President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 210 The Sky Is Falling

Butler Lin carried her out of the hospital and carried her directly to the car.

After putting her on the passenger seat, he carefully helped her fasten her seat belt.

He glanced at her, and their faces were very close, which clearly exceeded the safe distance from each other.

He smiled: "I'll take you to dinner right away, and get your energy back."

After he finished speaking, he came out with a low body, went around to get in the car, and drove away.

Because he came to Sioux City for the first time, he didn't know which restaurant was delicious, but after driving two intersections, he found a Chinese restaurant that looked clean on the outside.

She looked at him: "Uncle, it's very expensive here."

"It's okay, I have money," he patted her on the shoulder: "get out of the car."

He got out of the car, walked around, grabbed her wrist who had just got off the car, and walked into the restaurant.

After entering, he immediately began to order food, all of which were very nourishing for the body.

After the waiter left, Jin Nan looked at him with blurred eyes.

He laughed: "Why have you been looking at me so stupidly since the beginning?"

"You make me feel, very confused."

"What's so confusing."

"You appeared here, for me, it was a very confusing thing, uncle... If I remember correctly, you broke up with me after we had dinner together last time. What about this time? This time What will happen after dinner?"

He looked at her and smiled: "you can wait until after eating to make sure for yourself."

Jin Nan frowned: "Then why did you come here? You are not at ease, so I asked you to help me?"

Butler Lin thought for a while: "Madam is indeed worried that you are not fake, but it is not Madam's decision to come here, it is my own request."

Jin Nan didn't make a sound, probably the uncle didn't know what her appearance meant to him.

It's a surprise, and it's a surprise.

It is longing, but also sinking.

It is missing, but also helpless.

For himself, he is really... too tangled existence.

Soon, the food was brought up.

Jin Nan looked at the table full of dishes, but had no appetite at all.

Butler Lin brought some food for her, and said softly, "Eat quickly."

"Uncle, I have no appetite."

Lin Butler got up, walked to her side, picked up the dish, and handed it to her lips.

"If you don't eat, how can you have the strength to deal with the future? I can understand your current mood, but if you don't eat, let alone taking care of your mother, you may collapse yourself. Is this what you want? "

Jin Nan shook his head.

"Then eat, eat well, you don't have to bear the future alone, I will face it with you, so no matter what happens, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Jin Nan bit her lip: "Uncle, what are you... what's going on."

"Let's not talk about this first, eat, and talk about it after eating."

Jin Nan took the rice bowl in his hand and began to eat obediently.

Although she didn't have much appetite, she forced herself to eat a bowl of rice and drink a bowl of soup.

Butler Lin was also hungry and ate a lot.

After eating, the two sat on opposite sides of the dining table, butler Lin asked, "What's wrong with your mother?"

"Liver cancer, advanced stage."

She said with downcast eyes: "It's all because of me. She has received too much advice, listened to too much gossip, and got too angry for my affairs these years, so she gets sick. My parents are very strong people, I used to be their pride, but...in the end I became their laughing stock, it was I who made my mother into what she is today."

She closed her eyes and shed tears.

She quickly raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and covered her face with her hand: "I regret it so much, I regret the wrong decision I made back then. If I had left Chen Zizhe alone, I would still be their pride now. Why did my mother...

Uncle, tell me, why, why did I make such a decision, why on earth did I commit such a stupidity, I really hate myself, it is obviously such a life worth looking forward to, but why should I live her like this.If something really happened to my mother, then I will never be able to forgive myself in my life. "

Hearing her crying like this, Steward Lin walked to her and sat down, stretched out his hand to put her in his arms, and gently patted her back.

"What was wrong is already wrong. The only thing you can do now is not to regret, but to try your best to make up for it. Don't think about how your aunt got sick. Instead, you should find a way to ask for their forgiveness. After all, It is your biological parents who will annoy you because of your affairs, but also because they love you."

"But how can I make it up? Now I... really don't know what else I can do."

"That's why you stood in the hospital stupidly, daring not to do anything?"

Jin Nan bit her lip and said nothing.

"There are many things you can do. For example, you can make yourself their pride again. You can use your actions to prove to your parents that you are still the excellent Jin Nan."

Jin Nan looked at him with pear blossoms and rain all over his face: "Can I still change?"

"Of course, as long as you want, you can, and don't worry, I will help you."

Jin Nan put his arms around his waist: "Uncle, I'm sorry, I don't want to make things difficult for you, but now I... really need someone to rely on, I can no longer be cowardly in front of my parents, so...you just leave Lend me your arms for a few days. I promise you, in the future, I won't pester you, and I won't make you embarrassing in front of the old man of the Qiao family. "

Butler Lin couldn't help smiling and shook his head: "Nan Nan."

Jin Nan didn't make a sound, just hugged him and didn't let go.

"I regret."

Jin Nan looked up: "Regret? Regret what?"

"I regret breaking up with you that day, leaving you helpless when you need help the most."

Jin Nan looked at him with frowned eyes: "So, you came to Sucheng now because you feel sorry for me?"

He shook his head, looked at her and pursed his lips: "It's because I think I'm hateful, obviously, I started it first, I didn't refuse your courtship, I promised to be with you and be your man, but in the end, It was also me who escaped from reality first and hurt you with so-called inappropriate reasons.

I know that I broke up with you, which makes you feel very sad. All of this is my fault. If I did something wrong, I have to repent. I want to repent now, are you willing to give me another chance? "

Jin Nan was stunned, her body stiffened a little while holding him.

Butler Lin was not in a hurry, but just looked at her like this with a calm expression.

"Will you give me a chance to be with me again?"

Jin Nan let go of him, without making a sound, just looked at him in surprise.

"What's wrong? Are you mad at me?"

Jin Nan pursed her lips, tears streaming down her face.

Butler Lin reached out and wiped the tears on her cheeks: "What's the matter? Why are you crying again?"

Jin Nan turned her head to the side, avoiding his hand slightly.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that if it wasn't for her accident this time, the uncle would never look back.

If he doesn't look back, his world will be peaceful.

But if he returns to her, the pressure he needs to bear, besides her, is also the old man of the Qiao family.

She has heard about what kind of person the old man of the Qiao family is. How dare she let the uncle be an enemy of the old man of the Qiao family for her sake.

She shook her head: "Uncle, thank you for coming to help me. I accept your help as well as your sympathy and pity, but...forget about the matter between us. As you said, It's not right between me and you."

"Who says we are not suitable, we are very suitable."

"No, in fact, I knew from the very beginning that I was chasing you because I was climbing high. These days, I was in the hospital and thought a lot. Apart from my mother, I also looked at myself, and I looked at you and you. My period was only a few days, and the relationship ended without a disease.

After reviewing, I came to the conclusion that you were right to break up with me, we are indeed not suitable, and I shouldn't stay by your side and hinder your future.We are people from two worlds, we should stay in our respective worlds to go further. "

Butler Lin frowned: "So, you rejected me?"

Jin Nan just wept and didn't speak.

Butler Lin held her face in both hands: "Don't be sad, it's okay, if you don't agree to my courtship now, I can wait until the day you are willing to forgive me. Anyway, except you, no one would be so foolish to fall in love with her." I'm an uncle of my age, if I don't rely on you, who else can I rely on?"

"Uncle, don't be like this," Jin Nan choked up, "I can't delay you, I don't have Ranran's intelligence, I don't have Ranran's courage, so don't be like Mr. Qiao who is desperate for Ranran."

There was still a very important sentence in her heart that she did not say.

Qiao is always the grandson of Mr. Qiao, so even if Mr. Qiao doesn't like Ranran, as long as Mr. Qiao is willing to protect her, Mr. Qiao has nothing to do.

But the uncle is different. If the uncle insists on going against the old man's will and staying with him, then the old man will never forgive the uncle easily.

If being with her meant making the uncle lose everything, then what right did she have to do so?
She can secretly love uncle for the rest of her life, but she will never destroy him.

Anyway... A woman like her who has been in prison has no extravagant hopes for the future.

Instead of just dragging the uncle to be destroyed with him, it would be better to let the uncle live happily, so that he can always be a master and live a happy life in a world without himself.

"You are indeed different from your wife. In this world, everyone is unique, and you are also a unique good girl. I am with you, and there is nothing that needs to be desperate.

I'm not very good at talking about love. Now, I just feel that we are very suitable for each other.You don't have to worry so much. From today on, you just need to look at me, believe me, follow my steps closely, hold my hand, and go forward with me.The sky is falling, and I will stand up. I will walk with you on the road to the future. "

(End of this chapter)