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Chapter 114 This Is The Real Me

My mother fell asleep not long after falling on the bed, probably because she was too tired.

I looked sideways at her sleeping soundly, with mixed feelings in my heart, not knowing what it was like.

I thought that tonight we might have a long talk all night without sleep, after all we haven't seen each other in nine years.

But we who reunited after a long absence are not much closer than strangers.

I turned over, checked the time on my phone, and thought, maybe it will get better in the future.

The next morning, my mother got up early and made some clear porridge for us. There were three bowls of porridge on the dining table and a plate of pickles. The pickles were the leftovers she bought for me at noon yesterday.

Zhao Jianping took a disgusted look, said that he was not hungry, carried his schoolbag and said that he was going to school, and left.

After I finished my porridge, I told my mother that I have something to do today and I won't be back until around six o'clock in the afternoon.

I hurriedly felt that the opening time of the library was almost delayed, and there were already many students waiting outside the gate.

I opened the door and let them in, but unexpectedly, a man stood in front of me, looked at me, frowned slightly and asked, "Are you hiding from me these few days?"

I looked at Li Enzhong, my heart skipped a beat, and I cursed myself for forgetting about Li Enzhong these two days because of finding my own mother.

The teacher in the library said that Li Enzhong came every day, and then he would take a look at whether I came. The teacher in the library also said that she concluded that Li Enzhong liked me.

Although I said no, I knew in my heart that although Li Enzhong didn't say anything to me more than two years ago, as a woman, I still had some instincts.

I looked at him, and then smiled generously, "No, why should I hide from you... I'm just one, I've got something to do these days."

"Oh, really." Li Enzhong listened to my words, smiled wryly, and then said to me: "In that case, let's talk!"

"What are you talking about?" My heart skipped a beat.

"Do you like Ye Yaoyu?" Li Enzhong asked bluntly.

"What?" I didn't realize why Li Enzhong suddenly changed the topic to Ye Yaoyu.

"Do you like Ye Yaoyu!" Li Enzhong asked again with a more serious tone, "Are you with him because you like him, or because he sponsored you and asked you to be with him?"

"Is there a difference?" I looked at Li Enzhong and asked.

"Of course there is a difference!" Li Enzhong suddenly became irritable, "If you had to be with him just for funding, why didn't you choose me in the first place! I can also sponsor you! But you rejected me at the beginning. So simply, say that you don’t want to owe anyone any more favors, but you turned your head and went to find Ye Yaoyu! Why? Could it be because you think Ye Yaoyu is a real rich man with status and status! And I, Li Enzhong, am just an illegitimate child, He's a bastard, but because his mother lived in a rich man's house, he became that so-called son! You think my status is contemptible, don't you?"

"Li Enzhong, what are you talking about, do you know?" I frowned and looked at Li Enzhong who was about to run away. This kind of Li Enzhong made me feel strange. He is not the boy I knew at the beginning. He has changed and changed a lot .

"Of course I know!" Li Enzhong said violently, and then, regardless of whether I agreed or not, he stretched out his hand and grabbed my wrist, growling: "He Qiu! Why can't you accept me! Tell me why!"

Li Enzhong's voice was very loud, even though we were only standing outside the library, it still caught the attention of the students in the library.

"Li Enzhong, calm down." I broke free a few times, but Li Enzhong's hand was so tight that I couldn't break free, "You are not like this! Why are you so irritable now! The sunny man in the past Where did the boy go!"

"Sunshine?" Li Enzhong raised his eyebrows and looked at me, then started to laugh for a long time before saying, "He Qiu, do you think I am qualified to be sunny?"

I was stunned by his words. I didn't understand what he meant, but I was sure that he was really sunny, warm, and comfortable to touch. There was a feeling of approaching him unconsciously. .

But now Li Eunjoong, I just feel terrible, I feel that there seems to be a dark aura around him, making him look gloomy.

"I didn't know who my real father was since I was born! I only know that my mother has been serving a man, and that man came to see me. At first I thought he was my father, and he occasionally called me son But suddenly one day, everything changed. That man rushed into my house violently, smashed everything in the house, pointed at my mother's nose and called her a bitch, smelly and shameless, and pointed at me to ask this bastard Whose child is it!"

"My mother just laughed and didn't say anything. She even said to the man, I didn't expect you to find out so soon."

"That man beat my mother and drove us mother and son out of the house. At that time, I happened to be in the first grade of junior high school, and all my classmates looked down on me, called me a bastard, and called my mother indecent. At first I I also fought with them angrily, and my body was covered with bruises every day. Later, my mother got close to a rich man. I don’t know what tricks she used. The rich man liked what she liked, and then my value suddenly increased. gone."

"Since then, the eyes of teachers and students in the school have changed. I have become a noble son, and I have become a male god among girls! He Qiu, do you think it is ridiculous? They It’s changed, and I’ve changed too, I’ve become especially good at laughing, talking, pleasing and caring for others, I don’t even know when I put on my mask.”

After Li Enzhong finished speaking, he looked at me again, and then retracted his wrist forcefully, forcing me to draw closer to him. Then he frowned, stared at me seriously, and said in a low voice: "He Qiu, you I was lied to! The me I am now is the real me."

"No..." I raised my head, looked at his face, and subconsciously denied, "This is not your true face! The one I first saw was warm in the sun, and I could look up at the blue sky above my head and sigh every day. Boy, is the real you!"

"Hehe, it's as if you know me very well." Li Enzhong said with a smile, "I don't care which one is the real me, but I know that I like you no matter which one is! So I'm asking you now, can you Can't accept me!"

"No..." I replied decisively, "I promised another person, I will wait for him."

"Who? Ye Yaoyu?" Li Enzhong asked with a sneer, "What is the relationship between you two? He Qiu, have you thought it through?"

"I……"

Before I could say anything, out of the corner of my eye, I saw a figure running towards us. When I turned around to look over, that person had already rushed over, raised his hand and slapped me in the face. .

I tried to hide subconsciously, but Li Enzhong grabbed my wrist, so I had limited space to dodge, so I could only lower my head and squat down, so although the slap didn't hit me in the face, it hit me on the head.

I frowned in pain, and Li Enzhong yelled on top of my head: "Wang Yuetong, what are you doing!"

(End of this chapter)