rich heir

662 Back to School
It seems that all the grievances, along with the mud marks all over his body, laugh at how pitiful he is now.

It's such a painful feeling to lose the one you love the most.

It turned out that all of this, for me, was so painful that I couldn't breathe at all.

Looking at the endless flow of the road, it seems that it has nothing to do with me.

Everything about me seemed to be snatched away by this world in an instant. Now, it seems that I only have a shell left, and I continue to stay in this world, living without purpose.

If there is no knot in his heart that he can't let go, maybe he is willing to follow him and leave this world.

But back then, my mother worked so hard to keep me alive, and I couldn't leave this world selfishly, because I promised my mother that I must live a good life. Only in this way can I let my mother's departure feel at ease.

Many things are out of your control.

But the only person I like, the only person I want to follow for a lifetime, has completely left me.

What reason do you have to live?
Apart from mother, it is the reason why I must live. It seems that there is no other reason to continue to live.

The world seems to have no color at all. For me, everything is gray, very uncomfortable and helpless.

Before I knew it, I came to the door of Lu's house.

Standing in place, I struggled for a long time, whether I should go in or not, this is my only family member, my father.

No matter how ruthless her father is to her, it can't change that she is her only blood relative in this world.

Because I lost my mother and Chen Ran, I realized how important the living are to me. Even the family members who treat me badly can be regarded as a kind of spiritual sustenance for me at this moment.

Dad... are you all right?

I haven't seen you for so long, I don't know how you are doing?

My leaving without saying goodbye seems to have caused you a lot of trouble.

However, I really have nowhere to go.

In fact, Lu Youran really wanted to knock on the door, but she suddenly didn't dare to disturb her. After all, even though she was her father's own daughter, she was already a redundant person. It seemed that her appearance would only annoy them even more. ?
The family of three is happy and harmonious, but what about myself?The sudden appearance broke their happiness and caused unnecessary troubles instead.

They obviously want to join, but they are very clear that their own joining is really absurd. They don't want to see their own appearance at all, so why should they bother?
That moment.

Lu Youran's tears couldn't stop streaming down, she stood quietly at the door, pondered for a long time, finally she didn't have the courage to knock on the door, but turned and left silently.

unconsciously.

With everything in front of me, I really don't know what to do.

The most basic belonging, I don't have myself, no money, no place to live, not even my only lover.This time, I really have nothing.

I don't know how long I walked, but I returned to the school gate.

At this moment, looking at the campus in front of me, the familiarity makes my memories keep coming.

The best memory of myself and Chen Ran is probably in school. At that time, although we were always bullied by others, but because of Chen Ran's protection, I felt an unprecedented love. The feeling of being loved by people is really very happy.

All the pain was because of meeting Chen Ran, so I used up all my good luck and all my bad luck, just to meet Chen Ran.

In fact, I really think it is worth it, and I have never regretted it.

It's just that it's still painful inside.

Even at this moment, I still don't want to admit the fact that Chen Ran is dead. I always feel that all of this is God playing a joke on me. Maybe Chen Ran will come back to me one day and say that I I accidentally couldn't find my way back, so I was late.

But..., I know I'm just deceiving myself.

Looking at Chen Ran's mother's pain, and the grief of the whole Chen family, these things speak for themselves, and they can't be wrong.

why!
why treat me like this!

that moment.

Lu Youran broke down and cried, and howled and cried, completely unable to hold back her emotions.

In an instant, Lu Youran's crying attracted many students from the school.

"Hey, isn't that our senior sister Lu Youran from last year? I've seen her graduation performance before, it's amazing!"

"Why is she crying?"

"I heard that she is excellent, but for some reason, she fell in love with the lowest dick in the school."

"You mean the notorious Chen Ran?"

"That's right! It's him! It's him! I don't know what senior sister Lu Youran is thinking, but she would be with such a person. Seeing her crying so sad, she must have been dumped by a scumbag, right?"

Many students started to discuss. They didn't feel pitiful for Lu Youran's appearance, but instead felt a little funny. They had a great opportunity, but they had to waste time on a trash. They didn't understand what was going on in this woman's heart. What are you thinking?
Even if all the men in the world are dead, there's no point in looking for such rubbish.

I'm still crying now, and I'm not afraid of embarrassment.

Lu Youran felt very uncomfortable. This is a place full of memories between himself and Chen Ran. When he came here, he felt kind and could remember the happiest time with Chen Ran.

Listening to these people's arguments made me even more uncomfortable.

"Don't talk nonsense! Chen Ran is not that kind of person!"

Lu Youran bit her lips tightly, feeling extremely wronged in her heart. Chen Ran is not a waste at all, he is a great hero, if it wasn't for the sake of the family and protecting the lives of more people, he would not have had an accident.

There are very few people like him in this world.

How can such a person be a waste if he can sacrifice his life to protect more people!
They don't know Chen Ran at all, so they shouldn't judge Chen Ran. Such behavior is absolutely unacceptable to him.

"I said senior sister, you have graduated for a while, why did you run back to school and still cry here, isn't it embarrassing? In fact, everyone is an adult, and no one knows what's going on! Looking at your distressed appearance, it seems that you have been cheated of money and sex by a man, and now you feel embarrassed and refuse to admit it."

"If I knew today, why bother?"

"A dick like Chen Ran is already a famous figure in every grade in the school. You want to be with such a person. I really admire your courage!"

"Hahaha!"

In an instant, everyone couldn't help but burst out laughing. In their eyes, Lu Youran looked like a joke.

(End of this chapter)