Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 20 You See Everything

why should i live

Why am I living like this?

Why do I live so tired but dare not die!
I've been thinking about these questions all night, but I haven't gotten an answer all night. Even if I die like this, no one will feel sad for me.

I don't have the courage to kill myself.

I don't even have the courage to resist my adoptive parents, how can I have the courage to commit suicide!
My eyelids are so heavy, my body hurts so much, my chest is so stuffy, when will these days end...

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I opened my eyes, it was dawn.

I moved my stiff body, got up from the ground with difficulty, washed my face indiscriminately, and hurried to do the work my adoptive mother had assigned me.

In order not to be late, I went to school hungry. As soon as I entered the classroom, the injuries on my face and body attracted the attention of others.

As soon as she sat down, Teacher Sun walked in with the textbook. Her complexion was very bad, her forehead was covered with gauze, and she looked injured.

As soon as I saw Teacher Sun, the scene of her being pinned down by the principal yesterday immediately appeared in my mind.

"Have you seen it all?" Hu Juan asked me in a low voice while sitting next to me.

I was startled, and quickly turned my head to look at Hu Juan, and Hu Juan was also looking at me, but the way she looked at me was full of sarcasm and disdain.

At this time, the door of the classroom was pushed open from the outside, and the principal stood at the door, looked at me with a loving smile on his face, and said kindly: "Hu Juan, He Qiu, come with me to the office."

I sat on the chair without moving, my eyes were fixed on the principal's smiling face, and I resisted instinctively.

"Principal, I will start class soon..." Teacher Sun just said that, and the principal gave her a look, "You fuck with me, I have something to do with them."

At this time, Hu Juan stood up generously, then looked down at me, and said coldly: "The principal is looking for us, let's go, don't delay everyone's class."

So under everyone's gaze, I bit the bullet and followed Hu Juan out of the classroom.

The principal didn't say anything, and when he saw the two of us coming out, he walked towards the office with his hands behind his back, and the two of us followed behind him silently.

After entering the office, the principal sat on a chair, raised his head, squinted his eyes and looked at the two of us back and forth. It took a long time before he asked, "Which of the two of you left last after school yesterday."

The principal's voice was not loud. Although he was laughing, there was a dark feeling in his ears, which made me shiver unconsciously.

I lowered my head deeply, thinking that it would be fine if neither Hu Juan nor I would admit it, but I heard Hu Juan's crisp voice ringing in my ears, "It's He Qiu, when I left after school yesterday, I saw He Qiu was Lying at the door of the office and looking in, I don’t know if I want to steal something.”

I stared at Hu Juan with wide eyes in amazement. How could she lie so naturally? I quickly shook my head and explained to the principal, "Principal, I didn't..."

The principal gave me a meaningful look, then waved at Hu Juan, and said lovingly, "Hu Juan, you have nothing to do here, you can go back to class."

"Thank you principal." Hu Juan bowed politely to the principal, then turned and left without even looking at me.

I watched Hu Juan leave helplessly. When I turned around to explain to the principal, I found that the kind principal just now suddenly became eerie, and he smiled and hooked his fingers at me.

I shook my head again and again in fright, and then stepped back step by step.

Seeing my frightened look, the principal stood up and walked towards me while unbuttoning his pants. The smile on his face was so distorted that I unconsciously remembered what happened yesterday in my mind.

"It seems that you saw everything yesterday!" The principal sneered, pulled out the belt around his waist, and slapped me hard all at once.

(End of this chapter)