Late at night, please give me half a cigarette

Chapter 266 Monologue
I frowned and looked at Su Anyu quietly for about ten seconds, then reached out to pick up the wine glass very unhappy, drank another glass, then put the wine glass on the coffee table loudly, and said to Su Anyu: " Now that we have talked about this, you should stop beating me around. For so many years, I have been unable to figure it out, no matter what the reason is, can you give me a happy day today? "

"Okay. Let's start from the beginning." Su Anyu looked at me and asked, "Do you know when I met you?"

"When? Wasn't it when I was selling flowers on the street that year? Then I happened to meet you and Ye Yaoyu passing by?" I said with certainty, because I clearly remembered the amazement I had when I first met him.

"No!" Su Anyu quickly denied me, "I knew you a long time ago, probably when you were eight years old."

"Impossible!" I denied Su Anyu's words, "At that time, I was still in my adoptive parents' house and did not escape, how could you know me."

"From Ye Yaoyu's mouth." Su Anyu looked at me calmly, not seeming to be joking at all.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Su Anyu fixed his eyes on the slightly shaking wine glass, his eyes gradually became a little far-reaching, as if he was recalling the past.

"Ye Yaoyu has been rebellious since he was a child. This has a lot to do with his upbringing. He especially hates his father, but he also wants to attract his father's attention. But there are two ways for a child to attract his father's attention. Lu is to be a perfect child who completely obeys his father's requirements, and the other is to completely disobey his father and sing against his father everywhere. Ye Yaoyu belongs to the latter."

"Ye Yaoyu's participation in the reform program was sent to him on purpose by his father, in order to let him know that he can live like a young master now because he has a powerful and rich father , without his father, he is nothing."

"His father made good calculations, thinking that after that time, Ye Yaoyu would at least restrain himself and understand what he could do to keep his life today. But his father never expected that it was because of this program that Ye Yaoyu got to know him You completely changed his life."

"Ye Yaoyu and I grew up together, I have never seen Ye Yaoyu interested in a stranger, but after that time, he often mentioned your name in front of me, and then told me how stupid you are, How stupid you are, how weak you are, how timid you are, but sometimes I think you are cute."

"At first, I didn't take this matter to heart. I thought that after he participated in the program, he suddenly changed his life in a different environment. He would definitely feel novelty, so he would inevitably miss it. But then I found out that he was not at all. Because of the novelty, but really fell in love."

"Then one day, when we were hanging out together, he was very unhappy, so I asked him what was wrong. He said that he promised you that he would help you to go to school. But his father disagreed and told him to forget about that. In a poor country, let him focus more on his studies. Then he told me that he had decided to use his own money to support you. At that time, I realized for the first time that that little girl named He Qiu , has become someone Ye Yaoyu cares about."

When Su Anyu said this, he deliberately paused, then stared at me closely and said, "At that time, I was thinking, what kind of person is this He Qiu!"

"So... have you been hostile to me since then?" I looked at Su Anyu in surprise, and suddenly felt that it was a terrible thing to be held hostage by someone I had never met before. Goosebumps popped up unconsciously.

"Ye Yaoyu should have told you, I suffered from depression when I was a child." Su Anyu didn't answer me directly, but changed the topic.

I nodded, "I mentioned it, it's because...you are so good-looking..."

After hearing what I said, Su Anyu unconsciously curled his lips and smiled, "The word good-looking is used on girls, and girls will like it very much, but it is used on boys, especially such young children, and it is the word that is used by girls. When other friends say it in a mocking tone, he will actually feel inferior."

"I still remember it clearly. They called me a shemale, a pervert, and a sissy. They also said that playing with me was disgusting, and they threw stones at me."

At this time, I noticed that when Su Anyu said this, his eyes gradually filled with hatred, that is to say, after so many years, in fact, he has kept this hurdle in his heart and never passed it.

"At that time, I was weak and cowardly, and I couldn't resist being bullied by them. At that time, my family's power had not yet risen. In their eyes, my family was not worth mentioning at all, so as long as I resist a little, They will get worse and suffer silently every day, so I learned to endure and escape, but my personality became more and more weird. I almost scratched my face with a knife, if Ye Yaoyu didn't find out in time and stop it Now, the person sitting in front of you may be a lunatic with a hideous face."

Su Anyu's tone was very calm, and he didn't seem to be able to hear any emotions, but his eyes were full of chills, which showed that this hatred had penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

"During those days, Ye Yaoyu was by my side every day. If someone bullied me, he would fight for me. If I acted too aggressively, he would stop me in time. In short, if Ye Yaoyu didn't exist at that time, I miss my Maybe this life will be ruined. That is, since then, I have become very dependent on Ye Yaoyu. I often think, if he is my brother, it would be great if he could be by my side for the rest of my life. He thinks that we are each other's best friends, no one can be caught between us, knowing that there is an extra girl named He Qiu in his mouth."

"Do you understand now? I've hated you since then!" After Su Anyu finished speaking, he slowly picked up the wine glass and took a sip. After putting down the wine glass, Su Anyu glanced at me and raised his eyebrows Said: "But I never thought that there would be a day when I would meet you in person."

"I hated you before because I felt that you took away Ye Yaoyu's mind and made him stop paying attention to me, which made me very disappointed. Then I hated you because your appearance brought him great trouble , and changed him a lot. With his personality, he would never yield to his father, but for you, he gave up a lot and suffered a lot of blows. You think his company can do what it is today, but he How much effort has been put into where you can't see?"

"Even if the whole world opposes you being together, he still silently resisted all this. He never told you, he always went to see you with a relaxed expression, and he should have been right. You said, let you wait for him for a while, when he becomes stronger, when he is strong enough to fight against everything, when he can fully protect you, then you can really be together!"

(End of this chapter)