President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 358 There Is No God
"Huh?" Li Sui was stunned for a moment, then he reacted and poked her lightly with his right index finger: "Yo, why did our little girl ask this question, this is... the first love?"

Lu Zheng was also happy, nodded, and said with a smile: "You can see it."

"Wow, no way, didn't you just meet him once?"

"Sister Xiaosui, you are so old-fashioned, you don't know what it means to glance at ten thousand years."

Li Sui smiled speechlessly: "I only know what love at first sight is, but I didn't expect that you actually like the type of old man."

"Is he old? Then is he married? Does he have a girlfriend?"

"He doesn't have a girlfriend, nor is he married. As for his age... For you, he may be a little older. He is 33 years old, nine years older than you."

Lu Zheng smiled happily and clapped his hands together: "Wow, that's the age difference I like, Miss Xiaosui, I've always wanted to find someone five to ten years older than me."

Li Sui was a little worried: "It's fine if you like it? Your parents probably won't agree with you finding a man older than your brother."

"My parents don't have too many expectations for my future. They only hope that I will be healthy. I once asked them what to do if I fell in love with a monk. My mother said, let him return to vulgarity. Later I said, So what if I saw a murderer, my mother said, let him reform in prison. I said, what if I saw an old man, my mother said, as long as he loves me, she will admit it .

In fact, my mother is probably not sure that I will have a future, so she will rely on me and follow me in everything. She just wants to make me happy, but if I can really survive, she may not be so It's great. "

Li Sui looked at her with such a sweet smile, but it made people feel distressed: "Let me match you up."

"Okay, but... I'm sick, so people may not like me."

Li Sui endured the sourness in his heart, and smiled: "That's not important, the important thing is that we have to work hard."

Hearing what Li Sui said, Lu Zheng immediately raised his fist as if motivated, "That's right, I want to live every minute and every second of my limited life as I want, so that even One day, I will leave this world with no regrets."

Li Sui looked at her, feeling distressed in his heart, but he didn't show it.

God gave this kind-hearted, sunny and strong girl a great test, and she felt that it was really unfair.

Why can those people who have done all the bad things still be happy and happy, but Xiaozheng has to bear it?
She thought, in fact, there is no God in this world, otherwise, he should really be thrown into hell, because he is too unfair.

"Sister Xiaosui, why are you always in a daze, what are you thinking about?"

Li Sui came back to his senses: "I'm wondering, you said you were young and beautiful, why did you fall in love with Secretary Kang? What is it about him that fascinates you?"

"When he entered the ward that day, he was wearing a shirt and tie and said hello to me beside my hospital bed. His voice was beautiful and his eyes were deep and charming. In his eyes, he felt as if he had met the right person.

Then you said it was amazing, that night, I dreamed of him, I dreamed that he married me, and I gave birth to a daughter for him, but in fact, I only know his name, I don’t even know who he is Not being single, I wake up feeling like I'm daydreaming. "

Li Sui fondled her head: "Then you can turn this daydream into reality."

Lu Zheng smiled and nodded: "Yes."

The two were chatting when the nurse at the door came in: "Lu Zheng, it's time for chemotherapy."

Hearing the word chemotherapy, Li Sui's heart tightened for no reason.

She looked at Lu Zheng, and saw Lu Zheng beckoning to the nurse: "Come here."

Lu Zheng touched Li Sui's hand: "Sister Xiaosui, I'm going for treatment, and you should go back to the ward to rest. When I regain my strength, I'll go play with you."

Li Sui stood up: "I'm fine, don't worry, I'll accompany you there."

She shook her head: "It's hard to do chemotherapy, I don't want you to see me like that."

Li Sui hurriedly said: "Then I really don't care about you, I'm going back to rest."

Lu Zheng smiled, the two left the ward together, she waved to Li Sui, and left with the nurse.

Watching her get on the elevator, Li Sui's tears welled up from his eyes.

She thought of many past events, and every time someone laughed at Lu Zheng for being fat, that girl who loved to laugh would squint her little eyes and say, "When I get old, I want to be a fat old lady." , my mother said, fat people are blessed."

Li Sui exhaled, reaching out his hand to wipe away the tears.

God, don't take this girl, let her stay in the world, give her a way to live, please.

Back in the ward, Li Sui lay on the bed sullenly, unable to calm down for a long time.

At noon, Huo Jinzhi came.

Seeing that she was eating sick meal, Huo Jinzhi asked, "Is it delicious?"

Li Sui nodded, but said nothing.

Huo Jinzhi frowned: "Why are you listless?"

"I'm not Popeye who ate spinach, do I still have to be energetic every day?"

Huo Jinzhi hugged: "Can't you talk to me well?"

When mentioning this, Li Sui became serious: "Well... Huo Jinzhi, let me ask you a question, if I introduce a girlfriend to Secretary Kang, this girl is not in good health, maybe... maybe she will leave too In this world, do you think Secretary Kang would be willing to see him?"

"If Kang Rong is not a fool, he probably wouldn't."

"Why?" Li Sui looked serious, looking worried.

Huo Jinzhi looked at her and remained silent.

Li Sui became anxious: "Oh, you are talking."

"You want to introduce your sister named Lu Zheng to Kang Rong?"

Li Sui was startled: "How do you know, hey, I mean, I think it's pretty good."

"Kang Rong is a normal man, and he has his own life and family. If you introduce such a girl to him, it is equivalent to creating a big burden on his life. If Lu Zheng's illness can indeed be cured, it would be fine." It doesn't matter, but what if her illness can't be cured? Will Kang Rong stay with her until she dies?
Kang Rong is over 30, how long will he be with a girl who is not sure about the future?His parents also want him to get married quickly and find a daughter-in-law to give birth to grandchildren for him, but Lu Zheng can't do this, so I advise you, it's better not to mess up the mandarin ducks. "

Li Sui looked down, stirring the spoon in the soup back and forth.

Thinking of Lu Zheng's smile just now, and thinking of her 'happy' heart, she always felt that she must do this.

If Lu Zheng's illness can be cured in the future, then she can give birth to Kang Rong's children.

But if her illness can't be cured, if she can spend the rest of her life with someone she likes, her life will not be considered in vain.

"Eat quickly, don't think about it."

Li Sui looked at him: "I have a different opinion from you, life is all about tossing, and I want to make a toss for Lu Zheng."

"Aren't you afraid of harming Kang Rong?"

"That's why I ask you to help find the bone marrow as soon as possible. As long as you find a matching bone marrow, Xiaozheng can become a normal person, and she can bear children for Kang Rong."

"This kind of thing depends on her own life. Do you think I can find it by looking for it?"

Li Sui felt depressed in his heart: "Can't you think about the good things?"

"I'm more realistic."

Li Sui was depressed: "Forget it, I won't tell you anymore, I can only talk about business when I talk to people like you."

Huo Jinzhi was upset when she heard her say that: "I'm doing it for your own good."

"unnecessary."

"Do you think they match?"

Li Sui looked at him: "It has nothing to do with being a good match. In the eyes of others, you and I are just as different. We are also people from two worlds. If there is no grandfather for the two of us, we will have nothing to do with each other in this life." It's impossible to meet, but aren't we married the same? So, don't tell me what is called a good match.

I would like to do this simply because Xiaozheng is so distressing. If I can't find the bone marrow in the end, if in the end, Xiaozheng really has to wait to die, then I will Go and beg Kang Rong, even if it's just acting, and ask him to send Xiaozheng through the last journey of her life, so that she will not leave this world with regrets. "

Huo Jinzhi looked at her, and after a long silence, he finally said nothing.

At this time, he has no reason to object.

After all, she just wanted to weave a sweet dream for a girl whose life was counting down.

After Li Sui finished speaking, she lowered her head and continued to eat, but she really didn't have much appetite.

After eating, she had just put the plate on the table and lay down when the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open from the outside.

Because the voice was very loud, it really startled Li Sui.

Huo Jinzhi unconsciously frowned and looked in the direction of the door.

Seeing Lu Sheng in armed police uniform, Li Sui was surprised: "A Sheng, why are you here?"

"I came to see Xiaozheng. She said that you had a car accident this morning."

Li Sui was speechless: "You didn't hear what she had to say, I'm fine."

"How could it be okay if there was a car accident?"

Li Sui laughed: "You really are brother and sister, the two of you say exactly the same thing."

Lu Sheng stepped forward, held her shoulders, and looked her from side to side.

"Are there any injuries other than the head?"

Huo Jinzhi let out a displeasure.

Only then did Lu Sheng let go of her and looked back.

"Who is this……"

Li Sui thought for a while: "Oh right, A Sheng, you just came, this is my boss, the one you have always wanted to thank, the super kind person who helped Xiaozheng find the bone marrow."

Huo Jinzhi gave her a white look, the tall hat was not small.

But isn't she being so guilty just to cover up his status as her husband?
Is she afraid to introduce herself to her friends because he is ashamed, or is it because there is a different relationship between this man and her, and she is afraid that he will misunderstand?

Thinking of the nervous look of this and that person holding Li Sui's shoulders just now, Huo Jin felt an unknown fire in his heart.

(End of this chapter)