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Chapter 291 Every memory has an entrance 23
Chapter 350 Five: Every memory has an entrance 23
Before she had time to apologize for being late, Murong Zhuang said with a smile, "I ordered the meal, I hope you don't mind."

"No." Lu Banxia replied frankly, even if she asked her, she would hand over the sovereignty to Murong Zhuang.

After chatting for a while, when the waiter delivered the food, Lu Banxia realized how wise and considerate the old man in front of him was.

It's just one meal at a time, he has already remembered Lu Banxia's taste, and all the meals he ordered are according to her taste.

For so many years, she and Lu Heng have eaten together. Does Lu Heng know what she eats and what she doesn't eat?
When there is comparison, there is care, and it is inevitable that the bottom of my heart will be sour.

"What? Is the food not to your liking?" Murong Zhuang noticed her mood swings and asked with concern.

Lu Banxia looked up, smiled and shook his head, his voice trembling: "You don't have to worry about my feelings, I'm just a junior!"

When Murong Zhuang heard this, he raised his eyebrows and said earnestly: "Because of this, we must take good care of it! What have we never tasted in our life? I only hope that young people of your generation can suffer less and eat less."

This has a deep meaning, and Lu Banxia will not be able to fully understand it for a while.

"Thank you, Dad." She felt the affection she hadn't seen for a long time from an old man whom she had only met a few times.

Is it lucky or sad?

Murong Zhuang smiled slightly: "Since you are married to Yue Qi, you are my daughter-in-law, and you can be regarded as half a daughter! It is right to love you." The words paused, and he said very seriously: "If one day Yue Qi is not careful, He did something wrong, I hope you can give him a chance, he is not bad in nature, but it has not been easy for him these years!"

Lu Banxia's expression was slightly hesitant, his words were too obvious, it was impossible for her not to understand!

But what is the so-called "wrong thing" that Murong Zhuang said!
"Dad, right and wrong cannot be judged by individuals." Lu Banxia said lightly, calmly, calmly, without questioning or pestering like other women: "I can only say that everything is done according to the heart! "

If one day in the future, Li Yueqi did something that she couldn't forgive, she would not compromise for any reason!
The heavy gaze made Murong Zhuang wonder whether to be happy or sad.From a professional point of view, Lu Banxia is a very good employee. She is serious, rigorous, and principled in her work; but from an emotional point of view, her personality is too sharp, she needs to be strong, and there is no room for one grain in her eyes. Sand, like this, it is almost impossible for two people to go smoothly for a lifetime.

He didn't say much, he was always an outsider, unable to give any pertinent advice or good words about their marriage.Everyone's life needs to come out step by step. As for right and wrong, only when they have experienced it themselves can they judge by themselves.

At that time, Murong Zhuang seemed to have forgotten a very important thing.

There is no room for a grain of sand in love!
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Lu Banxia sent Murong Zhuang to the plane, and when he was at the gate, he reached out and hugged Lu Banxia, ​​"Take care."

"Yes." Lu Banxia had an indescribable feeling in her heart. Separation is a very sad thing. She has never felt such sadness towards Lu Heng in these years, but now she has it towards Murongzhuang. "Dad, you are welcome to live in the capital!"

She also wanted to keep Murong Zhuang, but she had no choice but to know that his heart was not here.

Murong Zhuang smiled, and his thick and warm palms fell on her head, like a loving father who was worried about his daughter after a long journey: "You and Yueqi are well, and I will come back to see you more often. Or give me a grandson, and I will be fine." Retire, make fun of your grandchildren every day!"

Li Yueqi never told him that Murong Zhuang didn't know about Lu Banxia's miscarriage, and his unintentional opening made Lu Banxia's curly eyelashes tremble, and calmly said: "Take care!"

Murong Zhuang withdrew his hand, said goodbye and left.

Lu Banxia watched his back disappear, and couldn't help touching the top of his head with his fingers. The place Murong Zhuang touched just now was very warm...

Is this the feeling of fatherly love?

The plane took off, and when Lu Banxia was about to go back, he received a call from Li Yueqi. It turned out that he had already driven to the airport after the case was over, and wanted to send Murongzhuang off.

But still a step too late.

When Lu Banxia walked out of the airport, Li Yueqi's car was parked at the door, leaning against the car body, looking at Lu Banxia with tenderness in his eyes, "Dad, let's go!"

Lu Banxia nodded, "Actually, you don't have to come here, he will understand."

Li Yueqi smiled helplessly: "You only thought that I was here to send dad off? Why don't you think about it the other way around, I'm also here to pick you up."

Lu Banxia was taken aback, she really hadn't thought about it.He ran all the way here just to pick him up!
"Get in the car." Li Yueqi opened the co-pilot's door and stuffed the dazed Lu Banxia into the car.

Neither of them spoke. Li Yueqi's eyes were focused on the front of the road, and he held the steering wheel tightly with his fingers. There was no abnormality in his expression, but there was still a trace of abnormality in his eyes.

"Are you okay?" Lu Banxia realized something was wrong halfway, and kept holding back.I just couldn't help but speak, he didn't look very good.

"It's okay." Li Yueqi frowned when he heard her words, and a far-fetched smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

Lu Banxia didn't believe it, the temperature in the car wasn't too low, but it wasn't so hot that he would sweat.Beads of sweat oozed from his forehead...

"Stop, I'll drive!"

Li Yueqi refused very simply: "No, just cross another intersection and you'll be home."

Lu Banxia didn't say any more, he couldn't stop him, I'm afraid the result would be even worse.Men are all about saving face, she doesn't want to argue with him in this regard, it's pointless.

After all, he arrived home safely, Li Yueqi changed his shoes at the entrance, and said in a slightly apologetic tone: "I still have some things to deal with after I go to court, I will deal with them first."

After the sound fell, he turned and walked towards the study.

Lu Banxia stood at the entrance, staring at his back with cold eyes, his face was obviously pale, why is he still trying to be brave.

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Li Yueqi went to the study and closed the door, his face that he tried to maintain finally collapsed, his fingers pressed his stomach tightly, and he staggered towards the desk, his movements were messy and trembling, one can imagine how painful it was.

In order not to let Lu Banxia see the strangeness, he endured all the way, if it wasn't because Banxia was still in the car, he would have fainted a long time ago.

The things in the drawer were rummaged through, and finally found the medicine box, swallowed two pills in a hurry, and dropped a few pills on the carpet in such a hurry.

There was no water in the study, so he had to swallow dryly, the bitter, hard pills sliced ​​across his throat like a knife, causing blood to ooze out in pain.

Sitting on the chair with a decadent body, he kept taking deep breaths to adjust himself.His arms were placed on the table, his forehead was lowered against his arms, and his painful expression was hidden in the darkness.

No one can see it!

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Outside, Lu Banxia didn't even change her clothes, she pulled her hair up and rolled up her sleeves, and slowly started washing rice and cooking porridge in the kitchen.There are two vegetables in the refrigerator, stir fry them.

An hour after everything was done, she estimated that the time was about the same, and turned around to knock on the door of Li Yueqi's study.

"Enter."

Li Yueqi's complexion has improved a lot, and the sweat on his forehead has not yet dried up. Seeing her standing at the door with a cup of warm water, his eyes froze for a second.

Lu Banxia put the water glass in front of him, without mentioning anything about the past, "The porridge is almost ready, you will eat some with me later."

She said "You stay with me" instead of "I'll stay with you!

She obviously had dinner with Murong Zhuang, how could she be hungry now, she just said this to cooperate with him and protect his face.

He didn't want her to see his embarrassment, so she turned a blind eye. He wanted to maintain his face, so she cooperated with him.

Husband and wife, there is always one who must know how to give in.

Some people say that two proud people cannot love each other, the more they love each other, the more they will hurt each other.

Lu Banxia thought, maybe it was because they didn't love each other enough!

If you really love, you are willing to give in, such as yourself at this moment.

Li Yueqi's thick fan-like eyelashes trembled, and the hand holding the water glass froze, and a faint smile escaped from his thin lips, "... Xia Xia."

There was warmth and pampering in the eyes.

Lu Banxia didn't speak, the hand holding the tissue had already wiped off the sweat on his forehead, "Let's go to the restaurant."

Yin Luo, withdrew his hand, left first, and gave him a few minutes to calm down and calm down.

Three minutes later, when Li Yueqi came out, he could smell the strong aroma of porridge and two light stir-fried vegetables. She knew his taste and never liked heavy oil.

Lu Banxia knew it but didn't mention it, and felt a little disappointed in her heart.

Several years of husband and wife, different dreams in the same bed, she never knew that his stomach was so bad, it was worse than her own.

In fact, this really cannot be blamed on Lu Banxia, ​​because Li Yueqi spends very little time with her after marriage, even when they are in love, both of them have their own busy careers, and it is already a pleasure to be able to sit down and have a meal together It's extremely rare, how could she notice such small details.

Li Yueqi and Lu Banxia are people with completely different personalities. Li Yueqi focused on work and forgot to eat and sleep. Back then, while studying and working part-time, it was normal for him to not eat or drink during a busy day.

The stomach ailment was left over from that time, and he has been hiding it very well. Even your Excellency or Murong Zhuang, no one knows that he has such a serious stomach ailment.

Lu Banxia lives in a superior family background and has been taken care of by her mother since she was a child. Her emotional world is dark and cold, but she is too rational a woman. Even if her heart is bleeding, even if she is in pain, she will force herself to eat. Force yourself to live, with the best posture.

No matter how busy she is at work, she will remember to eat three meals regularly. Sometimes she really can't spare time, and she will prepare red dates, chocolates, and compressed biscuits in her briefcase in advance to replenish her energy at any time.

Li Yueqi wanted to take care of her as a little girl, but he didn't know that Lu Banxia was an independent woman, and she could always take good care of herself without anyone.

It was only to cooperate with Li Yueqi that she silently cooperated with being taken care of, and did not use her actions and habits to stab his man's self-esteem.

It's not that two proud people can't love each other, it's just that they don't love enough to give in!
Lu Banxia ate very little because he had eaten, and spent most of his time watching Li Yueqi eat.He eats well, is elegant, and doesn't have the vices of other men, and his fingers for holding bamboo chopsticks seem to be a bit prettier than others.

"... Xia Xia!" When Lu Banxia was packing her things, Li Yueqi held her hand with a low voice full of affection.

Lu Banxia stopped to look at him, her dark eyes reflected her, "Thank you!" Her considerate demeanor made her heart surge with warmth.

She withdrew her hand, and said in a calm voice, "In this world, everything will leave us, but my own body will accompany us until the day we die!"

If you don't take good care of your body, then no one will take care of you!
She wasn't angry that he concealed himself, but she was angry that he didn't take good care of his body.If a couple goes through this life without wind or rain, it will only be a few years before they die!But if there is anything wrong with the body, it will be decades before death, which is too cruel and uncomfortable.

Li Yueqi heard the meaning of her words, stood up and hugged her, probably because there was something warm in her stomach, her face softened a lot, and her voice was much softer, "Young and frivolous, I don't know how to cherish my body, I won't anymore .”

In order to stay with her for a lifetime, he will not squander his health and youth like before, and will take good care of his body.

I didn't let her know all the time, because I was afraid that she would be worried, but also because I was afraid that she would not be worried!
"Li Yueqi." Lu Banxia put down the things in his hands, turned around and looked at him seriously, his voice was cold and cold, as if he was joking: "If anything happens to you in the future, I will not be a widow for you, on the contrary, I will be together Get married within a year!"

Everyone is dead, she will not live a lifetime in a cold house and hurtful memories.

Lu Banxia, ​​don't be so stupid!
Li Yueqi's face froze, her thin lips just pursed, before she could speak, she heard her say again: "If anything happens to me, I hope you will marry again, it doesn't matter if you remember me or not!"

If she dies and has nothing left, then it doesn't make sense for Li Yueqi to remember herself.

"No!" Li Yueqi tightened his strength holding her fingers, "You forgot what I said, when we are old, when I say we can die, we can die together!"

Until then, there will be no farewell!

Lu Banxia was hugged tightly by him and almost breathless, she didn't speak.Li Yueqi's words are an illusion after all, unless they die for love, they will not die together.

If it was Li Yueqi who left first, she could be sure that she would not die in love.

As proud as she is, how could she choose to commit suicide in such a weak way to end her life!
Why didn't she refute his naive and unrealistic thoughts? Perhaps, deep down in her heart, she actually longed to advance and retreat with him.

Lu Heng has abandoned her for so many years, Lu Chuan has abandoned her, her mother has left her, and Bai Ziyan has also left. She grew up in this city, but she has nothing.Life is so empty and numb, without any light or heat.

She and Your Excellency worked hard for this country day and night, worrying about it, but she would often stand on the top floor of the presidential palace in a daze.Looking at this bustling city, she will feel that she is a rootless duckweed, wherever the wind blows, she will go there, and she can't control herself at all.

She really doesn't want to experience loss and being discarded again!
Before she knew Li Yueqi, she had feelings for Lu Chuan and Bai Ziyan, but she was able to restrain herself everywhere, calm and shrewd, even if she was hurt, it was just a depression in her heart, but since she met Li Yueqi, her world seemed to be completely different.

Perhaps life is like this. It is destined that after meeting that person, all the joys and sorrows that have been preserved for many years will be pinned on him alone. All the determination and wisdom will collapse.

He didn't want to talk about his relationship with Lu Zijin, so she didn't force him to ask him, as long as he could do it, be open and aboveboard, without any deviation or ambiguity.She can choose to believe him, she is not a woman who is unreasonable and has no confidence in herself.

Between husband and wife, she is willing to give him enough trust.

However, no matter how deep her trust is now, the disappointment and wounds in the future will be deep and painful.

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Gu Mingxi flew to country M because of Ji Yerong's death, went to the presidential palace and slapped Lian Mo in public, then turned around without saying a word and left without even seeing Yun Yingluo.

This shows how much Ji Yerong's death hit Gu Mingxi.

In the eyes of outsiders, the people living at the top are glamorous, powerful, and seem to live a more noble and unrestrained life than anyone else, but no one knows that people like them live harder, humbler, and even numb lives than anyone else. .

Having experienced too many joys and sorrows, parting from life and death, even a 20-year-old can still have the mood of a 60-year-old Qianfan.

After Gu Mingxi came back, she locked herself in the room, didn't see anyone, didn't eat much, and was bombarded out together with Your Excellency.

Recently, your work mood is obviously out of state, and anyone with a discerning eye can see why.Lu Banxia thought for a while, and finally said: "I'll go see my wife."

Long Pei hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded, "That's fine." He didn't dare to force Mingxi to see him, probably because of the jump into the sea a few years ago!

It was a memory that he and Gu Mingxi never mentioned, and not mentioning it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.He didn't want to remind Mingxi of that sad past because of Ji Yerong's incident, so he was careful not to appear in her sight frequently.

Love to the depths without resentment.

That's right.

That's true for Ming Xi.

Long Pei is like this.

They will be in the future, why not!
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When Lu Banxia arrived at Mingzhengju, it happened that the afterglow of the setting sun was shining, which set off Mingzhengju's incomparable splendor and beauty.

Gu Mingxi sat alone under the pear tree behind the house in a daze, with an indifferent look on his face, as if he was far away with the wind.

No wonder Your Excellency has been restless.

Nothing is more desperate than being unable to catch the wind.

Gu Mingxi felt that someone was looking at her, and turned her head to see that it was her. She was a little surprised, "You don't have to listen to Ah Pei for everything."

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Today is a new route, the situation is unknown, and tomorrow's update is uncertain, so I will try to write more on the plane!Keep 4000-6000 words per day!
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