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Chapter 23 They Hug Together
Wen Ning treats every student very well, even the mischievous boys in the upper grades like him very much, let alone the female students, regardless of their young age at that time, all of them were quite precocious.

Wen Ning and I don't have many interactions, but during class, he always likes to look at me, with a slight smile in his gentle eyes.

But I don't know if he is looking at me or at Hu Juan.

The 15-year-old Wu Juan has grown into a slim girl. Her protruding figure is often surrounded by a group of boys whistling, while I am still a shriveled bean sprouts.

Sitting in the classroom, I actually hope that Wen Ning will pay more attention to me every day. Even if he accidentally glances at me, my mood will become better that day.I don't know what this subtle feeling is, but it makes me feel very sweet.

A semester passed in a flash, and Wen Ning was about to end his teaching support work, and we didn't even talk alone except when we met for the first time.

Every time after class, I watched those girls chattering and laughing around him, I could only sit there and look at them enviously, because I didn't have the qualifications.

He Dong kept staring at me, and even Wen Ning only touched my head comfortingly that time. After I went back, He Dong slapped me twice, saying that I was shameless and seduced the male teacher.

When Wen Ning announced that this was his last class, the whole classroom let out sighs of reluctance, and some female students even cried sadly.

Wen Ning leaned on the podium table, looked at us with a smile, and said don't be sad, today's parting is for meeting again in the future.You all have to study hard. When you get out of the small village in the future, the outside world is very exciting. You will definitely like it. Maybe we will meet again at that time.

Today's parting is for meeting again in the future...

Wen Ning's words hurt me deeply.

No matter how exciting the outside world is, it has nothing to do with me. I am destined to be trapped here for the rest of my life, unable to get out.

Thinking of this, my heart felt hot and my nose felt sour, so I lowered my head, holding back the tears swirling in my eyes, not wanting them to flow out, let alone letting He Dong see me cry.

The moment I lowered my head, I saw Hu Juan put her hands on her lap, clenched her fists so tightly that her knuckles turned white. I sneaked a glance at her in surprise, and found that Hu Juan's eye sockets were also red. Yes, the tears were spinning inside, but they never fell out.

It turned out that she was also suppressing her feelings.

That's right, people like us are not qualified to cry for other men.

In that class, Wen Ning talked a lot about what the world outside the village was like, which fascinated us all.

Finally, the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Wen Ning said with a smile, if you have anything you want to say to me, you can write it on a note and hand it to me, I will leave early tomorrow morning.

Before Wen Ning left the classroom, he received many notes.

Neither Hu Juan nor I wrote it, and I think I can understand why we didn't write it.Seeing them handing their note to Wen Ning, I really had the urge to rush over and tell Wen Ning that I actually liked him very much, so his leaving made me very sad and sad.

In the next class, I didn't hear anything at all, and my heart was drifting to nowhere. When I thought of Wen Ning leaving tomorrow, my heart was terribly stuffy.

Finally when school was over, He Dong said he wanted to go out to play and let me go home by myself. After speaking, he threw my schoolbag on me and ran out of the classroom.

Seeing him gone, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, because when I was in class, I secretly wrote a small note and planned to quietly put it on the desk of Wen Ning's dormitory when school was over.

I sat in the classroom with He Dong and my two schoolbags in my arms, and only after everyone had left did I boldly go to Wen Ning's dormitory.

I tightly held the note I wrote to Wen Ning in my hand, but what I wrote was actually very simple.I wrote, Teacher Wen, I like you, you are the gentlest person I have ever seen, and I really want to see the outside world you mentioned, you said, do I still have a chance for someone like me?You said, will we meet again in the future?Will you still remember me?
When I walked hesitantly to the door of Wen Ning's dormitory, I heard Hu Juan's words coming from the room.

"Mr. Wen, I like you, I really like you..." Hu Juan's voice was a little urgent.

"Hu Juan, don't...you are still a child..." Wen Ning was a little flustered.

I approached curiously, stood at the door, and saw the situation in the room at a glance.

At this time Wen Ning was sitting on a chair, but Hu Juan was sitting on his legs, facing him, with a pair of arms around Wen Ning's neck, and the two lumps of flesh on her chest were tightly attached to Wen Ning's. On the chest, immature lips pressed against Wen Ning's lips impatiently.

Wen Ning tilted his head, and pushed forward with both hands vigorously, pushing Hu Juan off his lap, and just as Hu Juan continued to stick past him, Wen Ning noticed that standing at the door was completely stupid. I fell.

"He Qiu..." Wen Ning stood up in a panic, and naturally pushed Hu Juan aside with his arms.

I don't know if I ruined the atmosphere between them. Hu Juan looked at me with eyes that wanted to eat me. This reminded me of the relationship between the principal and Teacher Sun that I accidentally saw four years ago. thing.

Thinking of the impact that incident had on me, I took two steps back in fright, and ran away without looking back.

I ran very fast, and Wen Ning kept calling my name behind me.

I really want to say goodbye to him, even if I will never see him again, but at least I can keep his kindness in my memory.But I just couldn't stop my feet. When I thought about what I saw just now, my tears couldn't stop pouring out, and I couldn't even wipe them dry.

I ran back to He's house in one breath. In order not to let them see me crying, I went straight back to the utility room with my head down, closed the door tightly, and sat down on the floor in a decadent manner.

Why, why did the gentle Wen Ning and the principal actually do the same thing!

The more I think about it, the more my heart hurts, but I don't know why my heart hurts and what this pain means.

It took me a long time before my emotions stabilized. I thought that the note must not be delivered, so I might as well tear it up.

Only then did I realize that the note I wrote to Wen Ning was missing. Did it drop when I ran back?

Thinking of this, my heart skipped a beat.

It’s okay if no one sees it, but if someone picks it up and sees the contents inside, it’s hard to guarantee that they won’t tell the adoptive parents and adoptive parents. At that time, they and He Dong may really beat me to death.

The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, so I ran out and looked for it along the way, but I couldn't find it when I found the school gate all the way. At this moment, Hu Juan walked out of the gate with her chest out. Seeing that I was looking for something, she turned to me. There was a smile of disdain and resentment.Then, in my astonished eyes, I looked up and walked away.

Could it be her?She picked up my note?
Thinking of this, I sat on the ground weakly. If this is really the case, it seems that I am not far from death.

(End of this chapter)