Death's Slash

Chapter 68 Shaking Heart
Seeing the child, Sakurai Yuka and Sakurai Xiaohong no longer had the motivation to continue. All the sand collapsed, the thorns disappeared, and everyone was restrained.

"Please, don't kill my child, as long as my child lives."

Sakurai Yuka begged bitterly, but Xuexin didn't answer, just put the child in front of Yeyi, and said coldly: "You solve it."

After leaving these words, Xue Xin turned around and left.

Ye Yi looked at his back, sighed, waved his hand at the same time, and said, "Execution."

Xue Xin left the second district and rushed towards the fourth district, his face was a little ugly.

In this battle, he killed two people, and they were the most important two people, which killed the hope of the Sakurai family, and indirectly wiped out the whole family of others.

If the one who killed was an enemy, a villain, Xue Xin didn't feel much.

But can the few people killed be called enemies?

They just oppose the killing of the Quincy and provide assistance for the survival of the Quincy, but why do they want the whole family to be wiped out?
Old people, women, children.

All were executed.

Xue Xin felt a little depressed, and his outlook on life was severely impacted. He believed that although the world has darkness and conspiracy, maliciousness and filth, he needs to be alert to the hostility of others, but in essence, his life should be positive and prosperous. Meaningful, healthy and uplifting, while gaining happiness for yourself, don't bring disaster to others.

But today he discovered that he was in the position of the giver of harm, and he became the kind of person he would not choose in his life.

What's more important is the impact of values. Values ​​determine your decision-making on your own behavior in your understanding of the world and life.

Xue Xin believes that only if the other party is evil, endangers the safety of his own group, causes harm to himself, and in order to survive, can he kill a person.

In other words, the judgment of people needs to conform to the secular laws that one has experienced, that is, the special code of conduct recognized and enforced in the social environment.

You can be the judge yourself, but the behavior of the other party must have reached the criminal responsibility of death in the rules. At the same time, this judgment can be based on your disgust for the behavior, and the punishment for the other party will be increased.

But it is absolutely impossible to do harm to the other party when the other party has not met the criminal responsibility I expected.

Probably, I want to kill you because I think you deserve to die and I have the power to judge. Why you deserve to die is because you violated the law, and the law is recognized and enforced by society.

But now, I want to kill you, I do have the power to judge, and you have indeed violated the law, but this kind of law and code of conduct is something I cannot agree with.

Originally, Xuexin knew the difference in the rules, but he had no personal experience.

But now that I have not only experienced it but implemented it, I feel a huge collision of ideas.

The collision of ideas has only two results, accepting this rule and opposing this rule.

Xue Xin's current ideas are constantly being impacted. The reason for conflicts is that they do not recognize and oppose this kind of rule.

And there are two ways to oppose, one is to change, and the other is to establish new rules after erasure.

But no matter which one, Xue Xin couldn't do it, and he didn't dare to do it.

He clearly opposed it, but he had no ability to change it, and had to do it. This was the reason for Xue Xin's discomfort.

Xue Xin came to the Thirteenth Division, and went straight in. After walking a few steps, a voice sounded, "It's Xue Xin, are you looking for Nagasawa again?"

Xuexin raised his head and saw Katori Yahagi who appeared in front of him, he nodded and said, "Senior Katori, I'm here to find sister Miya."

"Go, she's in the team building." Katori Yahagi said with a smile.

"Thank you."

After thanking Xue Xue, she went directly to Nagasawa's room. Just as she reached the door, the door creaked open.

"Xue Xin, you are here."

Nagasawa looked at Xue Xin with a smile on his lips.

Seeing her smile, Xue's confidence warmed up, and everything she had experienced today seemed to be melted away.

"Sister Du."

Xue Xin rushed forward and hugged Nagasawa.

"what happened?"

Nagasawa intuitively noticed his difference and asked with concern.

Xue Xin straightened up, lowered his head and said, "Something happened today."

"Come in and speak slowly."

Nagasawa dragged Xue Xin into the room and closed the door.

Xue Xin sat on the bed, Nagasawa sat beside him, held his hand, and did not speak.

"Nowadays……"

Xue Xin opened his mouth, but stopped talking, hesitating whether to say it or not.

If she did such a thing, would she hate herself?
"I am not your relative, and I have no blood relationship with you, but I am your lover, and I will be with you for a long time in the future. Whether you are happy or sad, you can give me things share."

Nagasawa's voice rang in his ears, like a warm spring breeze, soothing Xue Xin's heart.

"I understand."

Xue Xin took a deep breath, looked at Nagasawa, and told what happened today.

When Nagasawa heard that they were gathering to perform a mission, he looked a little curious.

When he heard that the task was to kill the superior nobles, he opened his mouth in surprise.

When she heard the reason for the extermination, she shook her head and sighed.

When she heard that the other party was going to hide Chen Cang, hope was born in her eyes.

But immediately, after she realized that it was Xue Xin who stopped them, her eyes filled with sadness again.

Sakurai Takahiro and Sakurai Yuka's desperate counterattack, Xuexin faced the battle and was in danger, then killed Sakurai Shunsuke, and handed over the child to Yeichi.

Nagasawa's face was full of sadness, and his eyes were full of sorrow.

"Sure enough, I still did something wrong."

Xue Xin lowered his head and said.

Nagasawa said softly: "I can't say that you did the right thing, because you did kill two people and let the youngest son of the other party die, and the crimes committed by the other party are not enough to kill so many people. You Although you are performing a mission and it is just a knife in the hands of a big man, you are stained with blood, and you bear the crime."

Hearing Nagasawa's words, Xue Xin's eyes dimmed.

"But there's nothing I can do."

Nagasawa suddenly said: "I imagined it. From your point of view, I will do the same, because I can't afford the consequences of not doing it. I say this, not to tell you a reason to excuse yourself, no Let's make it right by saying 'you can't change it, so you can do it'."

"What is wrong is wrong and cannot be changed. You also need to feel guilty, because it is precisely because of guilt that you can act more cautiously in the future. And your guilt also happens to prove that your heart is not the same as those decision makers ruthless."

Nagasawa finished speaking slowly, Xue Xin's inner entanglement disappeared, this was wrong, not only he thought it was wrong, but Nagasawa also thought it was wrong.

The other party is not enough to die, nor is it enough for the whole family to be wiped out.

But no longer entangled, does not mean ignoring the sins of one's own hands.

You are still guilty.

Xue Xin looked at Nagazedu and asked, "Sister Nadu, do you hate me because of this?"

"If you are unable to change, you cannot make this matter right, but if you are unable to change, you can make me understand your approach." Nagasawa looked at Xue Xin, and said softly: "And I feel guilty. It should be only you, and everyone else under this rule."

"If you have sins, let me bear them with you."

Nagasawa held Xue Xin's hand and said seriously.

"Thank you."

Xue Xin nodded heavily, feeling much better.

This kind of thing has someone to bear with him, which makes Xue Xin less stressed.

"Do you want to have a drink? Maybe after you get drunk, you can relax a bit."

Nagasawa looked at Xue Xin and asked.

A drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows.

"Let's go."

Xue Xin also felt that he needed some alcohol, stood up, left the house with Nagasawa, and left the [-]th Division.

When they came outside the house, Xuexin and Nagasawa walked towards the izakaya together.

But suddenly stopped, and said coldly: "Come out."

"Huh? Is anyone there?"

Nagasawa was slightly taken aback, and looked behind him.

Not far away, a slender figure slowly walked out.

(End of this chapter)