President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 142 Have You Ever Loved Someone Sincerely

Qiao Yuchen sat down on the bedside: "Ask."

"Have you ever loved someone, a very sincere kind of love?"

Qiao Yuchen raised his eyebrows: "Does this have anything to do with Lei Yayin?"

"Oh...it's nothing, I just feel that Lei Yayin's love is so obsessed, so hard, and a little pitiful, so I wonder if all love is so hard."

"People who are really in love don't think it's hard to love someone. They only feel happy, just like when you were with Qiao Yuren before. Have you ever felt hard?"

An Ran shook her head: "No, what about you? Have you ever felt this way?"

Qiao Yuchen sighed, "I was young and frivolous, so how could I not have liked anyone, but... the sincerity I paid when I was young, six out of ten, are all in vain."

"So, who have you loved in your life only when you were young? When you mature, you have never loved anyone else?"

Qiao Yuchen looked at her, if possible, how much he wanted to tell her, there is now, and that person is you.

But...he couldn't risk losing her.

He smiled: "No."

A strange feeling flashed in An Ran's heart.

Lost, thankful, and...a sad feeling that I can't even explain.

But it seems that he really doesn't like himself.

I really think too much.

She shrugged: "It seems that none of us understand love like Lei Yayin. Speaking of which, Qiao Yuren is really happy to be loved like this."

"If a person doesn't love another person, but the other person insists on giving, then the person who passively accepts may not necessarily be happy," Qiao Yuchen finished speaking, took off his slippers and sat down on the bed, "Lei Yayin and Qiao Yuren in the end what happened."

An Ran crawled from the end of the bed to the head of the bed, casually picked up the book on the bedside table: "I don't know, I didn't ask."

"You care so much about their affairs, but you don't ask?"

"If it's not something that I can help, I have to do it in moderation. I never want to intervene in Yu Ren's emotional problems."

"Afraid that you will be sad?"

An Ran gave him a blank look: "The heart of a villain."

"You said it yourself, and you won't interfere. Normal people will think that you don't care because you are sad."

"I have withdrawn from this relationship, but Yuren is still lingering in it. If I intervene at this time, how painful will it be for him? Lei Yayin is a good girl. If Yuren is lucky enough to fall in love with her, then they will marry, They will definitely live happily in the future. But if they really can't get together, it's their own fate."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head and began to read the book.

Qiao Yuchen curled her lips and smiled, not getting involved, she'd better do what she said.

"Keep a little distance from Fu Ruchu in the future, I don't want to see you together again."

"Although I am married to you, I still have the right to choose who to make friends with."

"Others can, but Fu Ruchu can't," he always felt that Fu Ruchu would become his big threat in the future.

This feeling is best groundless.

An Ran didn't pay attention to him, anyway, she can't change anything by arguing with him now, let him talk, she won't listen to him anyway.

The next day, Lei Yayin did not come to the company.

On the third day, she was still absent from work.

On the fourth day, An Ran was really worried.

With Lei Yayin's personality, it is impossible to disappear for three days in a row.

She's not one to sit still.

Could something have happened to her?

Thinking about it this way, An Ran was really worried.

At noon, she told Qiao Yuchen that she was not going upstairs for dinner, and she was going to find Lei Yayin.

Qiao Yuchen didn't object.

After all, he also promised Mr. Lei that he would help take care of Lei Yayin.

An Ran came to the hotel and asked the front desk, only to find out that Lei Yayin hadn't checked out.

She went upstairs and knocked on the door.

Lei Yayin's voice came from inside the room: "Who is it?"

"it's me."

Lei Yayin came to open the door for her, a little surprised: "An Ran? Why are you here?"

"Are you all right?"

"What can I do?" She let go of the doorknob and let An Ran in.

After An Ran entered the room, she found that her room was quite messy.

On the screen of her mobile phone, the game screen is being displayed.

An Ran was surprised: "Are you playing a game?"

"Yeah, what's wrong?"

An Ran was speechless: "What's the matter? You are really a worry-free person. You have already started working in the company. How can you have no news for three days? You are too unorganized. Everyone is very worried about you."

"So, you came to see me on behalf of the company?" Lei Yayin pouted: "I thought you were worried about me because I didn't go, but sure enough, you didn't intend to treat me as a friend."

An Ran shrugged: "We're not friends in the first place, didn't we agree a long time ago?"

"Yes, yes, what you said is correct. Then Miss An, please go back and tell the people in the company that I will not go to work in the future, and I will quit."

"why?"

"Why, why do you need to give a reason for resigning? Well... well, it's because the company doesn't pay me. I'm not stupid, and I don't want to work for nothing. Is this reason reliable?"

An Ran nodded: "It's pretty reliable, okay, then you continue to play, I'll go first."

She got up to leave, but Lei Yayin didn't leave her behind, jumped on the bed and continued playing games.

An Ran walked to the door and hissed, this woman...

She looked at Lei Yayin: "You must be bewitched."

"What?" Lei Yayin looked at her inexplicably.

"Why do you suddenly seem like a different person?"

"I've always been like this, it's just that the direction of enthusiasm has changed."

An Ran wondered: "The enthusiasm you mentioned...doesn't mean Qiao Yuren."

"Well, it's him. I used to be obsessed with pursuing him, but now I'm obsessed with playing games."

"So, in the past, in order to chase him, you could go to work in the company, but now you don't want to chase him, so you don't go to the company?"

"Yes," Lei Yayin nodded without looking at her.

An Ran looked at her, and was silent for a moment: "Looking at it this way, Qiao Yuren really has committed a serious crime."

Lei Yayin frowned and looked up at her: "What do you mean?"

"She turned a good girl into a game console," An Ran shook her head, and turned to pull the doorknob.

Lei Yayin smiled bitterly, put the phone on his lap, and said in a sad voice, "The person he likes is you."

An Ran frowned and didn't move.

"No matter how hard I try, he won't set his sights on me, even... even if I give myself to him, he doesn't care. He said, he can marry me, but if he marries me, he won't care." He won't love me, all he can give me is pain. Before, I really didn't mind, but now, I start to mind."

An Ran looked back at her.

Lei Yayin looked at him with moist eyes: "Do you know why I mind?"

An Ran didn't speak.

"Because...my love for him has become his burden, and I have become a responsibility for him. If one day, the person I love becomes a husband with me If I marry the other party, I will become a burden that prevents him from loving others, then I would rather not be a tyrant in his life. All he wants is for me to let him live, then I Just let him go."

Lei Yayin said, tears fell from his eyes: "I let him go, so he can be himself, you know?"

An Ran's heart shrank slightly, feeling sad for Qiao Yuren.

Obviously, he can be happy.

Obviously, he can get out of the sea of ​​suffering.

Obviously, as long as he reaches out and holds Lei Yayin's hand, as long as he falls in love with her, his life can become happy.

However, he chose to play a good hand of cards poorly.

She took a breath and calmed herself down: "Since you are fine, I will rest assured on behalf of the company. I will go back and tell them that you are going to resign. You should relax. If you feel hard, you want to go back to the United States." Now, you can tell me, I will go to the airport to see you off, as... the master who has taken you for less than a month."

After she finished speaking, she turned and opened the door to leave.

Lei Yayin bit her lip, threw the phone on the ground hard, covered her face with her hands, and cried bitterly.

An Ran left the hotel, stood at the gate, and dialed Qiao Yuren's number.

The call was answered quickly, "Of course."

"Let me ask you, what happened between you and Lei Yayin?"

"No... nothing."

"Nothing? Qiao Yuren, are you planning to lie to me?"

Qiao Yuren sighed: "I hurt her."

"what have you done?"

"My mother drugged the two of us, the drug my brother drank four years ago, after drinking, we...we..."

Qiao Yuren didn't continue talking, An Ran also knew what happened.

She covered her forehead with her hand, squatted down at the hotel entrance, put her phone next to her ear, and didn't say a word for a long time.

"Of course... I'm sorry, I betrayed you, I..."

An Ran was very sad in her heart: "You shouldn't apologize to me, Yu Ren, I am already Qiao Yuchen's wife, we share the same bed every day, and we do everything that a man and a woman should do, we..."

"Stop talking, of course, I don't care."

"I want to tell you that I am already someone else's woman, so it doesn't matter to me what you do with any woman. Yuren, I loved you once, but that love is over, and the end means Now, we can all live a new life, you understand."

Qiao Yuren didn't speak.

An Ran rubbed the space between her brows, and endured the sadness in her heart: "Yu Ren, listen to me, you don't owe me anything, a relationship doesn't have to last forever. Being able to stay in the most beautiful time is also a good thing I will never forget the things you gave me in my youth. You will always be the most important person in my life to me, but you will no longer be a lover.

Now, I have a new life, I am very happy, but Lei Yayin is suffering now, she is treating herself in a very negative way, all of this is caused by you, if you have lost the ability to be happy, Then you at least want to make the person who loves you happy, what do you think? "

Qiao Yuren leaned against the wall resignedly, and squatted down slowly: "Of course, don't say anything, don't say anything, I will marry her."

(End of this chapter)