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Chapter 129 Recognize yourself so you won't cause trouble for others

"He Qiu, I can't figure out what kind of person you are, how attractive you are, and why Ye Yaoyu would change himself for you." Luo Xi frowned and stared at me, "But I also want to Just to remind you, think more about the disparity in status between you two. Do you think Ye Yaoyu's father would accept you who were once so unbearable?"

Luo Xi's tone was very determined, without any hesitation, I knew she must have done her homework before she came to me, so I was almost transparent in front of her, without any secrets at all.

"So why did you come to see me today?" I looked at Luo Xi indifferently, neither did I like her nor did I have any dislike for her.

We were strangers, but because of Ye Yaoyu's relationship, we stood opposite each other. In fact, I was very grateful to her for telling me these things. If she didn't tell me, maybe I would never know these things for the rest of my life.

Luo Xi looked at me steadfastly, hesitant to speak several times, but finally he sighed and said: "I'm here to tell you this, I just hope you can stay away from Ye Yaoyu, because you are very concerned about his life and career. You can only be his burden and burden. He never said that he likes you, because he may just be habitually protective of you, and his overprotection of you has caused him Father's resentment."

"Before he returned to China last time, he had a very unpleasant quarrel with his father because of your affairs, and threatened to break away from his father's wings and establish his own family. If I didn't believe in him, I wouldn't be able to pull my father to invest in him, after all Investing in him can be regarded as offending his father, our father has been friends in the business field for many years, so this matter has become so complicated until now, it is all because of you. Do you know, He Qiu."

Luo Xi looked at me seriously and said: "Now you are still young, Ye Yaoyu is still young, his future has unlimited development, and there are countless possibilities between you. So don't drag him down because of temporary feelings .”

I never responded to Luo Xi's words. Hearing that Ye Yaoyu had paid so much for me silently behind my back, I was really happy and felt sorry for him.

"That's all I want to tell you. It's not that I have any prejudice against you. After all, your life experience is also very pitiful. You didn't want to create this situation. What I want to tell you is that this world is originally There are too many injustices, so it's best for everyone to find their own place and try not to cause trouble for others."

Seeing that I kept silent, Luo Xi explained the conversation between us.

"I'm bothering you today, go back to study quickly." Finally Luo Xi smiled at me, smiling sweetly, like an approachable big sister next door.

After Luo Xi finished speaking, she was about to leave. I didn't know what was wrong in my mind, so I stopped her suddenly, and then asked her: "You like Ye Yaoyu, right?"

Obviously, Luo Xi was not so straightforward as I would ask. She was stunned for two seconds, then suddenly smiled, and then admitted generously: "Yes, I like him very much. I have liked him since I was a child, and I have always liked him all these years Same."

I really didn't expect Luo Xi to be so frank, and to talk about her feelings with a stranger without any shyness, which surprised and surprised me a bit.

"Any more questions?" Luo Xi asked me with a smile.

"No, thank you for your advice, and thank you for your frankness." I nodded to Luo Xi as a gesture.

Luo Xi also nodded to me, "You have to believe that I have no malicious intentions, I just hope that you can all return to your own life track and live a smooth and stable life."

After Luo Xi left, I stood alone for a long time, my mind was a bit empty, I knew I should think about something, but I didn't know what to think about.

What kind of relationship is there between Ye Yaoyu and I, even we ourselves can't figure it out, but in the eyes of outsiders, they all have their own views and concepts.

Is this the so-called onlooker, or are they self-righteous and speculate on the relationship of others with their own subjective?
I don't know, but I hate the feeling of being randomly speculated by others and then jumping to conclusions for us.

Back in the classroom, I looked at the test questions just now, but I couldn't do any of them.

I decided to go home and talk to Zhang Yan about it, and listen to what she had to say.

It's strange, Zhang Yan and I have no blood relationship at all, and she may not be so gentle to me, but I just trust her, and I treat her as a family member from the bottom of my heart.

Anyway, she is an orphan, and I am no different from an orphan now, it is just right for us two to be relatives.

The study of the key class has always been high-intensity. The progress of the teacher's lectures is very fast, and all kinds of exercises are overwhelming. I feel that there are always endless questions.

In order to increase the enrollment rate, teachers will organize students to make up lessons every day after school and on weekends. Of course, this kind of make-up lessons will not be free, but students will need to pay for make-up lessons.

One hour of make-up lessons for each subject costs about 200 yuan.

When I heard the price, I was so surprised that I couldn't close my mouth, but looking at the calm faces of other students, I knew that I was short-sighted and made a fuss.

There are 52 students in my class, and 51 of them signed up for the make-up class. The only one who didn't participate was me.

The homeroom teacher also approached me, saying that I am a potential seedling. If I study hard, it will not be a dream to be admitted to a key university in the future.

I looked at the head teacher helplessly, and I said teacher, even my tuition fees are funded by others, and I don't have any extra money to spend on making up lessons.

The head teacher looked at me without speaking for a long time, and finally sighed helplessly, saying that what the teacher said was for your own good.

I said I know, thank you teacher.

Later, the class teacher thought about it and said, how about this, you can come and listen to my class for free, as for the other teachers, I can't do anything about it.

I looked at the head teacher gratefully and said thank you teacher for your kindness, but if I attend your class for free, other teachers will feel uncomfortable, so I’d better go home and learn by myself. If I can’t learn it, I’ll come back and ask the teacher.

In fact, I knew in my heart that if I went to attend the class of the head teacher, and other teachers saw it, if they didn’t take the initiative to let me attend their classes, it would appear that they value money too much and lose their teacher’s morality.But if they take the initiative to let me participate, they will definitely feel unhappy, and those who are unwilling will blame my head teacher, and other students will also be unhappy. Why can I not spend money, but they have to spend a lot of money? Price.

I think, what I thought of, my class teacher must also want to get it, so when I refused him, he didn't insist anymore.

He just patted my head silently and said, He Qiu, your mentality is not like that of a child of this age. You have suffered so much for so many years.

Somehow, when I heard the head teacher's words, I suddenly had the urge to cry.But I endured it, and then smiled and said to the head teacher, thank you teacher for your concern, I will work hard.

A person's mind is related to whether she is young, but not absolute.The reason why my mind is more mature than my peers is because I have experienced what they have not experienced.

While they were having fun with their parents, I was struggling with masochism just to survive.

While they were enjoying all kinds of beautiful lives created for them with their parents' money, I sold everything I could sell for tuition fees.

So the gap between me and them is not even a tiny bit.

When passing by the vegetable market after school, I bought some meat dishes for Zhang Yan. Although I don’t eat them, I think she and the baby in her stomach need nutrition. She is too thin and should be supplemented.

But when I walked into our semi-basement rental house, I was completely stunned by the sight in front of me.

There is a group of men smashing things crazily in the room, no matter what it is, they will smash things when they see them, cursing their mothers while smashing.

(End of this chapter)