxi patted her frail shoulders, without words to comfort her. Feelings have always been like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not.

After the funeral, the husband of Bai Ziyan's sister, Bai Zixuan, took the two elders back to the hotel to rest, and Bai Zixuan invited Gu Mingxi to sit and chat.

Gu Mingxi knew that she might have something to tell him, so he asked Long Pei and Lu Banxia to go first, and he and Bai Zixuan went to the cafe for a sit down.

Long Pei hesitated, glanced at Bai Zixuan, finally nodded in agreement, and went back to the presidential palace with Lu Banxia first.

***************** Young master begging for the dividing line of the monthly pass****************
The coffee shop was peaceful, and the room was filled with the aroma of coffee. The heavy rain outside the window was getting heavier and slapping on the glass frantically, leaving hideous water marks.

In front of Gu Mingxi is a cup of scented tea, rising slowly with white mist, with some blurred outlines.What Bai Zixuan drank was coffee, and she stirred it gently with a silver spoon, her heavy expression seemed to be hesitant about what to start with.

Gu Mingxi took a sip of the warm scented tea, and said softly: "Miss Bai, please speak up if you have anything to say!"

Bai Zixuan paused while holding the spoon, a bitter smile appeared on her pale face, and she looked at her with eyes full of pain: "Actually, I knew you a long time ago, Ah Yan once drank too much, listen to him I mentioned that I have a very good friend named Ming Xi!"

Gu Mingxi frowned delicately, but didn't speak, and listened to her continue.

"Ah Yan has been introverted since he was a child, even weak, but he is very smart and stubborn. Back then, he insisted on returning to Country C despite his parents' dissuasion. At first we all thought he was just out of respect for Your Excellency. Although his parents were not happy , but seeing that he had a good life in country C, I felt relieved after my anger subsided. Ah Yan’s lifelong event has always been a heart disease for all of us. He introduced many good girls to him, but he rejected them one by one, even meeting them once. None of them are willing, saying that work is the most important thing, and he can't be distracted. He thought we didn't know all the time, but we didn't know, in fact, we all knew... We always knew the person he liked."

As Bai Zixuan spoke, tears instantly fell from her eyes, flowing down the corners of her eyes to her lips, extremely bitter.

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In the torrential rain, the buds that had just emerged from the branches were all bowed down by the heavy rain, and some fell to the ground and were trampled invisible.

The entire cemetery was shrouded in wind and rain, solemn and gloomy, and there was no one around, except in front of the tombstone of Bai Ziyan who had just been buried today.

Standing alone in front of the tombstone, drenched all over, looking at Bai Ziyan's gentle smile, it was like a dream.

——I will wait for you to be 40 years old. At that time, you have not returned to me, so I will go to someone else.

Some words are still fresh in my ears, people who say they will wait until they are 40 years old have already crossed the door of life and death.

Kneeling weakly next to the tombstone with both legs, his silhouette covered in mist was filled with endless pain and unwillingness. How could he die, how could he just die like this!
When Nan Si returned from the airport, he didn't go home, but went to the place where Bai Yan used to live, looked at every thing he used, and every fragment and every detail of their relationship over the years floated in his mind , An unprecedented bone-chiseling pain.

He was sick, and he couldn't afford it. Except for calling the presidential palace to ask for leave, he didn't answer any calls, and didn't contact anyone. He stayed in Bai Yan's house for days and nights without a drop of water and sleepless day and night.

There is a big, big piece of empty heart that cannot be filled, and is muddled. Sometimes it feels like a heart-wrenching pain, but sometimes it feels extremely empty and numb.

Lu Banxia sent him a text message, just a string of addresses.

He didn't expect that Bai Yan's parents would leave him in the capital. Looking at Bai Yan's tombstone, he felt that his soul was drying up bit by bit...

If I hadn't saved Bai Yan back then, if I hadn't been too impulsive to drink him that night...

If, sometimes it is really a very painful word.

A fishy sweetness welled up in my throat, I couldn't restrain it, and the warm fishy sweetness overflowed from my pale lips in an instant...

The finished works of Yaoyao Escape:

Bravery Series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me"

Healing series: "Little Treasure Collector: Pay Back My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Forgive Me", "The CEO's Little Wife"

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