President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 388 Is there a drama between us?

Li Sui's eyes widened slightly, looking at him.

He hooked his lips: "Still, what you said just now was just a compliment to me. You didn't feel that I'm actually really good."

Li Sui swallowed, and naturally picked up the coffee cup and took a sip.

"Heh," Huo Jinzhi smiled faintly: "Did I make this problem difficult for you?"

"No, I'm just thinking... how to answer this question reasonably."

"How is it reasonable?"

"In anyone's eyes, you are much better than Xu Weixuan."

"What about your eyes?"

Li Sui nodded in silence for a moment: "Same."

Huo Jinzhi raised his legs and smiled: "Okay, then I'll listen to how you plan to answer this question reasonably."

Li Sui nuzui: "First of all, we have lived together for more than ten years, some things have become a habit, and the habit has turned you into my family and my brother who is good to me, so, in When choosing a boyfriend, I will naturally avoid my family.

Just like you, when you were looking for a girlfriend, you chose Ouyang Ruoyi, but not me. Didn't you also "reasonably" avoid me?Even though I feel good about myself and think that I have better conditions than Ouyang Ruoyi, in your eyes, I am probably the most unsuitable person to talk about love.

After all, we are under the same roof, and we have already seen each other's happiness and sorrow, beauty and ugliness, subtly, and we never thought that we could become close lovers with each other, so when grandpa asked us to get married, You and I are so surprised, so conflicted. "

Huo Jinzhi hooked his lips and nodded: "Well, it makes sense, this is just the first? Is there any second?"

"Yes," Li Sui nodded, "Your attitude towards me hasn't changed since I was 15 years old, and I haven't received any signal from you that you have feelings for me, so naturally I also I won't focus on you, take the initiative to like you, or even confess to you.

I don't know how other girls are. Anyway, I am the kind of passive type in relationships. In my life, I may not have the courage to pursue anyone, but only accept passively, just like when I was with someone Like Xu Weixuan, he was the one who approached me first, showed me his goodwill, and delivered meals at school every morning and accompanied me at night.It was he who told me first that he liked me and hoped that I could be his girlfriend.

He pursued me, I don't hate him, and, at that time, I didn't know what feelings were. I was a little excited when someone confessed, and I mistook that excited emotion for the ignorance of first love, so ...It was logical to come together with him. "

Huo Jinzhi smiled calmly: "So, you also admitted that you liked Xu Weixuan at the beginning, was it wrong?"

There was a bit of sadness in Li Sui's eyes: "How can true love end in a breakup?"

Seeing her expression, Huo Jinzhi said in a deep voice, "Do you think it's a pity?"

"what?"

"Don't you feel it's a pity that you didn't make it to the end with Xu Weixuan?"

Li Sui shook his head.

"Why don't you feel that it's a pity that you really found out that you don't really love Xu Weixuan, or... the matter has come to this point, so you can only comfort yourself like this."

Li Sui raised his eyebrows: "Why did we suddenly discuss this issue? It's so strange."

Huo Jinzhi smiled calmly: "Small chatting, doesn't it count where you talk?"

Li Sui pouted: "Do you have to answer this question?"

"I don't have to answer, but I'm curious about your answer."

Li Sui thought for a while: "My feelings for Xu Weixuan really can't be called love. The so-called throbbing I had with him at that time was really just the time when I met someone I could see right. Confession, so I took it for granted.

But if I can use my current mentality to replace myself a few years ago and give Xu Weixuan an answer, then I will definitely not agree to his pursuit.Maybe it's because I'm more mature than before, and I look at problems from a different angle, or maybe it's because... in the days when I dated him, I already knew that man too well, and I knew how incompatible he was with me. . "

"That is to say, if you could do it all over again, you would definitely not be with him?"

Li Sui thought for a while, then shook his head: "That's not what I meant. If I could do it all over again, if it was the 19-year-old Li Sui's choice, maybe I would still make the same decision as before, but the 26-year-old Li Sui's choice is not the same. It will be different."

Huo Jinzhi hooked his lips: "Where did Xu Weixuan disappoint you so much?"

"It's not disappointment, it's just..." Li Sui bit her lip, because she was too close to Huo Jinzhi. At that time, Xu Weixuan was always suspicious. Once, when he forced her to ask who the person she liked was, he asked her Disgusted.

After all, they were all young girls at that time, and their minds were not that mature, so from the bottom of their hearts, she resisted her boyfriend who doubted her, just because he didn't know herself well enough.

But thinking about it now, Xu Weixuan's doubts and worries at that time were not groundless.

Looking at it from another angle, what Xu Weixuan said at the time was correct, it was precisely because he cared so much about her that he could see it more clearly.

At that time, she was so deeply rooted in love that she didn't know it, and she quarreled with him openly, thinking that he had tarnished her personality.

Thinking about it now, she was really not that good at that time.

She was contemplating, resting her chin with one hand, turning the coffee cup casually with the other, and looking out the window.

"Just what?"

Li Sui sighed: "It's not suitable between me and him, even if we didn't break up at that time, we couldn't go for too long."

"I always feel that you seem to have something to say."

Li Sui smiled and put down his hands: "It's all over, do you have any questions? If not, can this question be rewritten?"

Huo Jinzhi hooked his lips: "What if I pursued you too?"

"Huh?" Li Sui froze for a moment, "Are you chasing me?"

Huo Jinzhi raised his eyebrows: "That's right, if I had pursued you instead of being with Ruoyi, do you think you would have been with me then?"

Li Sui didn't answer the question, but smiled.

"Why are you laughing, is my question funny?"

Li Sui nodded: "It's very funny."

Huo Jinzhi's expression faded a bit: "It's so funny."

"You're angry?"

"I just saw you like this, and I couldn't help feeling, in your heart, that I didn't deserve to chase you."

"No." Li Sui shook his head: "At that time, if you chased me, maybe... I would accept you, maybe not."

"Oh, you really can perfunctory me."

Li Sui pursed her lips: "If you don't believe me, why ask me?"

"Okay, I believe you, tell me, why do you feel that you might accept me, you don't like me, don't you?"

"At that time, what I was waiting for was not the person who pursued me, but love. At the age of 19, I was looking forward to the arrival of love. I knew that there were many boys around me who were silently watching me, but they didn't A person has the courage to take the initiative to confess to me, but Xu Weixuan did it.

I'm just waiting for love, because I really want to experience the taste of love. For me at that stage, it doesn't matter who the person chasing me is, what matters is the feeling, but if at that time, you also pursue If I say it, maybe I will be surprised, or... I may struggle for a long time, but in the end, I will not choose Xu Weixuan, but I will choose you. "

When Li Sui said this, Huo Jinzhi's heart surged.

He is already at this age, logically speaking, he has already passed the age of listening to love, but Li Sui's words easily gave him the excitement and impulsiveness that an 18-year-old boy would have.

"Even if you don't like me, you will choose me?"

"Did you stay with Ouyang Ruoyi because you fell in love with her?"

Huo Jinzhi raised his eyebrows, this time, he was defeated by her.

He calmly said, "What do you think?"

Li Sui thought for a while and said, "I don't know if my feeling is right, but I always feel that you may not realize that you don't actually love Ouyang Ruoyi that much."

"Oh," Huo Jinzhi shook his head and smiled again: "How can you see that?"

"I have just said that it is not love that can be separated. I have lived with you for so long, and I still know you a little bit. If you don't want to separate from Ouyang Ruoyi, even if grandpa forces you, you You will also not agree to marry me. You marry me not because I took away the shares of grandpa, but because Ouyang Ruoyi is actually not that important to you. It doesn't matter who you marry. What's the difference, am I right?"

Huo Jinzhi looked at her with raised eyebrows, and smiled calmly.

But he has mixed feelings in his heart, does it matter to him whoever he marries?Of course not, what he wants to marry must be someone he really likes, if he doesn't like it, why should he marry?

"Am I right?"

"Since you have such an idea, why do you always say that Ruoyi is my beloved woman to hurt me? Are you deliberately finding fault to make me angry?"

She pouted: "This is just my guess. How would I know if my guess is true? What if she is your beloved woman?"

Huo Jinzhi rolled his eyes at her, "Slick tongue."

"Then I'll treat you as complimenting me."

"Praise you? Hmph, you think beautiful."

Li Sui pursed his lips and smiled, picked up his cup and took a sip of coffee.

Huo Jinzhi also showed a casual smile.

At this time, night has fallen, and outside the window, neon lights are flickering in the dark, and under the feasting and feasting, there are thousands of stories about thousands of people.

Huo Jinzhi looked at Li Sui, she seemed to be in a very good mood at the moment, and she had something to say...

At this moment, Li Sui also turned his eyes away from the window, and when he was holding the coffee cup, he glanced at him naturally.

Seeing him looking at himself, he smiled: "What's wrong?"

"If I pursue you now, is there any drama between us?"

(End of this chapter)