rich heir

Chapter 595

In an instant, the mood fell even further to the bottom.

If all this is true, what Chen Ran said is all a misunderstanding.

So isn't it ridiculous what I'm doing now, hurting the man I love the most.

If you really do this, all this is to protect yourself.

So does he appear to be too much, too hateful.

But I don't want to admit that all of this is my misunderstanding, leading to all the mistakes caused.

I really hope that all of this is Chen Ran's fault, so that I can continue with peace of mind.

Chen Ran was seriously injured because of himself, and he might not recover for a while.I feel very guilty in my heart.

"Even if everything you said is true, so what? But the thing you hurt me is real and exists. If it wasn't for you, would I be so sad? If it wasn't for me being so sad , Can I encounter the following things? I will not choose suicide because of such despair. I will not lose my memory because of suicide, and my life is a mess now. Isn’t it all because of you? Even if this Everything is a misunderstanding, that's because you didn't protect me well. Just let others have it. Let others calculate the relationship between us."

Lu Youran looked at Chen Ran with grief and indignation.

The pain in her heart was constantly devouring her reason.

She couldn't accept that all of this was her own misunderstanding, and she had to find a crime for Chen Ran to bear no matter what.

Otherwise, how can I achieve peace of mind?I am already in pain.If you add that all this is a misunderstanding.I'm afraid I'm going crazy.

But at this moment, my heart was completely messed up. I thought that as long as I hated Chen Ran, everything could be solved.

But now I suddenly can't hate him anymore, originally I wanted to cut him into pieces.But now, I suddenly felt a little distressed.This man used to be so kind to himself, he took care of himself in every possible way, and every time he stood up to save him when he was in danger, he didn't even think about his own life.

What's going on?
Why did I suddenly fall into hatred and belittle this man to nothing.

But when he suddenly came back to his senses, he felt that all this, did he fall into a strange circle?In fact, there are so many complicated things when two people are together.

"I'm sorry, I failed to protect you, so I've made up my mind now, no matter what. We don't want to be together anymore. Only in this way can I protect you. I've made it very clear now that a lonely person like me The life of a star should keep everyone away from me."

Chen Ran said seriously.

My heart is very uncomfortable.

Every time I mentioned the fate of the lone star of Tiansha, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, because those who died because of me, they would never live again.

Those pains will become wounds in my heart that will never heal.

Now only Lu Youran is left, if something happens to Lu You, then I really don't know what to do.

This world is simply too cruel for me, all the worst things have happened to me, now I don't even have a choice, besides escaping, is there any other choice?
Sorry.Although I want to be with you, I can't harm you because of my own selfish interests.

Lu Youran felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, "You still push me away now, just because of those fortune-telling fallacies!"

"Chen Ran, I really hate you. You are so cowardly and useless. You don't even have the courage to be with me. You are a coward, you are a coward. How could I be so blind to see you as incompetent? The person who is a good person, shrinks back when encountering things. The lone star of Tiansha. What about the lone star of Tiansha? You are so afraid of my death. But do you know? Two people are not together, and they do not interfere with each other. Death is still painful."

"You don't like my death, but you hope that my life would be worse than death. I can't be with the person I love. I would rather die than live, and I would rather die than live."

Lu Youran couldn't help venting, she had always pretended that she didn't love Chen Ran anymore.

I thought I could pretend to be indifferent, but when Chen Ran once again said that he wanted to push him away, he really couldn't calm down.

Why!
Love is so hard, if you say no, you don't want it, what do you think of yourself?Is it a pet?He said that if you don't want it, you don't need it.Don't even think about it.

"I do all this for you. I don't want you to die. Do you know that I can't live if you die. So I hope you can live well in this world. Chen Tian is not a good stubble, he If he knew that I was with you, he would definitely find a way to kill you, the best way for you now is to be with Jiang Tian. At least the Jiang family will have you in peace."

Chen Ranyu looked at Lu Youran earnestly and said.

"Shut up! Don't pretend to be good for me. If you are really good for me, you should not push me away, but let me face it with you. You can be a turtle. But I don't Yes. Encounter difficulties. Shouldn’t it be facing? Or do you want me to have something with Jiang Tian? That’s why you said these words on purpose and pushed me to Jiang Tian’s side. Chen Ran. Do you know? Originally I can kill you, but why didn't I kill you, don't you understand at all in your heart?"

Lu Youran clenched her fists tightly, feeling very angry at the moment.

He had already reached this point, yet Chen Ran still pushed him away.

Simply too much.

Could it be that he is unwilling to face all the problems with himself?
Chen Ran was stunned.

Sure enough, in the beginning, I was also a little worried. If I tell everything, maybe Lu Youran won't hate me anymore, maybe she will have more emotions and want to be with her again.

But in that case, it will definitely hurt her, and I can't be so selfish anyway.

No, I have to get rid of this idea no matter what, and I must not let Lu Youran get into trouble again, whether she wants it or not is her problem.

But I don't think I can be so selfish.Now that I can't even protect myself, how can I protect Lu Youran?

The previous things can no longer happen, seeing those people who are kind to me leave one by one, my heart can no longer bear it.

"I have something to tell you."

Chen Ran suddenly looked at Lu Youran very seriously.

Lu Youran was stunned. Could it be that Chen Ran changed his mind.

After listening to my own words, I still think it would be more appropriate for two people to be together?
Also, in Chen Ran's heart, it is impossible not to have his own.

Two people who love each other will want to be together no matter what, how can they be willing to separate?
He must have regretted it, so now he wants to explain all this clearly to himself again, and wants to be with himself well.It must be so.

(End of this chapter)